Acceptance:
...
Acceptance,
Accepted for who you are,
but some people fear that no one will,
that they will always be alone,
just be swallowed up by darkness,
be invisible to the world,
be a shadow that no one wants to see.
Acceptance,
Has he accepted me?
He should be able to see,
my memories fading,
but he reminds me,
and suddenly.
He tries to run and catch her,
but I save him,
from an unseeing thing,
a loud shriek,
is heard from ahead,
but he just stares at me,
and asks "Who... are you?",
in a small voice,
I stare back at him,
the lights go dim,
he turns around,
and sees a non-fading memory...
I don't see how,
by drawing a smiley face,
with a black marker,
means anything...
It is all just talk,
he only needs me,
as I need him,
only him and me.
but he disagrees,
as he brings back his own memories,
I say "the one person who needed you is gone",
"You needed a replacement and you took me in."
but he puts his hands to his head,
he goes no, no, no.
I say "If that's true then you might as well throw me away!"
"Maybe you're the one who needs to be comforted, not me!"
Acceptance, acceptance,
I am the only one,
the only one you need,
you're precious to me...
Horror, the horror,
as he wakes up now,
it's like being in the middle of hell.
He's on his knees,
"Where am I?"
"Why am I here?"
I yell at my once ally,
I get him to leave,
to try to help my yadonushi...
"Come to help me? Don't make me laugh!"
He spat with a glare at me,
"There is no time, come on."
I tried to tell him,
but he did not listen, only argued at me.
Argue and yell,
that was all that we did,
"I wish I'd just thrown you away!"
I paused and sighed,
but he carried on yelling at me,
"I wish that you would disappear!"
So I did as he wished,
though I saved him from the hit,
and then I locked myself away,
never listening to him again,
He had tried yelling something to me,
but I blocked out his voice before he could.
Soon he seemed depressed,
and silently,
I gave him the idea to do something,
while I planned another thing...
Once I finally,
decided to let him see me again,
he was running out of a place,
with a trail of something on his pale white face.
He stopped at the sight of me,
"Crying again?" I asked as I rolled my eyes,
I told him it was the end, here,
"The end... I see..."
He acted as though it did not interest him...
"I feel only hatred for you now, but I have to say"
"no matter what, all that time ago..."
He brought back his own memory,
but this time he said with a thankful tone,
"You were the one who saved me."
"I guess you'll be going now"
and he went to leave,
'Maybe you're the one who needs to be comforted!'
The things he told me,
made the memories,
come back to me...
"He was right... I'm the one who's always been lonely,"
"Ever since that day..."
the horrific memories,
come back to me.
"I've always been the one alone,"
In jet black darkness, where there's no light...
Yadonushi...
Thank you...
Goodbye...
the only person in this world who has ever accepted me...
...
Fanbook originally by Goendama
Poetry version written by xxpinkblinkxx