A/N: this is my first Glee Fic and I hope that it's up to par. If not don't be too mean. There will be OOC until I get the hang of their personalities. So please hang with me. I shouldn't have to say it but I am. I own no one but Willow and the polt. The songs belong to Three Days Grace and Fuel. And the characters you know and might love belong to Glee. So i am not getting paid for this fic. Also please review because as many know reviews are the safest addiction out there. So until then enjoy luv Sin!!!
Not much scared me but this was something that does. A large group of teenagers which she doesn't know at all looking at her as she made her way to the office. Just great oh look at the new girl! I fing hate being the new girl. This better be the last time we move before I'm out of high school because if not they are moving without me. I finally spotted the office and hurried to it. When she walked int the woman behind the desk looked at her. "Yes how can I help you?"
"Willow Miller, I'm the new girl here to get her class info and everything." I said to her and she nodded as she looked me up and down.
"You know that we don't have uniforms here right?" She asked after she took in my school girl outfit.
"Oh I now but I can't do anything about it until after school. That is when I get the rest of my things from New York." I said to her and she nodded before she handed me the info that I needed.
"If I were you then I would stay home today because these kids here are ruthless." She said to me.
"My mother wouldn't let me." I said to her and she nodded.
"Hold on I think I know someone that might be able to help you out there." She said before she stood up and left the office.
I didn't have to look to know that there were a group of students looking at me. I could feel their stares bore into my back like lasers. I silently cussed to myself because I knew that this day wasn't going to get any better. I wished I was back in New York. I wish she would have left me in that boarding school but she didn't and now I have to deal with this crap. I fing hated my mother.
"Excuse me Miss are you ok?" A deep male voice said from behind me.
"Does it look like I'm ok?" I asked as I turned around to see the reason why we had moved here staring at me.
"Willow what in the world…" My Uncle Will started and I rolled my eyes.
"My clothes didn't arrive yet so mom made me come to school in this. Honestly I would have rather come naked then wearing this." I snapped at him and he looked away.
"I know that you are mad at me because of this but you have no one to blame but your father." He said to me and I glared at him.
"For one thing my father wasn't the one that cheated. Your perfect little sister who happens to know nothing about being a mother by the way was the one that had spread her legs for daddy's friends so you need to get your story straight. And for another I'm not mad at you Uncle Will. I fucking hate you." I spat at him before I grabbed my jacket and wrapped it around me tighter. "If you would have stayed out of it I would be with my friends at my boarding school where I wouldn't be out of place. But no you want me here because I can sing. Well, just so you know I'm not joining Glee."
I pushed past him out into the hall where almost everyone had heard what I had said to him. I rolled my eyes and turned and headed back to the parking lot of the school. There was no way I was staying in school today. "Willow! Young lady you better stop where you are!"
I laughed and kept on walking because I knew that if he kept pushing me he would see just how much like my father I really was. He had always hated my father without a reason and that caused a great gap between our relationship. So in fact he had no one but himself to blame. "Will…"
"Leave me the hell alone William. I'm done with you for right now. Believe me I don't think you want your students to know your personal life now do you? You want to talk to me you do it after school because as of this moment I'm going home. I will not be furthered embarrassed by you today. Do you understand that?" I growled out to him after I spun and faced him.
"You know you are going to be grounded for this right?" He asked me.
"Of course I am because you'll have to run and tell my mother right?" I snapped at him before I spun back around and left the school building.
Little did I know that I impressed three people by doing that. One teacher and two students. If I had known then what I know now I don't think I would have allowed it to happen like that but it's too late for if I knew then.
I was halfway to the parking lot when I turned on the one song that said just what I was feeling about today. Fuel's "Had a Bad Day Again" I started singing as loud as I could as I walked towards my bike.
Had a bad day again
She said I would not understand
She left a note and said, "I'm sorry I
had a bad day again"
Oh yeah this was what I needed to do. I needed to let everyone know that I had what it took but wasn't letting him use it. I was so tired of him that it wasn't funny. I was sick of it all and if things didn't change soon then I would be changing them for everyone and they won't like it at all. "She spilled her coffee, broke her shoelace
Smeared the lipstick on her face
Slammed the door and said, "I'm sorry I
had a bad day again"
Another female voice joined mine and I looked up and saw a short brown hair girl sitting on a bench with tears in her eyes watching me. I knew then that she knew that today was a bad day. I nodded to her and she nodded back to me before I passed her. "And she swears there's nothing wrong
I hear her playing that same old song
She puts me off and puts me on"
I then noticed that there were other voices singing with me and I knew then that they had to be the glee club. It surprised me by how talented they really were. It had been a long time since I have heard voices as good as mine or better. But that didn't mean anything. I still wasn't joining glee. I rolled my eyes with how far away my motorcycle still was but kept on singing the calming song. "And she had a bad day again
She said I would not understand
Left a note and said, "I'm sorry I
had a bad day again"
I couldn't help but smirk when a deep male voice close to me started to sing and I looked at him. If I hadn't been mad because of Will I would have stopped and flirted with the man that oozed badness but that would have to happen another day because it wasn't going to be this one. No it wasn't going to happen today. No...
Goddamn it he is following me to my bike. I guess he had put two and two together to get four because it would seem that my motorcycle was the only one there in the parking lot. I should have known that but I kind of hoped that there would have been someone worth befriending here. And she swears there's nothing wrong
I hear her playing that same old song
She puts me off and puts me on
"Hey little school girl can I follow you home today?" he called to me and I couldn't help but smile at the Johnny Lang use.
