Hi, I wrote this fanfic because this is the way how I think it should've went...it is more like how it goes in reality, in a certain way of course ;)
Please review so I know what to change, how to get better, what you think of...well, everything ;) I sometimes change certain things but that's always in the way of writing, in my grammar that I change things because I found some mistakes, or things I wanted to say different but the concept never changes, I hope you enjoy it! :p
He was hot. Seriously hot. I couldn't hold my eyes off him. ''Elena? Listen to me!'' Bonnie said and tapped on the black table that was filled with untouched were having lunch in the full-crowded cafeteria in our little school in Mystic Falls. A large impatient line that looked like a snake made of humans,was waiting for their food and he was the tail of it all. Alone, he stood in the back with no students swarming around him like bees on honey. For a second I was jealous, I was never alone. There was always someone who wanted to update me about the gossip in school, the new mode and new students or people that just wanted to talk to me so they looked good to other people.
Our table was in the middle, it was the table everyone wanted to sit at but everyone knew they couldn't. It was something like the throne of a king or queen, everyone could look at it but no one was allowed too touch or even sit on it. People walked around it, stopping by sometimes to say hello or just nodded and went on. I had always felt like I didn't have privacy, that everyone was always looking at every move I made with a big flat-screen tv. I had learned to accept it, it was something that came along with popularity but it didn't make it easier. Now, there was a good side on it, I had a good view on Him. I turned my head and looked to my friend but with aversion. She had forced me to tear my eyes away but all I wanted was to stare at him for hours. Normally I got what I wanted and I hated it when I didn't. The incredibly good looking guy I had been looking at, had gotten immediately my attention and everyone else's in school. I wondered where he came from. His blond short hair, light skin and big blue eyes gave him a southern look.
''I' m sorry, what did you say?'' I said while leaning to the left a little bit so she had a full view of him.''Er..never mind, who is that beauty over there?'' Her eyes went big in a bare second and I could see her flirting face come up. It was a mix of a smile that she had stolen from an angel with white teeth ,where everyone was jealous at ,and her eyes that sparkled with pleasure. I had never known any guy who had been able to resist that face. I laughed at her predictable reaction. ''Who is he? I've never seen him around.'' she stayed staring at him. It bothered me that she kept on looking at him and a weird feeling of jealousy and anger flew through me. Why couldn't she just look at me? I thought angrily. I was shocked at my own thoughts and feelings. She didn't do anything wrong and why would I even be jealous? I had never been jealous on anyone, because I had it all as some people said. My hair was long, thick and straight from itself. I was tall and slim, not the really skinny way but the cheerleader way and I had almost never signs of puberty on my face. I was popular, pretty and smart.
I shrugged it off, and thought about my answer on her question. I didn't know honestly but I wasn't going to tell her that. My reputation said that I knew everyone including very cute strange guys. The problem was that he was new and I had only seen him this morning coming out of the men's room. My first reaction hadn't been much different from hers. I also thought he was beautiful from the first time I had seen him and I was planning on talking to him but I had this feeling I never had, I was afraid to. With other boys, I was never nervous but with him, my palms started to sweat. ''He is my future boyfriend.'' I told her more confident than I was and winked while I stirred in my yogurt with strawberries.''Really? Why do you always see them first?'' a voice said from behind me. I turned around and saw Caroline standing with her long, curly blond hair in a ponytail. She took a chair and sat between me and Bonnie. ''O Romeo, o Romeo, where art thou, Romeo?'' she said and sighed. I looked at Bonnie, saw she also couldn't hold her laugh and together we bursted into laughter. It was typical for Caroline to recite something from an old writer which made her look smart. '' It's not funny! I will never find my Romeo while you already had three and you-'' she was pointing at Bonnie now ''-have found yours too! What is wrong with me that I can't get a great, sweet, passionate and loving boyfriend? It isn't too much to ask, is it?" This time we really tried not to laugh but ended looking really stupid with the faces we made from trying to be serious. After a while I was calmed down enough that I could speak again and said to Caroline " You haven't found yours because you haven't met him yet. Eventually he will turn up but it is not you, you are amazing, kind and a great listener. Just give it some time.'' I squeezed her hand and so did Bonnie. ''Thanks. Maybe you are right. Well, what is the plan this time?''She sighed. I groaned. I was hoping she wouldn't ask but I had seen it coming. She wanted to know what my plan was to seduce our Romeo. ''I have no idea yet, but once I have one I will let you know first. Shit. I have to go to English now, see you later, bye!" I shouted over my shoulder while running to my next class. ''Elena!'' somebody shouted and I turned my head where after I ran into His arms. I backed away Immediately and stammered an apology. I was never clumsy. I was always the cool, serious one who never had something to be embarrassed about and now I ran into some stranger. A very hot stranger were I had been staring at. Caroline came running down the hall with a big smile on her face while giving me back my jacket I must have forgotten. '' So that was your plan huh?" she said and left soon after that. I had never felt so humiliated. First I thought he followed me because he walked behind me into the classroom and wondered why but soon it came to me that he just had the same class now.I chose a table in the back so I could stare at him without him noticing. Suddenly he turned and caught me staring at him. Quickly I looked down and probably became red but he had already seen it, I could tell from the way a smile formed on his face. Luckily, the teacher came in and asked everybody's attention, including his. ''I am Ms. Abel and I will be your English teacher this year. Your first assignment is to partner up and rewrite a play of Shakespeare." People were already asking me to partner up but before I could answer she hushed the class. " I already have chosen the couples and they will be as following: Sally and Brian, Mike and Kathy, Elena and Stefan,…" and she went on for the rest of the class but I didn't follow anymore after hearing his name. So Stefan was his name. I knew it because as soon as Ms. abel had said it, he looked at me and winked, also there was no one I knew in class that was called Stefan. It was the first time I heard it and It sounded exotic. He turned around and threw a piece of paper on my desk. Startled, I opened it and saw his beautiful, curly handwriting that said " meet up at your place?". Did he just invited himself in my home? I wrote back "do you always invite yourself at strangers their houses?" and tried to throw it on his desk but missed and nearly hit his head if he hadn't moved so quick and caught the paper. I saw a smile on his face when he read my answer. He threw it away in the bin and said nothing more. After class I hurried to him and stopped him. ''Why didn't you answer back? " I said and tried to look offended. He smiled and said "Because of this. Now I have a reason to talk to you. " I froze for a moment. That was clever. Why didn't I come up with that? The hallway was full of people and we needed to speak very hard because there was much noise. We walked past the lockers, including mine and I quickly looked to see if it was still locked. It was."Then let's talk" was all I could say back. He started saying something but then stopped himself and froze. It looked like he was hearing something I couldn't and tried to focus on it. His face went dark and after that he rudely said "excuse me", he walked quickly away. I had never felt so rejected. I even never was rejected and the feeling sucked. Why did I feel so different today? So many things that I've never felt before and I couldn't explain them. I hoped it would get clear anytime soon because I hated not knowing something. I sighed and stood alone, for practically the first time in my life.