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Summary:

What if…

Tamaki had finally gone to France to see his mother. In that rate Éclair had made a promise to him that he will be seeing his mom, if and only if he will be leaving the Host Club.

It had left Tamaki no choice but to withdraw the Club, handing it out to Kyouya-san. In this case, what will probably happen if Tamaki will finally come back to Japan and regain his lost throne and love?

Stay with me…

It was now summer season; the sun is indeed raging. Birds are chirping in every tree Haruhi passes by. Her long brown hair has grown to its fullest and boys go crazy for her. But she only loves one man and that man is none other than, the one and only Tamaki-senpai.

Slowly, as she walks at the park, she opens up her colorful polka dot umbrella to cover herself from the heat of the sun.

'It has been 3 months now' she thought, since the day he departed to France to see his mother, it has been difficult for her to remember those days. With Tamaki right by her side, with his very optimistic aura and incredible smile that makes her heart flop like a fish (smirk). But she could still clearly remember that day when Tamaki said goodbye, to her and to the rest of the Host Club. (sigh)

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"Tama-chan…." Hunny-senpai said in a low and trembling voice. Partially looking at Tamaki, with his cute huge brown eyes that are just about to cry, pleading him not to go. Giving him the best cute and pitiful face as he can, trying to stop him, but it was off no use. Tamaki had already decided and it's firmly unchangeable.

"Sorry.. Hunny-senpai.. I really need to go…" Tamaki said in a gentle but dull voice. As he lowers his head covering his face with his blonde bangs while patting Hunny-senpai's head and Mori- senpai's shoulder. 'It isn't the way he is' everyone thought. He used to be optimistic, friendly, and ready to give everyone his very wide smile .Of course let's not forget him being an idiot (giggles). How did everything suddenly turns out this way? I wonder.

It was after Éclair talked to him privately, a week ago. He then suddenly turns quiet and pale. Something was indeed bothering him, but he wouldn't dare tell anyone. Perhaps, except Kyouya-senpai of course, who knows every detail about him. Unfortunately, Kyouya-san wouldn't even tell the Host Club anything at all.

One by one he promises to be coming back, after his visit at France. But Haruhi got this odd feeling that he isn't going to be back anymore. It's as if his leaving them all behind after he starts this club that entirely changed their lives.

Haruhi on the other hand was still gazing at him as he was busy talking to Hunny-senpai and Takashi; she could neither speak nor even congratulate him that finally, he is going to see his mother.

While he was talking to the twins Haruhi freezes, knowing that he is gradually coming closer to her.

"Milord… come back as soon as you can alright?" Hikaru starts to speak as Kouru leans over to his side, placing his arms on Hikaru's shoulder.

"Your coming back, right?" he inquired. He was eying Tamaki's eyes closely, that Tamaki himself moves one step backward. The twins eagerly waited for him to answer back but he only grinned and obviously made a fake smile.

"Of course I am. Now behave yourselves alright, I don't want your mother (referring to Kyouya) waking me up so late, complaining about the both of you." He said flatly.

The twins were now getting little suspicious and was about going to ask Tamaki-senpai another question but he quickly moves over to Haruhi trying to avoid those four amber eyes eying him.

Now it was Haruhi's turn.

Lowering down her head made her more secure and confident while talking to Tamaki. Quickly her heart starts to race, couldn't even dare to stare at Tamaki-senpai purple eyes. She was obviously afraid of the truth that he is really leaving them, afraid that she might not stand entering the Host Club without him, afraid not seeing those purple eyes beaming at her, and most especially afraid of loosing him forever.

"Now, my daughter, don't you like to see your daddy before he leaves?" Tamaki-senpai stated with a smile on his face, not letting Haruhi sense how hurt he is by the thought of leaving her. She didn't respond instantly, because she refuses to face the truth.

Slowly she closes her eyes, thinking all of this was just a dream.

Until, a warm yet very soft fingers glides across her cheeks lifting it up slowly.

"Haruhi…" Tamaki whispers gently right in front of her face, and then continues. "I'll be back for you. I promise."

