Prologue

SORRY!

I had enough... I have to end it now... they tried... but only little could help me... I have to stop fighting or someone gets hurt... there is a wall between where I want to be and where I am... I can't fight anymore... it's too much... what's the point of living... when there is nothing to fight for... I can't feel any emotion anymore... I give up... I can't live this anymore... I am so sorry... if there was a way to end this I would of gotten up and saved myself...

I got up from my bed and leaned against my door frame.

This is it... I am going to escape... the world that hated me so much...

I slowly walked into the bathroom and shut the door. I looked at myself in the mirror and wondered about how they would react if they saw me dead. I opened the cabinet door and got the pill container out, and I opened the container lid.

"Finally... it's over..."

I poured the pills into my mouth like you would do at a party with cream.

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it's over...

*Plump* *Crash* *BLACK*

A/n sorry that this is so sad but you'll under stand at the very end why he did this. the next chapter will be up soon after this one...