"I don't know will you break my heart?" I asked as I turned to look at him.
"Most likely." He said with a confident grin.
"Well, at least you are honest." I said to him before I walked the rest of the way to my bike.
"My name is Noah Puckerman what can I call you sexy?" He asked me as he looked down at my bike.
"Just call me Impossible. Because you getting in this is impossible to imagine." I said to him before I kick started my bike and stood it up so I could put the kick stand up.
"I like a challenge babe!" He called to me.
"More like Mission Impossible!!!" I shouted back before I put on my helmet and took off.
Noah…
I watched as she pulled away and smiled when her skirt blew up and I saw that she had a black thong on. That girl was going to be the death of me and I already knew that. It's been a long time since I had someone actually tell me no and mean it. I knew she meant it even if she was teasing me about it. She meant every fucking word she said and that wasn't hard to see at all.
"So did you get her name?" Kurt asked as I joined them again.
"She said I could call her impossible because me getting that is just impossible for her to imagine. I like her. And she has a beyond amazing voice. Don't tell Berry this but I know that she has a better voice then her." I said to him.
"I wouldn't dream of it." Kurt said and I rolled my eyes because I knew by the end of the day I might be deaf from Berry bitching at me so fucking loud it'll bust my ear drums.
"We got to get her in Glee." Mercedes said to us and we all nodded.
"Good luck with that. It would seem the new girl is Mr. Schuster's niece and she just made it clear in the school that she may have been moved her because she could sing but she wasn't going to be joining Glee ever. The whole damn school heard it." Quinn said as she leaned into the middle of the circle.
"Believe me we can change her mind." I said to her.
"I don't think even you can get her to change her mind." She said to me.
"I'm a stud and a badass of course I can." I said to her and they all laughed.
"We'll see." Kurt said before we all headed towards the school.
Willow…
I knew that she wouldn't be gone when I got there but I didn't think that she would be sitting on the porch with a bag of my clothes and a disapproving looking on her face. When I got off my bike she was already in the driveway with one hand on her hip and my bag in her other. "I can't deal with this anymore Willow. Go live with your father. Maybe there you will be happy."
I didn't think that it would hurt as much as it did to hear those words come from her mouth but it hurt a hell of a lot but she'll never know that. I looked down at my iPod and found the song that I knew would piss her off. "Here's a going away present mom."
I'll be coming home just to be alone
Cause I know you're not there and I know that you don't care
I can hardly wait to leave this place
No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I'm better off alone
The look on her face said it all. Pure anger but I didn't care because it meant that she knew that I was right about her. She knew that everything I was singing was true.
You always disappear
Even when you're here
This is not my home
I think I'm better off alone
I saw the flash in her eyes and I knew that she was going to hit me but I didn't care because she didn't care. Why should I care if she completely ruined this relationship but hitting me. She knew better but I saw that it was going to happen and I wasn't going to stop it. I finally had what I needed to make sure that she never came near me again.
"SMACK" The sound echoed for a second before I opened my mouth and sung.
Home, home
This house is not a
Home, home
This house is not a home
By the time you come home I'm already stoned
You turn off the TV and you scream at me
She turned to leave but I grabbed her arm and spun her back around. She was going to hear this. She was going to suffer through this because I knew that was what she was doing. My mother always hated me I was Daddy's Princess and she was anything to him anymore or that was how she saw it. What I saw was a man that loved her completely with everything in him and she destroyed him because of it. She wasn't getting off that easy.
I can hardly wait till you get off my case
No matter how hard I try
You're never satisfied
This is not a home,
I think I'm better off alone
To me it was funny the way she looked knowing that she wasn't able to stop me from doing this. She knew that people would talk and that was what I wanted. I knew that people were watching. I was singing loud enough to make sure that it happened. I pray that someone had seen her hit me. Because I knew that if they had she was going to hate herself for doing it.
You always disappear even when you're here
This is not my home,
I think I'm better off alone
My left side of my face was aching but I wasn't going to show her that she had hurt me. No she wouldn't see my cry because of this. Because of her.
Home, home
This house is not a
Home, home
This house is not a
Home, home
This house is not a
Home, home
This house is not a home
I'm better of alone
I pushed her away from me and glared at her. "You ever come near me again and I will make sure that your work knows about your little habit. Got that?"
I didn't say anything else as I started my bike and slowly backed it out of driveway with one arm as I slung my bag over my shoulder and chest with the other. Now I had nowhere to go because there was no way in hell that I was going to crawl to Will and let him hold this over me. Don't get me wrong I got money but no place is going to rent to a minor and even I knew that money didn't always get you everything.
I decided that I would just crash at the park. I have done it before but not here. I heard this place was strict and I knew that it was going to be a problem but I knew that even though I love my father and he loves me he won't take me because of his new wife who happens to be four years older than me. She didn't want me there because I reminded her of my mother. I was truly fucked.
Noah…
I decided to skip fourth period and head over to the park to get some relaxing done before coming back to go to Glee. If you would have told me last year that I would be in Glee I would have put you in a port-a-potty and rolled it. Hell I might have done it even if you hadn't said that but not now. Glee is a huge part of my life and the friends I got from there are amazing they don't judge me and take me for who I am no one else in this school has ever done that and that is sad that others are so scared of being who they really are. I wasn't anymore.
When I arrived at the park I saw her bike there and a bag that was opened on it. I saw that the school girl outfit was on top of the open bag and smiled. So she had changed.