Note : This was my first to write a fanfic, and my english skill still low, so please not to hard to me.

Warning : This boyxboy story, so if you don't like it would be wiser to just not read it. And there one oc in this story.

Pairing : IchiRen, SemeUke

Disclaimer: I don't own Bleach

CHAPTER 1

(In The Past)

Spring has come, all cherry tress in the school ground have full blossom, it's really quite a sight when people stop and just enjoying the scenery.

Renji walked down the hall to the classroom. Saturday is actually not a day to learn, only the students who participated extra cullicculer that comes to scholl today. Unfortunately the book containing the task of the teacher left under his desk. after arriving in his class he went straight to his table and took the book.

After that he went out of the class and plan to go home, but as he pass the music room, there someone playing piano. "the music sounds very nice" he thought. unconsciously he sat leaning into the door of the music room and listen until the end. Before the person who plays the piano realized someone had heard, Renji has got up and gone from the site.

after some time, he realized the person was only played a piano on Saturday alone, because of that every weekends Renji always come to school just to listen quitely. He never knows who plays the piano that so good both in skill and expresing the felling, and it seems like he does not have a plan to find out in the near future. 'maybe I was this person's fans.' he chuckle.

The music that day was very soft and sound very sad that he become feel so sleepy. He doesn't realize the sound has stop quite awhile and there a soft footsteps. Therefore, Renji shocked because the door suddently open and he almost fall if he doesn't instanly grabbed the person's leg. Now he know the person that plays piano is a boy. Renji instantly notice the boy's hair, it was orange and it was not red like his hair or even brown like most people, it's clear orange like when sunset. It's so beatifull that he almost feel shame of his hair. The boy then spoke for the first time that make Renji out of his thougt "... who are you?"

(In The Present)

Ringg... ringg... ring...

"..URG, its annoying... five... minute... again..". Renji groand, he turn off the alarm, but not by seconds there something that hit his ribs many times with something. That not hurts but it was realy annoying him, after five minute ignore it and the hit not halt even a second he gave up and then awake.

"hey, good morning sweety, you always know when it's time to wake up, don't you?" he laugh, and then smile brightly when he saw a toddler that was his son. Maybe it was a quite confusing and impossible to belief, but he was the one who contain and bear him. He was twenty three and his son just two this year. Renji was a single parent, but he was very happy and quite enjoy his life with his son even its quite hard to fund both he and his son in his young age and there was no family. Renji love his son very much that he won't exchange with anything.

"ma... mama... maa". His son calling him and that make Renji quit his mind and focus to his son. "ouw sweetheart, Ryoji please call me daddy, why are you always calling me mama?". Renji pout to his son just replyed with innoccent eyes and a cute smile that make his heart melt "oh whatever, quest I have ready for work" he sigh then he kiss both his son's cheeks and prepare for work.

After finish his morning ritual, he then prepare Ryoji for the day. Ryoji has a cute face, he has big brown eyes and a very beautifull smile that everyone almost melt when he did. His hair is almost orange and have a hint of red if exposed to sunlight, and for him, Ryoji was the most beatiful baby that come from heaven just from him. And everyone who know Ryoji felt the same, after all who will think that such a cute baby like Ryoji come from someone like Renji, its not like Renji is ugly or what, he's charming in his own way not like superstar or pretty boys ways but his crimson hair make a plus to his appearance and his tall, slim, and muscular body is enough make his appearance is more acceptable in the people eyes. It was his tattoos that almost all over his body and his cocky and brash personality that make peoples to think twice that Ryoji is his real son, much to his disdain.

When he think it's enough for preparation, he held Ryoji and went to the first floor and go direct to the living room.

"good morning Ryoji, and you to Renji". Said a beautifull woman with large chest and blond hair.

"Hey, why Ryoji was the one you greet first then me, I am the parent you know!" Renji glare, everyone grin to him "that because everyone prefer him than you". Spoke a man that has a bald head and then everyone laugh. He just ignore them all

"You want eat now little guy." Renji saw his son nod "What do you want to this morning?" he ask with smile

"hoc cacy, pwesse". Said Ryoji and then go to kitchen to prepare it. And he help his son to eat.

