I sold my happiness

*cough cough*

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Just…Hi! ^^

I'm Be-Like-a-panda

and I'm trying to be a writer panda in english

for improve my english,

even if it's hard.

Because my english it's terrible çwç

So...I'll publish my Italian fan fictions, that I'm trying to traslate…

What will come out?! I DON'T KNOW xD

I lived in a world where the sky was blue, where white clouds were in search of a god who would show them the way to go to get home, not knowing that the cerulean space was endless and it represented their dwelling, that always wrapped them with his arms incorporeal, but they didn't notice and they have felt emptiness, abandonment, almost as if they were blind, and so, the blue changed in darkness and suffocating tears ran down the soil, while sad eyes of the people were watching it.

On rainy days, I have not ever felt sad because, unlike the sheeps lost and lonelies, that they could only see from a distance their mates for a few moments.

I had a friend at my side...she was there ... there's always been.

Hes name is Madoka, a girl quiet and serene, never whimsical, but she was present, like a whisper of a thousand cries, who can appreciate only a trained ear.

I have learned to listen to even the noise of pink cherry blossoms waving in the spring wind.

In those days, when the sky was dark, Madoka taught me to appreciate the rain, keep my smile, even if we had to stay locked in the house.

"The world won't end for a few drops Sayaka-chan ... the rain is a necessary enemy ... so we thanks it...we must feel happier and with a heart full of gratitude ... I am grateful to these drops, not only because they are indispensable, but also because, thanks to them, we'll be together a few more hours ... ".

It was priceless.

People, sometimes, wanders a lifetime to find a true friend, that shows you a sincere affection and priceless even with a simple word.

A friend that makes you feel alive and makes survive your happiness at all times.

Madoka was a true friend.

I'm a Puella Magi now, who cares if I smile or not?

My body doesn't belong to me anymore. I sold my happiness.

I feel that the blue sky will never return as before and Madoka can't help me, because I don't exist anymore, abandoned in a gentle madness, which put an end to my suffering.

"I will disappear soon ..." I think, as I try to imprison the reason "... the suffering will be the way to salvation ..." I smile, this thought doesn't belong to Sayaka, but Sayaka who is?

Now I have forgotten her.

My body doesn't belong to me anymore, it's changing. A witch.

Death was sitting next to me, she's waiting ...

I sold my happiness, I am seeking peace now .

The voice becomes an inhuman cry, while an orchestra of violins' playing my favorite melody.

I see Kyoko, is talking, she does escape Madoka, and then she throw at me ...

One shot, maybe two, then nothing ...

"Thank you ..."

I feel that my body is laid on the ground, Madoka throws at me, desperate, sobbing without breath, she know that we are moving away and it's painful for her.

I raise a hand with difficulty, I would smile and say "hello" , but I'm destroyed and now I can't, I will only touch her cheek, trying to wake me up ... I see her pink hair ... she tries to cling to me, she tries take me back, but opening my eyes I only gave a false hope ... because she can't reach me.

"Sayaka-chan ... Sayaka-chan ... I love you ... and ... you can't die ..."

It's too late, the words of Madoka get away, but I can feel that last farewell, Death has allowed me to feel close, for the last time, in the arms of my best friend and then I came close to remind me to follow her.

I take her hands without hesitation, I greeting life, leaving a farewell to Madoka enclosed in the caress ...

I lived in a place where the sky was blue,

now no longer has a color and also the blue disappears ...