Hi people!, okay so this is my first Twilight Fanfic so I'm not really sure how this is going to go so bare with me. I usually just do Scrubs Fanfic's so I thought it would be fun to branch out.
Summary: Okay so my general Idea for this story is that Bella is moving to Forks from Phoenix, she has a very mysterious past and a lot of problems to go with it. Edward also just moved to Forks a few months prior from Alaska with his adoptive siblings ( Alice, Jasper ,Rosalie, and Emmett) He basically feels like a 5th wheel to all of them and has given up on love. What will happen when they meet? Read and find out.
Anyway without further ado I give you I will try to Fix You, Please enjoy!
Disclaimer : Don't own Twilight Just Own my ideas.
P.S thoughts in Italics!
Green...Wet...Slimy...
Welcome to Forks, greenest, wettest, ugliest place on the face of the earth. It's going to be my new home - or hell I should say- for the next couple of years. I will be living here with my dad Charlie who has lived here his whole life. I moved here from Phoenix Arizona. I had to leave because of some... Complications.
My mom was so sad to see me go; Phil on the other hand couldn't stop smiling, that jackass. She gave me a huge hug and said "be a good girl and have fun". I gave her a snort and boarded the plane, the plane ride was okay, I had my I-Pod in the entire time and read Withering Heights, my favorite book.
The minute I got off the plane and outside of the small airport of Port Angeles I saw Charlie my dad waving me over. He gave me a quick hug and muttered "hi Bells" before grabbing my luggage and putting it into the trunk of his police car.
Yep my dad was a cop, the sheriff of Forks to be exact. Could my life be anymore horrible? We drove in comfortable silence, I kept my gaze out the window and the words green, wet, and slimy kept popping into my head.
While we were driving though what I can only guess is the version of a "downtown" Charlie lightly taped my shoulder." Bells, I got you a present""Oh Cha- dad you didn't have to get me anything" I stammered as I looked out the window" It's no big deal, I figured you really needed this "I gave him a questioning look, "needed what dad?" I asked with panic in my voice.
He gave me a worried look and said "I know how you don't like surprises so I'll just tell you, I got you a car, well a truck actually, but I think you'll like it." "Oh, Cool" I said slightly surprised, A car no truck. I was not expecting that.
The sudden panic that filled my chest left and I felt a little tired, I continued to stare out of my window until we pulled up into the driveway. As we pulled up I saw my truck; it was actually very nice it was big and old but it was very nice, it was an orangish color that looked good on it. I loved it.
"Whoa thanks dad" I gasped and ran out to go by the car, I ran my hand across the body of the car, feeling its coolness of the sleek metal then I ran to the driver side and hoped in. The leather of the car was nice, and it was big so if I got into a crash I don't think I'd have to worry about me or the car haha.
After examining the car a little while longer I headed back over to Charlie's car and grabbed my bags, Charlie offered to help but I said I was fine. My room was nice, it was purple which is my favorite color and I had a huge bed that looked really comfy. As I was analyzing my room, Charlie stepped behind me and cleared his throat
"um I hope you like it, Jake's sister Rebecca helped me with it before she went to collage"
Jacob black and his family are very close to Charlie, when I used to come and spend time with Charlie in the summer We would always be with them. Me and Jacob are close in age so me and him have always been sort of good friends. I would have loved to go to school with him but since he lived on the reservation we couldn't go to the same school... bummer.
"Okay Bells dinners at 7 and Jake and Billy are stopping by tomorrow" Charlie said before walking away "Okay" I said as he walked down the hall and down the stairs.
The thing I love about Charlie... he doesn't hover.
I had just finished unpacking when Charlie yelled that Dinner would be ready in 20 minutes, so I decided to take a nice, hot shower before dinner. Before going into the bath room I went over to an old hot topic bag I use to hold all my feminine things such as a toothbrush and so forth. I went into the shower and as soon as I stepped in I felt myself insistently relax, I felt all the knots in my back and neck start to dissolve away. It was a good feeling.