Yes. He said he will be coming back for her or is that just a joke?. Slowly those fingers left Haruhi's face. She waited for a while and then opens her eyes seeing Tamaki going inside the private jet. 'It is going to be the last of him.' She thought 'but he did said his coming back for me, right?' those words were racing inside her mind, over and over until the jet has finally flown away from Japan.

The moment the jet was out of her sight, a warm breeze of water glides down her face, it was continuously flowing down her cheeks.

She then realizes she was crying, those deep brown eyes were filled with tears, which she never expects to have.

She is surprised of that sudden feeling, a feeling that she only seldom encounter; a feeling of being incomplete. Before she notices it, Kyouya was now at her side, tapping her shoulder.

"That idiot." He said in a start, she then gives notice of her tears and then wipes it away gently. "He didn't even reconsider the fact that Éclair might just be tricking him." He said in a trembling voice but it was still firm enough to put it as a friendly complement.

Haruhi also did considered that possibility about Éclair, tricking him, but what else could she do. It was really obvious that Tamaki is extremely eager to see his mother.

Slowly she lifts her head and looks at Kyouya's face but he avoided her gaze and turns away. Knowing that he all along wanted to cry and was just scared to let it be seen by anyone, so he was hiding it. Apparently, that's one thing he and Tamaki-senpai are similar for.

Yes. Tamaki, the king; prince and the founder of the Host Club had finally departed off to see his mother at France.

"Haruhi…" Kyouya said without looking at her. "… go home now.. your father might be worrying …" he commanded. Within his own firm words Haruhi knew he was always kind and thoughtful. That is what Tamaki saw in him and she was sure of that.

"Okay." Haruhi responds quietly as she starts walking away from them.

"Hikaru…" Kyouya glances at Hikaru's direction and then continues. "… take Haruhi home…" he said firmly.

Haruhi gazes at Kyouya-san and shifts it slowly to Hikaru, who is walking towards her. She finally realizes that Kyouya-san is now the new leader of the Host Club, since Tamaki-senpai is out. He'll be doing Tamaki's job and as well as his. She knew everyone were thinking that he is much more a leader than Tamaki, but the part of him that they didn't know is that he is always going to be a splendid leader with Tamaki-senpai on his side making it more difficult for him to handle. That is what he always wants, all those years he is right by Tamaki's side, supporting him. This is why he lasted with him in so many years.

Only some people notices that, but the hell does he care about that fact? He knows his happy with Tamaki and that's all he needs. But now Tamaki isn't here for him anymore. What could possibly happen to the cool type Kyouya Ootori?

After 10 minutes they all decided to separate and go home at their expected houses. Haruhi becomes really quiet all that time, while Hikaru is walking her home.

Hikaru doesn't want anyone to know that he is also affected by Tamaki's departure; he doesn't want anyone to mind what he is really felt about somebody.

"Hey, Haruhi." He snaps while grabbing her arms and hopping in front of her. She then faces him, looking really curious of why he was dragging her all of a sudden.

"What is it?" she snapped.

"Do you want to grab some coffee and a burger?" he said sincerely, not letting go off her arm.

"Yeah that would be nice." She said softly. She then lowers her head, looking at her arm that was tightly grabbed by Hikaru and then continues. "Hikaru…"

"Yeah… what is it?" he asks curiously.

"Could you let go off my arm?" she said in a dull voice. Hikaru then looks alarm and embarrass, so he immediately releases her arm and steps backward.

10 minutes after, they settled in a nearby coffee shop and sits there chatting. Later, Hikaru notices that he is the only one talking, while Haruhi's mind was of busy thinking about Tamaki's departure. It was getting really obvious for Hikaru to get really pissed.

"Would you stop thinking about him Haruhi?" he said briskly, slamming the cup of coffee on the table. Quickly Haruhi's attention was now shifted to Hikaru.

"I'm not thinking of him." She lied. It isn't a good excuse for Hikaru, being known to be hot-tempered.

"Don't lie to me." Hikaru retorts back. Standing up angrily, as he slams both his hands on the table. All people were staring at them now, softly murmuring.

It makes Haruhi aware of their existence, but she remained calm and untouched.

"Hikaru… listen…" she starts to speak, but she doesn't know what to say.

