A.N- Hi there, BlackButterfy1993 here! :D okay so this is my first sasunaru fanfic so please be nice, but i dont mind critical reviews :)
Summery- Sasuke is an Insomiac from all the nightmares from his past that plague his mind. Will Naruto be able to cure Sasukes Insomia or will Sasuke continue to get sleepless nights?
WARNING- This is yaoi, meaning BOY X BOY, dont like, dont read! you have been warned.
Disclaimer- also i do not own naruto, if I did there would be allot more yaoi fluffiness hehe -
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Insomia
Thrashing in his bed, beads of sweat gathered on Sasukes forehead, his long, dark bangs clinging to his cheeks.
"N-no. I-I'm sorry." A small voice broke through the silence of the early morning darkness, guilt and fear evident in the Uchihas voice.
He thrashed once more before sitting up straight, his breath coming heavy to him. As a long sigh escaped the ocupants lips, he untangles himself from the blankets wrapped tightly arounf his lower half. Looking at clock on the wall, Sasuke groaned to himself. 4:37. Who the hell wakes up at this time in the morning? Sasuke asked himself as he got up and walked toward his window, looking out at the early morning sky.
Sasuke had come back to Konoha with Naruto a little over a year ago, and as the months passed nightmares began to plague his mind as the guilt of all that he did when away from the large villiage started to set in. Every night he would dread going to sleep, in fear of what he would see, and every night he would wake up at ungodly hours of the morning to find he cant go back to sleep.
Moaning to himself, he covered his eyes with his hand and recounted the images that plagued his mind tonight. As with most nights, Naruto was the centre of his dreams, but not in a good way. He had been fighting him again, Naruto trying to bring him back to Konoha and Sasuke leaving the boy on the brink of death. Out of all the regrets that Sasuke has, hurting Naruto all those times was his biggest. It's a miracle the blond found it in him to forgive Sasuke for all that he did, even when Sasuke couldn't.
Walking to his wardrobe, Sasuke took off his black pajama top, revieling his toned, pale chest that hid underneath, and threw it into his wash-basket. Opening the doors, he grabbed a navey, body tight T-shirt, a fish-net under-shirt, and his black skinni jeans with silver chains clipped in various places. Making sure he had everything, he made his way over to his bathroom down the hall, grabbing a towel from the airing cupboard on his way. Once there he ran the shower whilst (sp?) undressing the rest of his pale, well defined body. Stepping into the watery heaven, Sasuke sighed in pure delight, letting the hot water wash away all his worries, as well as the sticky sweat from his nightmare.
After he had finished with his washing ritual, he turned off the shower and wrapped himself in the warm towel, stepping out of the shower container. He quickly dried himself off and got dressed into the clothes he'd already prepared.
Finished with his shower, Sasuke made his way to his kitchen and made himself a bowl of cereal to try and wake himself up even more. Putting his bowl in the sink, he decided to go walk around, since he was finally off of parole and could now do what he wanted.
Walking through the familiar streets at dawn brought the guilt back to Sasuke ten-fold. He had planned to destroy this place, all for the revenge of his clan. I can't believe I wanted to destroy this beautiful place, my home. And indeed the place did look beautiful. Sasukes feet had carried him to the top of the Hokage monument and the sun was starting to rise, creating a pink-orange glow above the buildings of konoha. Yes, Sasuke thought, it's breathtakingly beautiful. Sasuke stayed up there for a long time, how long he didn't know, but he watched the sun rise fully and the villiage come to life. And while he was up there he made a vow, one that he had every intent of keeping. Never, never again will I be a threat to this viliiage, but someone who protects it with his life, with all his heart.
Once the sun had fully risen and villiage life was in full swing, Sasuke stood from the bench he was perched upon and made his way towards the training grounds where Kakashi would tell him and Naruto the details of their new mission, which he had recieved the night before.
Sasuke was the first to arrive at the grounds, but Naruto soon showed up to break up Sasukes thoughts of guilt and redemtion.
"Hey! Sasuke!"
The happy blond came running up to Sasuke at full speed, almost skidding right past him. He was clad in his usual black and orange jumpsuit, but to Sasuke he looked like the most wonderful thing on this earth.
"Lovely day isn't it?" asked Naruto, unaware of the growing feelings within the Uchihas chest.
He looks so cute! At that thought Sasuke blushed, but under the harsh light of the morning sun it was very hard to notice, so it went unnoticed by Naruto. I did not just think that! Sasuke scolded himself, giving himself a mental kick in the head. Then realising that Naruto was waiting fot his answer he let out a short "Hn."
As Naruto was about to make a relpy, probably on how Sasuke barley speaks so anyone, Kakashi showed up, only ten minuets late for the first time ever.
"Yo!" he greeted
Sasuke nodded toward him as a form of greeting, whilst Naruto greeted him with enthusiam. "Hiya Kakashi-sensei!"
When Kakashi reached the pair of shinobi he held up a scroll for them to see. "This contains the information on your next mission." he informed the pair. "Read it and then we'll start the praperation, since it's an undercover mission." he finished and walked over to the egde of the clearing, leaning against a tree and promtly fell asleep.
Sasuke held the scroll that Kakashi had thrown at him and opened it. He was looking foward to this mission, as it was the first one above D rank he's had since he returned, so he wanted to prove himself loyal the village and able to defend it. And better yet, since Sakura had broken her leg on her last mission she wouldnt be joining him and Naruto, so they would be alone, since Kakashi was leaving them once they got to the villiage they would be heading to. Sasuke didn't really understand why he thought it was better to be alone with Naruto, thinking that it's possibly because he simply wanted to make up for all the time he spent away from his best friend.