As I stepped out of the shower I looked at myself in the mirror ( Which is something I don't do too often) I let the towel fall down as I analyzed my body, I looked at how pale my skin was, how brown my hair and eyes were and lastly the scars. I saved them for last because I didn't want to get an urge to cut again. I hadn't cut in a few days and I was feeling anxious.
I liked cutting, the way the blood started to form after I slit my skin with the razor blade, I love the burning sensation I feel after the air hits the cuts making them feel like they are on fire. But most importantly, I loved how cutting makes me forget what happened that night. Even if it's just for a little while.
I quickly went over to my duffel bag and pulled out my cookie monster wallet, and then I opened up the separate part of the wallet and pulled out my razor. I didn't want to cut while in the nude so I quickly pulled on my blue Victoria secret panties, my peace sign pajamas and my long sleeved cream colored shirt. As I was just about to make the fist cut - a small one on the side of my wrist- Charlie started knocking on my door.
Oh shit, what does he want?
"One minute, don't come in" I yelled at the door.
I dashed over to my duffel bag and put my razor in the wallet then I zipped up the duffel bag, fixed myself in the mirror, pulled down my sleeve and went over to the door.
"Hey Char- Dad, sorry about that I just got out of the shower"
"It's okay Bells, I just wanted to tell you I got a call from the station they need me there right away, are you okay here by yourself?"
"Of course dad"
He then gave me a kiss on the forehead and left.
I got the house to myself... Crap.
Even though I told Charlie I would be okay I got really freaked out, I didn't like being alone since that night so whenever I am alone I tend to get paranoid. I went back over to my duffle bag and searched for my wallet again, I then pulled out the kitchen knife I kept with me for a few months now for protection. I knew it was crazy but I felt alone and defenseless without the poor thing. I even named it Perry haha.
After scouting through the house to see if anyone else was here I went over to the kitchen table to see what Charlie cooked, I didn't see anything on the table so I checked the fridge, when I looked in there all I saw was a rotten piece of pizza.
ew that's sick, it looks like ill be the one cooking the food here from now on.
I was very hungry but it didn't look like there was anything to eat, I went over to the living room to go on the couch when I saw some money sitting on the table. I just shrugged and left it alone, as I flipped though the channels I saw car lights heading towards the house. I went over to the window and peeked outside. The car was a shiny silver Volvo that I've never seen before. I went back over to the couch to grab my knife as I heard someone knock on the door.
"Who is it?" I yelled
"Um I'm Edward, the pizza guy"
"I didn't order any pizza"
"Are you sure because chief swan called this in a while ago, do I have the wrong house?"
I put down my knife on the table and grabbed the money then I opened the door to the most beautiful face I've ever seen. He had these amazing green eyes and a strong jaw line, his lips and teeth were utterly perfect, and his hair was, well it was crazy, it was all over the place but it looked really good on him. He looked like a god, one of those Olympic gods.
"Excuse me miss are you okay?"
Crap he caught me starring
" Huh, yeah I'm fine, um sorry I just got here you said there was pizza?"
"Yep here you go, Half sausage half cheese"
"Awesome I love sausage"
Oh God did I just say that?
"Yeah, uum hey who are you haha I mean I've never seen you around before" he said giving me a half smile that made my heart melt.
"Oh I'm Bella, I just moved back in with my dad"
"Oh well I'm Edward" He gave me another amazing crooked smile that I committed to memory.
"Nice to meet you, so how much is it?"
"Oh it's $10.50, plus tip"
I counted out the money and gave Edward 5 dollars as a tip, he gladly accepted and said he would see me around.
Wow he was really hot
After I ate my pizza I watched the real world for a little bit then shut it off and went back to my room. Before I went to bed I made a few cuts by my wrist, locked the door and fell asleep.
Okay so just wanted to say sorry for the horrid writing, I started this a long time ago when I thought I was this amazing writer but in reality I was bad. Like super bad. So I'm going to re-write the chapters and update the story. So please review if you can. I just posted this new version of the first chapter up I plan on working on the second one next. Thanks,
Aaron.