"What is it Haruhi? Will you please tell me the truth! I'm done with your crap! I know you like Tamaki-senpai… but…but…" he was caught unaware of his words. Haruhi became really still and looks at him fiercely.

"Don't tell me I like Tamaki-senpai because I don't!" she said imperiously, but she remained on her sit, controlling her temper. 'damn!' she thought.

"Don't fool me Haruhi… I … I…" he said in a trembling voice, as his eyes shifts everywhere. ".. all along… I was… I …. I knew th—at you like him!" looking directly on her.

She then lowers her head, as a sign, she had bare enough of that. She then pauses and stands up quickly leaving Hikaru behind. She was angry, but she just couldn't show it off in a commoner's coffee shop.

As soon as Haruhi steps out at the restaurant Hikaru was immediately following her.

"Hey!" he shouted but not to the extent of being too loud. But Haruhi neither stop nor look at him; she continues walking down the streets, but didn't really exactly know where to go.

He was running behind her, all that silence made him even more angry. He stood in front of Haruhi which made her freezes.

"Listen…" he said quietly.

"No… you listen Hikaru…" she said with a shaking voice.

For her to see him more clearly, she lifts her head and beams at him. Her light brown eyes were focus on his confused amber eyes. He was solemnly surprised.

Surprise by the fact that she was now crying; her brown eyes were full of tears; her cheeks were crimson and her voice was so weak. He could sense that she was indeed hurt by Tamaki's departure.

"Yes… I like him.. no… more like I love him" she said in a chorus and then continues looking away from him. Shifting her eyes within her trembling hands that were on her chest, feeling the beat of her heart as it ponder.

"I need him badly… I … was so insensitive for not to noticing I already loved him." She is now turning pale as she gives Hikaru a fake smile that didn't convince him at all. He then pulled Haruhi into his arms so quick, she didn't even mind. She was so weak to resist that quick embrace.

She buried her face to his chest and he felt those hot tears. He was feeling really guilty to bring that up.

"Sorry…" he whispered.

That ended their night and remained silent as they went home.

2 days after…. (It is now weekends and she is feeling so unusual that the Host Club isn't there to bug her and her father.)

It was really an awkward moment for her, which made her even more think of Tamaki-senpai. As she finishes cooking their breakfast, she then sits at their dining table with her father, eying on her.

"Haruhi, is something wrong?" he said silently, as he notices her not touching the food in front of her. She just keeps on staring at the breakfast she had prepared.

Slowly, she looks at her father and quickly rose up from the table.

"I'm leaving dad, I've got to go to the supermarket to buy some groceries." She said swiftly as she runs across her room to change. Afterwards she rapidly grabs the money and kisses her dad. Her father does know everything, but she doesn't want to talk about it.

"Bye dad." She said quickly and went out the house.

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She was now walking blankly at the streets with her umbrella covering her face from the heat of the sun. Her head is also spinning of the thought of Tamaki over and over again.

She was sick of that of that thought.

Suddenly Mori-senpai and Hunny-senpai dashed towards her, giving her their best smiling faces.

"Good morning Haru-chan.." Hunny-senpai greets her with his little cute puppy eyes clutching his Usa-chan along. Bouncing on Takashi's shoulders; makes Haruhi aware of Mori-senpai's presence.

"Good morning!" Mori said dully. Afterward, Haruhi greets them and then asks."What are you doing here?" she said innocently.

She is also aware that both of them looks really happy and glooming despite the recent departure of Tamaki.

"Takashi!" Hunny-senpai said suddenly. "What are we doing here again?" he said unknowingly while cuddling his Usa-chan on his cheeks.

"Haruhi, we're here to visit and spend this day with you." Mori- senpai snapped.

She was surprise by their sudden urge to spend that day with her. She was left speechless, giving them a nod and a quick grin to imply that she is willing to spend a day with him.

'Visit? Fun?' By the way she thinks of it, it's as if there is no time for her to have fun right now, she was plainly busy with house work and thinking of Tamaki-senpai.

ha! that was the end of the 1st chapter... I'm still on my vacation now so I wouldn't be able to update it...

You could send me your review or suggestions for the story! I could revise it and make it more interesting if you'd like... Hope you like the story!

A/N: okay... so I know that it wasn't that good.. so can you tell me what you think??