This fic deals with incest, it is not a happy fluff fic, and is femslash, read at your own risk, I own nothing but I can dream...
Broken
Elizabeth Stabler went down stairs quickly running into the kitchen, "mom, can I go to the park please?"
"Take your jacket, and be back by dinner," she said quickly agreeing that her daughter could go.
Lizzie grabbed her jacket, slinging it over hear arm and once outside made her way to deli using the last of her allowance to get a cab instead to her dad's partners house.
Lizzie paced back and forth in front of Olivia's door. What was she doing here, why had she come? She had told her mom she she was only going to the park, but then came here instead. What am I doing? she wondered, this was her fathers partner. Like she wouldn't just send her back home, call her parents to come get her, or drive her there. As she paced back and forth, finally deciding to leave, she was just walking to the elevator when she heard the door open.
"Liv baby, wake up." Casey said kissing Liv's lips softly, as she stirred on the couch.
Stretching with a smile as she slowly opened her eyes, small smile on her lips as they kissed, wondering what she did to deserve a wake up like this. "Huh, what is it baby?"
"Someones outside, they have been pacing for the last ten minutes at least." she said kissing Liv one more time.
Listening but hearing nothing, "you sure babe?"
Case nodded, standing up going towards the door. "I was listening, waiting for them to go away, but their not."
Sitting up right, blinking away the afternoon's nap and sleepiness, "I'll go wait here."
Olivia got up walking to the door passing Casey, "Lizzie what are you doing here?" She asked as she ushered the teen in, not that she wasn't glad to see her, but she was here alone, and the look on her face.
Lizzie had almost made it to the elevator, but when the door was opened and Olivia stepped out asking questions, she hung her head sadly.
"I.. uhh... I just wanted to see you." she tried to lie, but she knew that wouldn't fly she had never been here before alone, only few times with her dad, when Liv had been sick and they brought soup, or dropped something off. Tears were brimming in her eyes, and she could hardly hold them there.
Picking up on Lizzie's tears, Case went into the kitchen, "why don't I make some tea, and get you something cold to drink."
Walking Lizzie into the living room, Liv looked at the girl seeing her about to loose it, "hey, hey, what's wrong? does your dad and mom know your here?"
Lizzie began crying, almost hysterical as she shook her head, "no, please, please, please, please don't tell them. I'll get in trouble."
Sitting down next to the girl, Liv wrapped her arms around her. "hey, it's ok you won't get in trouble, but we need to tell them your here."
Case was in the kitchen getting tea made and a coke for Lizzie.
"No, you can't I'll be good, don't call them." she looked down at her lap tears staining her face.
Liv felt her spine go cold, be good? sounded way to much like some of the child vic's she talked to. Smiling softly at Lizzie, "I know you won't do anything wrong, why do you say you'll be good?" she knew she had to call El, but she now needed more info.
She started shaking, not capable of keeping this up. "sh.. she said, she said I had to, said I had to be good."
Case came out with the drinks, offering the coke to Lizzie before sitting down on the other side of her.
"Who said you had to be good?" She asked placing her arm around the teen, gathering her in her arms.
Lizzie looked between the two women and got very quiet once Casey had sat down.
Casey realized they wouldn't get her talking with her there, "I'm going to just take a shower." Standing up she left the room.
With Casey now gone for the time being, Lizzie felt a bit better but didn't know what to say. Liv smiled again, "please tell me, I need to know so I can help you."
The thirteen year old sat there a few more moments wiping her tears away with the back of her hand, "Kathleen did."
"She is your sister, did she say it like when she was watching you?"
Shaking her head, "no, sh.. she.. she said I had to."
Olivia was still nowhere near knowing anything, and lost.
"I didn't want to I swear, I told her no."
"Told her no to what?"
"Told her I didn't want to."
Olivia finally started to get it, the tears, the look on her face, she had seen it all before, but how was she going to tell her partner, his older daughter had touched his younger one. squeezing Lizzie to her, "Lizzie it's ok, we will make it ok, but I need you to tell me, and if it was more than once."
More sobs escaped the girl as she sat there in Liv's arms, "please Livia, don't make me, I... I.. can't." Opening the coke she looked anywhere but at her.
She pulled back looking at Lizzie, "I know your scared, but I can't help you unless you tell me."
Taking a long drink, drawing it out a few moments before she would have to speak, then finally agreeing, "Kathleen made me me touch her, I swear I didn't want to." Now she was shaking, and she pulled her knees to her chest placing her head on them hiding her face.
Casey came out just as Lizzie had finally said who. Looking at Liv she sighed inwardly knowing this would not go well.
Olivia looked over her head to Case, she nodded seeing the look on her face, this was not a call she ever had expected to make, but she knew she had to, Elliot would not like this. Looking at Lizzie, "I need to know when it happened hun, think you can tell me?"
Lizzie sat there, then finally just blurted it out. She said it had been going on for the last nine months, and how it at first was just small stuff, then how it hurt last time, and now her sister was making her do stuff all the time. "She said if I told, no, no... no one would believe me, and daddy would send me away." breaking down in a set of fresh tears.
"No ones going to send you away, we believe you Lizzie, but we do need to tell your dad, we need to keep you safe." Case said as she carefully rubbed Lizzie's back.
Stiffing to the touch, after a few moments she relaxed some.
"Lizzie I am going to go call you dad, we will work this out, I promise this will be ok, your not in trouble." Olivia said going into her bedroom to make the call.
Picking up her cell, Olivia called Elliot, "Stabler."
"El, it's Olivia, Lizzie showed up outside my door a about two hours ago, we need to talk." She sighed running her hand through her hair.
"Your place? Kathy said she let her go to the park, what's she doing there?"
"She came over scared as hell El, she said she was touched, and had to touch them back."