Sasuke and Naruto read the scroll, shock overcoming their features the more they read. By the time they had reached the end of the writing Narutos face was a bright scarlet and Sasuke had his stoic, emotionless face back into place but you could still see the unwillingness in his eyes.
"HEY! Kakashi-sensei! What kind of mission is this!" Naruto yelled. As he ran off Sasuke just looked back at the scroll, re-reading the words written there. The scroll read:
Mission rank - A
Team - Kakashi hatake, Sasuke Uchiha, and Naruto Uzumaki
Your mission is to infiltrate an inn in the middle of the Land of Mist, known to be making dealings with our enemy nations and kidnapping civilian visiters and are suspected of selling them off as slaves, and bring back the leader of the scam (dead or alive). To infiltrate you must go undervover as a young couple visiting the land. For there is no kunoichi available one of you must go undercover as a woman (I recomend Naruto as he is shorter and feminine looking). This mission is not to be taken lightly as they are highly dangerous, suspected to be in allience with an S Rank missing nin.
Signed the Gondaime Hokage
Tsunade
Sasuke watched Naruto yell at Kakashi as if it were his fault that they got that mission.
"Why do I have to be the girl! Sasuke's the one who looks like a girl!" Naurto had to physically stop himself from carrying on that sentence, describing the featuers that make him look feminine, because he knew he wouldn't be able to stop himself from describing all the alluring and attractive things about the Uchiha. Naruto had long accepted his fealings for the raven but he knew Sasuke would never feel the same.
"That, Naruto, is because Sasuke is much taller and would instantly be recognised as a male," this was very true as Sasuke stoot at an impressive 177.9 cm." plus Sasuke is very well known, being the last remaining Uchiha and all." Kakashi explained. Naruto understood the reasonings but it didn't mean he had to like it, and to show this he jutted out his lower lip in a pout and let out a very un-manly huff of displeasure. "Also," said Kakashi, ingoring his students displeasure, "you are very petite, and your features are more feminine than Sasukes, especially when you let your hair fall flat instead of spiking it up everyday." Before Naruto could say anything to that Kakashi told him to go ask Sakura if he could borrow some of her kimono for the mission, and told Sasuke to go pack for the mission, dressing in civilian clothing and hiding his weapons in is bags, and Naruto to do the same, and to meet at the main entrance to the villiage in an hour.
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An hour later, Sasuke stood at the front gate to the villiage, dressed in a dark blue yukata, with a small bag on his back containing a change of clothes and all his weapons contained in a sealing scroll that he can easilly access in an emergancy. He was just waiting for Naruto and Kakashi to show up and then they can leave. Just as he was thinking this, Naruto walked over to Sasuke, dressed in his borrowed kimono and a bright red flush adorning his features. As Naruto walked closer to him, Sasuke could do nothing but stare. Naruto was absolutley stunning! His golden locks fell just below his chin and he had two small hair pins with small pink flowers attached holding his fringe off to the side. Without his headband taking up a porportion of his face, his eyes looked larger and more innocent, and his lush, pink lips had a slight gloss to them (probably provided by Sakuras lip gloss collection and Sasuke made a mental note to thank Sakura for that when they got home). The kimono was a silky, sky blue with a flourish of sakura petals rising up from the sakura branches on the bottom. And as the wind russled though the kimono the petals seemed to be actually floating throught the air.
A slight blush, barley noticable to anyone who wasn't looking for it, coated Sasukes cheeks, and as Kakashi, who had been hiding up a tree just a few metres away from the two boys wanting to see Sasukes reaction to Naruto, had been looking for it he saw it instantly and gave himself a small, self satisfied smile before poofing infront of the teens and declaring that it was time for them to leave. Walking out of the villiage was quite a task for Naruto. Not quite yet used to the footwear that went with the kimono, he was stumbling every few feet and fell onto Sasuke a few times. Sasuke, getting annoyed at this, decided to help the blond out.
"Oi, dobe."
Naruto, already used to the nick name, turned to lok at his dark haired team mate. "yeah?"
Instead of answering, Sasuke just held his hand out to him, silently offering himself as a suport to Naruto. Naruto, also silently, took the offered hand and wrapped his other arm around Sasukes to help with his balance in the awkward footwear. Kakashi, who was waking a few meters back like any ninja protecting civilias would, just silently looked on at his two fromer students, who were by now quietly arguing between eachother, but you could see the fondness in each of their eyes, even Sasukes, whose eyes are normally a cold steel that protray no emotion.
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Woohoo chapter 1 complete! yay. As well s this being my first Naruto, and yaoi fanfic, it is also my first multi chapter story so I apolagise now for how long it will take for me to update the second chapter. between college, homeowork, and my new christmas temp job, im not sure how fast i will be able to write the chapters, but i will try my best to be as fast and efficiant as possible . Also i apolagise now for any spelling mistakes in the story, i dont have spell check aanymore (TT_TT) and my spelling suck so sorry...hehe ^-^
please please please review and tell me what you think or i'll think no one likes it and will be very sad. also if u have any ideas of what you think what would be good in the story please say, as not everything is set in stone, other than naruto and sasuke will eventually get together at one point. also constructive critisism is appreciated
well thank you very much (does huge bow to non-existant audience)
this has been BlackButterlfy1993, so untill next time BB out! (peace sign)