Good day everyone! This is my very first, as in really really in my more than 2 decades of living, my first fan fiction, so please be nice to me. ;)
This is sort of a what if Rogue manage to kill present Lucy before he died somewhere between chapters 335-336. Hope you guys like it.
And of course, Fairy Tail doesn't belong to me, it belong to Hiroshi Mashima Sensei.
He couldn't save her. He promised he would. He said he would always be there for her but he failed, he failed her big time. And now there she was, as cold as the ground that holds her. It hurt him when the last word that left her lips was his name, it felt that he betrayed her and it cost her her life. It broke him and it made him mad. It almost made him want to kill, want to break everything in sight, but he knew he shouldn't, she wouldn't want that.
And as rain pour down on the death of her anniversary, he doesn't know if its tears or rain that falling down his face, all he knows that he no longer feels "fire up!", he no longer feels fighting to see who's stronger; he no longer feels going to long missions; he no longer feels. It was hard- harder than the time when Lisanna died because he knew "Luce" wasn't just someone to him, he knew she wasn't just nakama to him, he knew that he loved her and he regretted that he never get to tell her – not even once.
It broke her to see him sad, he was so happy, so bright, she was her fire, her warmth, her guide, in hindsight, she was her the person who both literally and figuratively bought warmth and light to her life. He brought her to Fairy Tail and gave her a family that would not only love her but more than willingly risk their life for her.
He was someone who push through everything head on, someone who has a stronger and kinder heart than everyone she had ever met and she knew she fell for him right then and there. He was her partner, her best friend, her soul mate but still she never told him she loved him, not even once and now in death she regret in more than anything else.
When Future Rogue stabbed her, she wanted to tell him, tell him to badly..But she ran out of time.. ran out blood..Ran out of life... It was one of her regrets in life... she regret she never get to finish her book, never told evy to be honest with her feelings to Gajeel, never told her Dad she loved him..
But...but with Natsu…
"..Nat…su…"
"sshhhhh..Luce….sssshh…don't speak...I'll take you to Wendy ok?"
"N..at..su…I….lo….."
"Luce?...Luce?What?...Lucy?...Lucy?...Wake up! Wake Up! No!"
"I Love you"
"I Love you"
The last part, if you were confused was they both said I love you in present times. Lucy as a spirit and Natsu, there, in the grave.
So, what did you guys think? Please give me something as this is my first fanfic and I do plan on posting some more since I had a nice time making this one. And for the grammar and spelling Nazis out there please be more lenient since English in not my first language, thanks! :)