Elliot's face flashed anger, his face became red, if Olivia had been able to see it she would have seen he was ready to kill someone, "Who, Liv, just tell me the bastards name."
"El calm down, we need to take care of Lizzie, where's Kathleen?" She fidgeted on her end not that he could see it, but when she told him Lizzie said it was her, she knew all hell would break loose.
"She left this morning, a week long camping trip with the youth group she's with. Why, did that bastard touch her too? what's Lizzie saying? I will come right over."
"El Lizzie..." her voice trailed off for a moment, she had to do this just right. "Look El, this won't be easy, Lizzie says Kathleen did it."
Elliot felt as if he might faint, and some what sick to his stomach. No this wasn't true, his older daughter was not molesting his younger daughter, she was making it up. "She's lying Liv, Kathleen wouldn't do that, it's not true, no way."
"El, you know this is what we do, we work SVU, Kathleen told her all the right stuff to keep her quiet, I know she's telling the truth." Olivia knew this wasn't going to go well, but he couldn't be in denial when they saw this sort of thing every day.
Elliot shook his head, his head was swimming and he was sinking, "I'm coming over I'll talk to her, find out why she's making this up."
Olivia had to defuse the situation and quickly, "look El, if you really think she lying bring her a bag of clothes, she can stay here for a few nights, I'll keep talking to her, find out what's really going on." She really did believe Lizzie, but couldn't have El storming over there like a banshee.
"Ok, I'll bring her a bag and let Kathy know she's staying there a few days, I'm still going to talk to her though."
"Fine, see you soon." Olivia hung up walking slowly back out.
El went into Lizzie's room grabbed a bag for her and filled it with a few days clothes, and a set of pajamas. Walking down stairs finding his wife in the living room, "Kathy, Lizzie's at Olivia's and wants to stay there for a few days, I am going to take her a bag of clothes."
"Wait, what? I let her go to the park and she ends up at Olivia's? everything ok?" She was beginning to worry, looking up at her husband. Olivia was his partner and a cop, not like they hadn't talked or even had coffee at times, but why was her daughter there she wondered.
Elliot didn't want to tell his wife, not yet anyways of what was up, "I think she just needs to sort some stuff out. She's been fighting a lot with Dickie, just yesterday you broke them up from another fight."
Kathy nodded and sighed, she only hopped that's all it was, "ok tell Olivia, we will do dinner in a few days, least we can do for letting Lizzie stay there and cool off. The twins have been fighting a lot lately your right."
Bam, bam, bam, a loud hard knocking could be heard through the apartment as Elliot pounded on it.
Casey got up answering the door as Lizzie now clung to Olivia. Elliot pushed past her looking angry at his youngest daughter. the drive over from queens had done nothing to calm him down. it had taken him an hour and a half to get over here after talking to Kathy, and packing her a bag.
"Lizzie, why? just tell me why you'd say this."
Lizzie clung to Liv, her eyes red from hours of crying and now here was her father yelling. "da.. daddy I'm sorry, I didn't want to. she made me."
"El, calm down, this wont help anything." Olivia had hopped he wouldn't come in acting like a mad man.
Casey sat back down next to Lizzie, offering her all the support she could. "El, we see this every day, look at your daughter, does she look like she's making it up?"
He shook his head, eye seeing red, he was still yelling "Lizzie, your sister loves you, Kathleen wouldn't hurt you, are you saying it's her to protect someone else? or are you just making up stories because of your failing grades?"
Lizzie shrank back scared, she shook more as he yelled his questions, "daddy, n..nooo, it was her. please daddy please, you have to believe me." now wailing her answers to her father, why wouldn't he believe her?
Rocking the teen in her arms, Olivia tried to sooth her ignoring him for the moment, "I believe you, Casey believes you, I think your dad just needs some time."
Standing up Case moved over to El, "Look El, even you know siblings can and do this to each other, so either believe it, or get out, your scaring your daughter."
Elliot grunted frustratedly, "When your ready to tell the truth, call me. Your mom said you can stay here a few days, don't call till your ready not to make up wild stories." he walked out slamming the door in his wake.
Lizzie rocked herself on the couch, "he hates me," she wailed.
"He doesn't hate you hun, he just needs time to work this out."
Casey went into the bathroom grabbing a washcloth. She wet it, wrung it out and brought it out to wipe the girls face.
"I'm not telling stories, she made me Livia, I wouldn't lie, I wouldn't!" she cried trying to catch her breath as she felt the damp washcloth on her face.
After several more hours, a finally calm teen was resting, Liv and Case brought up the idea of dinner, at eight pm no one had eaten since lunch. "Lizzie honey, you should try to eat something, what would you like? We can order anything."
Lizzie curled up in a ball on the couch blankly staring off at the TV wasn't even hungry. "Don't want to eat."
"Well I'm hungry, how about mexican? I feel like nachos." Casey said reaching for the phone and a small stack of menu's on the table in front of them.
Olivia agreed, deciding on the combo number two, ordering some Flautas and a side of beans for Lizzie, with sour cream, and guacamole. Since Lizzie wasn't willing to order for herself, she thought it a safe bet.
Lizzie fell asleep as they ordered, and fifteen minutes later "I don't want to, no, please, don't make me." Lizzie tossed and turned crying out, Casey ran out to wake her, "Lizzie honey wake up, it's just a dream, your ok."
Lizzie grabbed Casey's arm with a start, "don't let her, please, I'll be good." she panted taking in her surroundings, she was at Livia's.
Half way through dinner, Lizzie having only taken a few bites was pushing her food around, when the phone rang.
Liv flipped it open, "Benson."
Soooo who's on the phone? Cliffy for you... please R/R the more I get the faster I update, anyone can Review.