"oww, you have such a nice mother, right Ryoji." The blond girl squeel and pinch Ryoji's cheeks.

"Wait a minute, so you are the one who to teach my son to call me mama?" Renji dumbfounded.

"Who else, and not just me, the others to."

"Eyy, I am a guy, you know." He glared to everyone.

"Oh come on you are the one who pregnant, so of course you are the mother." Someone defense, there's a bit of sarcasm in his voice and the others just smirks and nod their agreement.

"che, all of you idiot." He rolled his eyes but then smile a little, he remember if he not meet this peoples maybe his life will full of stress. When he know that he is pregnant, he's panic and don't know what will he do for next future, then he meet an old friend that was one of his housemate, it was Shuuhei and after that he invite him to join with his group, fortunately everyone was very nice and receive his state, and everyone support him when he needs its especially when his pregnant, and when he gave birth to Ryoji everyone always dote Ryoji like he was they own son. Renji gratefull for that.

There was seven people in the house including him and one toddler, there was Shuuhei and his girlfriend Rangiku, Ikkaku and his bestfriend Yumichika, and then Hinamori and his boyfriend Kira.

The seven of them rent the house in Shinjuku, it was standard house with four bedrooms, his room is in the second floor and at the end of hallway, his room has one queen bed with many pillow and have protester because Ryoji sleep in the bed as well so if he buy single bed he affraid Ryoji will fall when he did't see, and there was one big window, one tv, one low table, one dresser, and many of Ryoji's toys (everyone in the house every months bring him toys even when Renji said that Ryoji has enough and always pleaded to them not to dote Ryoji to much, by the end he just can resist the puppy look in them). Two bathroom, one in first floor and one in second floor, there was one living room with two big and cozy sofa and flat tv, PS3 with many games cd, video player, etc. Then there one kitchen, not very big but not very small either, and almost every cook equipment is there because each of them much prefer home cooking, and dinning table for eight people.

Each of them is cowoker, they own dellivery service business names Rokungai DS. It's not very big but quite famous in Tokyo, for they good service, very loyal and always on time. And accually Ryoji become the mascot to their company, every time Ryoji come with them in office, somehow there always extra paid and they always give Ryoji many sweets, so they not feel disturbed when Ryoji come with them in work.

People exclude his friend don't know Ryoji was his real son, everyone think that Ryoji was adopted because he has little resemblance with him and out of pity, he don't realy care of that rumor and accually he rather happy with that, because of that he can relax a bit from worrys that his other father and his friends from past know about Ryoji and want to take Ryoji from him. All of his friend think he was to paranoid, but they all respect his desicion.

When they finished with breakfeast, he go to office with all of them, the office is just three blok from their house so they just walks.

"good morning everyone." greet one of their cowokers when they arrive "by the way there was one costomer in the room."

"at this hour? Ussualy, costomer will come arround nine." Kira comment, the cowoker just shrugged and continue his work.

"well, I guest i have to serve the customer." Rangiku said and went inside with Shuuhei, after all Shuuhei was the boss and Rangiku was the secretary.

After the two of them go inside, the rest of them went to their own task, Hinagiku for finance, Kira for distributing goods who and where the things that want to delivery, Ikakku, Yumichika, and Renji for delivering.

"I think it's time for us to work." Said Yumichika.

"Think so." The two agree.

"Hey Renji, you want to dellivery with bring Ryoji with you? " Rangiku suddenly come with the customer.

"If there necessary, why not?." Renji has a bad feeling about this "why?"

"Actually the customer want to delivery quite big quantity of goods in Karakura Town and there was onother customer that want to delivered in that town."

'Oh...O! For god sake, why's there?' "Eh... So?" Renji ask

"So I want you the want to delliver there, after all you had live there for quite a long time right? And I assume that you almost know about derection in that town"

"Yeah, but why me, everyone here can almost know about the derection..." he almost whine about this one.

"True, but not like you. It just one and half hour from this city, Renji" Rangiku explain with a no argument face "If you worry about Ryoji, you can either bring him with you or just entrust him with us."

"Oh come on it's not like the first time you had delivered things out of the city." She continued.

With big sighed Renji finally agree with her "hah... okay then." He said with scowl in his face "I guest Ryoji will stay with you, can he?"

