Listen To Your Heart Chapter 1, a hamtaro fanfic

Re-Align

Chapter 1

The Return of the Axe Murderer.

Songs used in this chapter: "Re-Align and "I Am" by GodSmack, "Disenchanted" by Unfinished Thought.

A dark and breezy Halloween night, candy everywhere that filled the air with delight, children hamsters in their costumes going from house to house, oh yeah it was a fun night to be at! But why was the wind so dark and breezy? Perhaps a storm near by? Or just a frightening Halloween chill?

Children laughing as their got their delightful sugar, It was a peaceful night, or was it? At the Old Factory, in back of it was a cemetery. In the crypt where the murderer hung out in, Resureyu, a white hamster with ice-blue hypnotizing eyes, long blonde hair, a black trench jacket; which she always wore, now was asleep in a coffin looking dead in a black lace dress with fishnet sleeves.

All was quiet; her breathing was heard in the crypt. Resureyu awoke, she shot open her hypnotizing ice-blue eyes, and arose from the coffin. Lying on her back; Resureyu hid her axe inside her pillow; did she dare to touch it? No.

Getting up on her feet again, Resureyu opened up the crypt door, walking down the stairs almost looking as if she just arose from her grave, she stepped out of her hiding place, Sacred Angels Cemetery, she headed home to see her family again.

Seeing trick-or-treaters run up and down the streets, No one noticed her, it was like as if she was just a young teen dressed up as a dead bride. Walking passed a huge-mansion-like house, her older brother, Michael's house. He was 'doing' his dear new girlfriend again; their screaming and moaning were heard through out the small town. Resureyu dared not to pay attention to it. He had his chance, now he left her for that girl.

What's The Matter Baby?
You Don't Like The Sighs
The Cries Inside?

I Know It's A Tough Trip
So Heartbreaking
To Forget Me

So Sweet To Think You Cared Enough
To Stare At The Wheels Turning Round
Screeching To A Halt

Suddenly, she decided to give her brother, a small visit, she tip-toed to his front door, and knocked, there was no answer, she sat there on the porch waiting.

When You Echo My Name

How Are The Nights Treating You
With The Sun Breaking Daze

Does It Help Or Hinder
Your Thickening Haze

To Hear That I Don't Care
Of Course This Is Fair
You'd Do The Same If You Had The Chance

To Make It Last

But My Poor
Sweet Baby
You've Had Your Chance

Michael and his new girlfriend got louder, Resureyu couldn't stand it any longer, He thought she was dead; in fact that's what she felt like. She felt; Cold, unwanted, and DEAD. She gave up on her waiting and headed home.

Back at her home, two little toddlers; two little female ones, they bared the names Trixie and Flare. Running around and waiting for their mother, Resureyu to return while Spirit, their father was cleaning up their house.

Flare tugged Spirit wanting to know where her mother was,

"Daddy?" spoke Flare tugging her father's black fur.

"Yes, dear?" said Spirit looking down at his twin-like-daughter.

"Will mommy be coming home?" Asked Flare.

"Soon," He continued then patted her head.

Just then a knock on the door was heard, then the door gently opened.

"Hello, I'm home," A soft and gentle voice said.

Spirit ran towards her.

"Honey?" He asked.

Resureyu grinned happily.

"Yep, that's me." She answered as she closed the door, as she was two little girls hugged their mother; happy as can be to see her.

"I was only gone for a few months." She stated.

"Yeah, but it seemed like it was forever, my dear!" Spirit replied as he hugged her from behind and kissed her cheek.

"I just needed to Re-Align". She smiled.

Decisions made from desperation
No way to go
Internal instincts craving isolation
For me to grow

My fears come alive
In this place where I once died
Demons dreaming
Knowing I...I just needed to re-align

Resureyu grew tired, she yawned and went up to her room, where the murder of her brother's other girlfriend took place, where her pride died. Her fears came alive in that place where she once died.

Fell in a river of illusion
And apathy
Drowning in a self-induced confusion
I'd rather be
Yeah!

My fears come alive
In this place where I once died
Demons dreaming
Knowing I...I just needed to realign

Yeah!

Yeah! 4x

My fears come alive
In this place where I once died
Demons dreaming
Knowing I...I just needed to realign

My fears come alive
In this place where I once died
Demons dreaming
Knowing I...I just needed to realign
Yeah!

As she entered the room went she to take a bath in the bedroom's bathroom.

Nude, sitting up in the tub watching the hot water run, and relaxing washing her fur, singing to herself. She felt safe to be back home again.

"I'm the lies in you.." A whisper said in her mind.

"Huh?" Resureyu interrupted her singing. "Someone there?"

"I AM THE DEVIL'S EYES!" The whisper shouted.

"Who said that?" Resureyu felt frightened.

"I am your dark side, child. I am the one who causes you to kill."

Resureyu shook her head; she thought she was just tired that she was just hearing things.

The whisper started to sing to her:

I am your spoken truth
I am the lies in you
I'm gonna make you shine in everything you do...
I am your lighted way
And I'm your DARKEST day
I'm here to help you see you can rely on me!

"STOP! MAKE IT GO AWAY!" She shook her head again.

She got out and got changed, the singing started again.

Just consider me your friend
I am until the end
Can I guarantee you life?
I don't think I can!

This isn't the life for me
This isn't the way I want to be
And let me tell you
Death will come when I'm good and ready!

"Who ARE you?" She loudly said. But the singing continued.

I am your peace of mind
Confusing all your time
I'm running through your veins, I am your pain
I thought by now you'd know
I'll never let you go
It's time you recognize I am the DEVIL'S EYES!

Just consider me your friend
I am until the end
Can I guarantee you life?
I don't think I can!

An orb came out from her; it formed into a female hamster, black long wavy hair, with white fur, blood red corset, devil eyes of blood and indigo, and a crown on her head. She stood there whispering her song.

This isn't the life for me
This isn't the way I want to be
And let me tell you
Death will come when I'm good and ready

Take me by my hand
And let me show you what I am
I'm taking control again
Now I know I can
Take you back to where it all began
'Cause I am!

This isn't the life for me
This isn't the way I want to be
And let me tell you
Death will come when I'm good and ready!

Shocked by her surprised, Resureyu just stood there. "Who are you?"

The female hamster got closer to her with a wicked smile. "Child…" She began, "I am your dark-side, I'm the Goddess of Hell and The Underworld, Dark Lupin, is my name. I control your MIND!"

"You can't be..." Resureyu whispered still in her shock.

"But I am." Dark Lupin gave a loud wicked laugh. "I am the wife of the Devil." Dark Lupin's eyes were in truth, but how come she hasn't told Resureyu before?

Resureyu stood up still in a bit of shock, she went over by Dark Lupin, and went out to touch her, to see if she was really real.

Dark Lupin gave her, her paw and continued to tell her.

"I am nothing but a ghost, that'll haunt your mind, my dear." She paused and became her whole self so Resureyu could see her better. "I was killed by my mate 1000 years ago." Dark Lupin continued. "I came back from the grave just before you were born, when your mother was pregnant for you, I took over your body while you were still in her womb. I didn't show myself then, because you were too young to handle my power, but when your brother got his first girlfriend, your anger activated me, now I must control your mind again!"

"You mean you were…?" Resureyu cut herself off.

Dark Lupin continued, "Controlling your mind and making you kill that girl."

Dark Lupin gave her an evil wink and disappeared in a cloud of blood-red smoke.

Resureyu stood silent for very long, she just got changed in her black night gown and laid in her bed while Spirit later came in and cuddled with her.

He whispered to her. "I love you."