Hello everyone! I'm Sano and this is my first fanfic. Please be nice and review. Because reviews will help keep my soul alive.

This is a sad fanfic Get over it! this is going to be a parental fanfic.

This fic is rated M because of violence. (There will be lots of blood...)


Chapter 1: Transmutation gone wrong.

It was a dark night in Amestris, Edward was busy preparing everything for the transmutation. Al was just sitting and watching. Ed was confident that he could get Al's body back. Tonight was the night.

Roy, who had just gone outside for some fresh air, saw a blinding red light. H started sprinting for it, knowing it was caused by alchemy. As he reached the large warehouse, he noticed that the light stopped and there was screaming. Roy ran to the entrance and burst through the door, only to see the most horrifying sight. Edward was crouched in a corner screaming. As the smoke cleared, Roy could see why he was screaming, Alphonse's body was misshapen and not human in the least. Roy knew that Ed had seen this before, when he tried to bring Trisha back.

He ran over to Ed and embraced him to make him relax. Ed was hysterical, he had planned everything perfectly. He had a philosopher stone. He didnt want it to end like that. It was over. Al was gone, Ed was now alone in the world. Roy had called for Lt. Hawkeye, and 2nd Lt. Havoc to help take the boy to the hospital. Roy was going to get rid of the "Thing" that was where Ed's brother should have been...

The Next Day

Ed was in the hospital with Roy, Riza, and Havoc standing around his bed. When he opened his eyes, they all breathed a sigh of relief, but something was wrong. Ed didn't talk to anyone. He just wouldn't open his mouth.

"Ed?" Roy asked the little blond, "Ed, please talk!"

Ed sat there staring around the room, his mind was racing...

"Why? Why did Al have to die? Why didn't I lose anything, but gain my arms... Why did Colonel Mustang embrace me and tell me it was going to be alright...Why?"

Edward stayed silent. Even when Havoc, Hawkeye, Armstrong, and Roy tried to do something to make him laugh, he just turned away and kept thinking.

After a week of no talking, Roy became extremely worried, He couldn't stop thinking about what the boy could possibly be thinking.

"Why is he not talking... its been a week now and not even the nurses have heard a word from him. What if he never talks again?"

Roy got up from his desk, leaving a stack of paperwork that Hawkeye would force him to do later, and headed straight for the hospital.

Ed, who was still refusing to even mutter a word, was lying on his back in deep thought.

"What would Al say if he was here? I don't want to live, I want to end it now and be with my family..."

Roy reached Ed's room and walked in. Ed just glanced over in his direction, only to go back to looking at the ceiling.

"Ed, please tell me, what is going on with you. You've never acted like this... it's like nothing matters anymore." Roy said, realizing what he could do to get him to talk.

"Even if you don't tell me, I want to help, so please, with your short li-."

"WHO ARE YOU CALLING SO SHORT HE COULD GO PARASAILING IN A GLASS OF WATER!!???" Ed yelled at him furiously, a couple minutes passed and he calmed down and started to tell Roy.

"Why, Why did Al have to leave me too, I...I just can't figure what went wrong..."

"I dontt know Fullmetal, I don't know..."


Poor Ed, He has it hard xD I'm very mean!

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