"Of cource he can, I will take care of him." Hinagiku came with soft smile in her face, Renji can not help but smile back to her.

Other employee then fills the truck with goods that have to dellivered. Rangiku give Renji the addresed, it was three place that he have to delliverd, one is in elektronik store, second in the appartement, and the last in the orphanage. Renji was very surprised with the last, and almost choke with his own saliva. He then more surprise when he saw who the one that want to send goods there. His expression must be clear with surprise because someone realize and ask him.

"You okay Renji." Yumichika ask with worries face.

"Ahh.. yeah... of cource." He answered with big grin, Yumichika don't quite belief him, but not urged futher.

'After all it's not like I have to meet all of them. I had move on from then' He assured to himself.

Before depart, he go to office and play a little with his son, when he see his son's face, his mood lighter, and then he kiss Ryoji forehead and say goodbye. The trip from Shibuya to Karakura Town very smoothly, when he arrive in Karakura Town many memories come to him but its not a bad feeling, 'i think its not to bad after all' he thought.

Then he deliverd the first task to elektronik store, then to the appartment, and the last, he rememberd this place from the bottom of his heart beside it was his home from very long time, and his place to grown up, the orphanage was in the rim of the city and almost half of the orphan kids in the city was in here. The owner is a nice old man that have a big company and many of branch throughout World.

There nothing change in the past three years from the last time he visit this place, there three houses in the area, one for age zero to five years old kids and the house is collored with blue and have variety image of animal, the second house is for six years old to twelve years old, and collored with green, the last house is for thirteen years old to fifteen years old and colored with light brown, the last house is place where they ghaterd for eat, plays together and hold an events. All nurseses was very kind and always listen when you have a problem and always want to help in their own ways. When you sixteen you have to out to public, the orphanage help you with gathered to school and getting a job.

"Is that you Renji" someone calling him. The man is very old but the spirit and the body was still very healthty like when he was younger, the old man wears a simple grey kimono, but Renji know that kimono was very well made and very expensive, his hair entirely gray, and until know his surrounding still pull out aura of dignity.

"Yes it is, I don't even think you still alive, old man?" Renji have a big grinned when he realize whose the one calling him.

"You insolent kid, I think you forgot about this place." The old man scowled, but then he gave him a soft smile.

"Of course not old man, just busy with work." At this the old man arched an eyebrow and his eyes say oh really now?. Renji sighed and continue "okay, okay, I just don't want to stay in this city for a long time."

"So why you here now?" the man ask.

"To deliver something, someone just really want to give them strange bunnys doll to them."

The old man frown "She know about you wellbeing?"

"I don't think she know, one of my cowokers was the one who persuade me to take the job."

"okay then, so know do your job, and after that come to my office."

"Fine."

Then he complete his job, and then he realize that the place was so quite, just some people that has in there, much to his delight almost everyone in there is new and not knowing him.

"Why this place is so quite? It not rundown right."

"Of cource not, one of the nurse want to have a picnic in beach, and everyone want to join her."

"So why don't you participate?"

"I am to old." He sigh

"..."

"..."

"What?" the old man raised one of his eyebrow

"Nothing important." He shook his head vigorously.

"Well, how your life."

"Fine, i guest. Everything went very fast, but i have my own of joys."

"You meet someone?"

"If you meant someone is a friends so the answer is yes."

"So I conclude you haven't meet someone special then, if this because you still have a felling for him, so you don't want to even visit here for a along time now?" he tease "Actually i will very happy and feel peacefull in my old days if you want to become my grandchild-in-law."

Renji hold himself to not rolled his eyes "I don't want to dishonour you, but I will said this straight. First of all, old man Yama I don't came here for a while because the reason is entirely something else from what you accused but I can't tell you what it is, second I don't know if I still has a felling for him or not and the last even I still has a felling I won't never ever become your grandchild-in-law, get it?"

"Okay then." The old man sigh, "But just for know." He add

"Oh you must be kidding me."

"You know very well that I don't like to joke... He miss you, you know."

At this Renji just can't hold to not rolled his eyes, so he did "Please old man Yama, I'm pretty sure he just miss me as a friend." He commented "Plus I think he has a beautifull and wonderfull lover in his side by know, beside he's famous now, he can have everyone he likes, don't argue with this I know we know it's true."

"... You don't sound dissapointed about this." He said while he examine Renji's eyes to jugde if Renji said the truth or just lie for himself.

"Of course am I, I'm very happy and content about my life right now." He said and have a big smile when he said all those thing, the old man know Renji said the truth.

"Haah... fine then."

Renji feel very gratefull at this "Old man, Ii don't want my visit here known by others, I just don't want them ask many question from me, I'm not ready yet." he pleaded.

"Very well then." And then he saw the clock "If you don't want to meet them, I guest you have to leave now, they will be arrive soon enought."

After hearing that, he quickly stand and says his goodbye, then go to his car very fast, but when he start the engine, the old man ask the last question to him.

"Say Renji, do you hate him and feel grudge to us?" This question make him froze and think about the question 'I never think about this question' he realized 'when I'm pregnant and after give birth, I never really thougt about this, my mind full of my new life and my son, am I hate him and had a grudge to them?', after a thirty second past, he then know the answer and with big smile and a hint of laugh he answer them.

"Not never once. Very sad and almost despair, yes. Maybe I hate him at first but just a while, but I forgave him and accepeted this as one of bad experience in my life. And I still considers you and the other as my family, you were one of people that gave me a reason to life and I gratefull for that."

"That was your answer then?" the old man said with a soft eyes and relieef smile. "Remember if you need help or even just someone to talk, do not hesitate to come here"

"Sure, Then I take my leave now, take care of yourself old man."

"You to then."

When Renji finally leave, he sighed. "You really will have to work harder to make him back." He said to no one.

After Renji leave a Porche 911 has arrive in the orphanage, Genryusai tense a bit and currios if she saw him or not, but after a bit he shrugged, and thougt maybe it was for the better, he can't say about him to anyone but if someone known about this for their own attempt then it's not his problem.

Just for awhile, Rukia thougt he saw a redhead when she almost arrive in orphanage, but it was impossible right? After all he would never come after what happen in the past, and then her best friend suddenly gone and never contact her it's make her sad and feel pretty useless.

maybe it was just her hallucination because she miss the redhead so much, but when he saw Genryusai in the terrace she then thougt if it just a maybe, maybe he really came here.

"Hello Genryusai-san, how are you?" greet the petite woman with a smile, she wear a white dress that has a print of orchid flowers.

"Hello to you to Rukia, and I'm very well."

"Well, you look quite happy, is there something good happens?"

"yeah, actually an old acquintance came here for visit after quite a while." He said with a smile and there's a glint in his eyes that Rukia can't intrepet. "And by the way thank you for the the doll."

When she heard it was an old acquintance he hope rose a bit "and old acquintance, if you may can I have know who it is?" "And your welcome, I hope the kids like the doll."

"I don't thing you knew about this person, he sure had been one of orphanage in here but it was really a long time ago. And I'm sure the kids will like, but just for my curriosity why are you brought it in Tokyo, why not in this city?"

"Oh, I see. Well about that, when I call all the store in this town the edition is sold out, fortunately one of my friend's has big amount of this edition."

When she want to ask about this person again, the group has arrived, and she busy herself to share her present, when he finally finish her job, Genryusai has to attend a bisnis meeting and have to go. But Rukia has a strong felling about this one, so she ask the security, the security was new but she think if she point out about the redhead appeareance maybe the security can tell her, beside how many people in Asia that has a red hair?

"Think of it, a minute ago there was a delivery man to drop the doll, and he has a red hair?" the security answered her question.

Even it almost one hundred persen what he suspect was true, but it not hurt to make sure. "If he has a tattoo in his head?"

"I think so, he wear a bandana in his head so I can't make sure of that. Is there a problem?"

"Oh, no, no, it's enough, thank you very much."

For last five years, she never felt so happy like this, even she has a little doubt to herself. 'after this time, can he still assume me as his bestfriend?'. At least now she knew where to find her bestfriend, and to her relief her bestfriend was fine.

Maybe after gather a little courage she will meet her bestfriend.

Okay that end of chapter one. I know that there was many mistake in speeling and grammar, but I hope you still enjoy this story.

Please review if you like this story, and let me know if you want me to continue or not.