WARNING ~ READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION.

Rated: M for violence, gory scenes, sexual content, cursing, not suitable for all ages.

SUMMARY:

After being abused in every possible way imaginable, she's going to set the record straight and kill them all, every. single. one. 'All men are pigs' she thought. So when she's hired to kill someone, not on her "k" list, for a large sum of money, well... how could she turn that down? 'What's one less pig in the world' she thought. There's only one rule: don't fall for the target.

Pairings: Inu/Kag, Mir/San, Sesh/Rin

Genre: A little bit of everything!

CHAPTER I: Pigs

Present Day, 2018

"Good evening students. My name is Mrs. Houshi, Sango and I am here as a request from an old friend of mine," her chocolate eyes wandered over to the red-headed man sitting at his desk, "you may know him as your professor."

"I assume you are all taking this class because you are interested in 'criminal investigation,' so I hope you are all prepared." She paused for a moment, reading the room, then continued, 'tonight, we will be reviewing the history of one the most infamous killer's in Japan." Sango opened her laptop and waited as it connected to the projector in the room.

"She left nothing, but a journal of her life story to the world. No one knows what she looks like, no one knows where she is, and I don't think anyone really has the courage to continue to look for her. Everything you will learn tonight is a fact and directly from the case." As the projector turned on, she walked over to the light and switched it off so she could begin the lecture.

"As most people know, her story first appeared in the papers on the January 5th, 2011. What most people don't know is that her story really began on January 4th, 1997. It was a cold winter that year and people kept warm as best they could. Her mother had recently remarried; Kurana, Satsuhi, the owner of a traditional Japanese Inn, who also happens to be our first victim."

Date: January 4th, 1997

"Papa! Please, I promise I won't do it again!" a tiny voice cried. A tall lean man puffed out smoke from his cigarette then pressed it against the small child's exposed back.

"I've told you dozens of time Kagome, you have to let the customers do what they want, okay? They pay us good money for our services and they pay for the food you put in your mouth. Are you really going to disrespect them like that?" his tone was disturbingly soft and happy.

The little girl, Kagome, wiped her overflowing tears, "he tried to kiss me, papa! Please! I didn't mean to hit him!" she explained.

"Well you did, and now we've lost a customer." He reached over to grab the belt on the dresser, "I'm doing this for your own good Kagome." The sound of leather making contact with skin echoed through the quiet wooden house. Intensifying loud cries escaped the child's tiny lips.

"Papa, please stop! It hurts!" the floor was soaked with a mixture of the child's blood, sweat, and tears.

"This is for your own good Kagome." he said as he continued hitting the child, "now you know not to stop a man from doing what he wants," he wiped his sweat that pooled on his forehead.

The child whimpered and pleaded, but it was in vain. Kagome, laid there motionless, finally quieting down as she realized her pleas were in vain.

A woman opened the door and rushed over to the child, "Satsuhi! What the hell are you doing?!" she yelled.

The man lit another cigarette, not really paying attention to the woman that just came in, "I let you live in my inn for free," he stated, "I will do what I want with your disobedient daughter."

"When you married me, she became your daughter too!" she yelled.

"I'm doing what's best for her. She needs to be disciplined."

"Not to a bloody mess!" the man hit her across the face and put the belt back on the dresser. He knelt down to Kagome and patted her head, "it's for your own good."

Nodoka held her check in shock and watched the man she married walk out of the room. She looked over at her beaten child and rushed over to her. She carefully picked her up and wiped the tears spilling out of Kagome's face.

"I'm so sorry baby." her voice cracked as tears began to form in her eyes.

"It's okay mama," Kagome's weak voice whispered, "papa is doing what's best for me." Nodoka cried loudly and held onto her little girl, what had she done?

Year: 2001

"Satsuhi, your daughter's becoming quite a little lady now." Said a drunken man sitting at the bar.

"Oh yes, I've noticed too, can you believe she's only nine?" Kagome wiped the table as she listened to their conversation. Her body started developing last year and ever since then, she's been getting stared at by perverted old men. Even though she was still young, she knew what they wanted. 'They're just like pigs' she thought.

"I'll bet she'll be a real beauty in just a few more years," the man paused and Kagome could feel his gaze, "just like her mother."

"Oh yes. I bet so too," Satsuhi said wiping a glass dry.

Kagome winched at the mention of her mother. She couldn't handle what was happening to Kagome and fell ill last year. The beatings became a regular and one day Nodoka just collapsed. It was that day that Kagome knew that once she turned 18 and had enough money, she would get them out of this damned place they called "home." She looked over at the man she called her father, then back at the table she was cleaning. 'I wish he would just die.'

"Kagome, go clear a room for Mr. Jin here please." Kagome bowed and went to prepare a room for the drunken man.

Kagome grabbed the futon and blankets from the closet and laid them out accordingly. As she laid the blankets down she felt a hand on her back and the stench of alcohol. She looked over her shoulders and found Mr. Jin behind her, "your room is not ready sir, please go back outside." She said trying to hide her fear. He grunted and pushed her down on the futon and began kissing her. Kagome pushed his fat wrinkled face away from her, but he continued kissing her neck, Kagome wanted to scream but her voice failed her. She whimpered and continued to try to push the man off of her, but he was too heavy. She cried silently as the man ripped off her kimono.

"For someone so young, you're already so beautiful. So new, so soft." He whispered.

"P-Please… l-let me go…" her voice cracked as she pleaded.

"I can't do that sweetheart, I've got a problem and I need you to fix it."

Kagome's eyes widened, 'NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO!' she screamed in her thoughts. The man began taking off his kimono leaving him completely naked to Kagome, she closed her eyes but tears escaped them nonetheless.

"Please…" she whimpered. "Don't" she chocked.

The man got up, kissing her body roughly and Kagome laid there frozen solid, it was as if she turned into a block of ice, her body temperature dropping as she thought of what was happening to her. She felt something rub up against her thigh and she gasped when something foreign entered her body. She screamed, but the man covered her mouth and began pushing in and out of her. The man moaned and Kagome whimpered, 'it hurts! Someone! Please! Anyone save me!' she begged. But no one came. The man fell to his side passing out and Kagome felt a sticky substance between her legs, she felt weak and helpless. She put on her kimono and exited the room quickly; she held onto the wall and looked up when she saw a figure hovering over her.

"You little slut," he whispered as he looked at the trail of blood that led to Mr. Jin's room.

"Father, I didn't do it, I didn't want to I swear! He wouldn't let go of me, please don't punish me," Kagome cried falling to the floor. Satsuhi grabbed her arm and brought her to 'the room'. Kagome screamed in both pain from the sudden pull on her arms and the thought of another whipping. Although she knew it was futile to scream since Satsuhi had personally soundproofed the room, she still had to try and see if anyone would hear her.

He grabbed the whip with metal spikes at the end and all too soon Kagome was in her daily beatings once more. It seemed the older she got the more her father's "discipline" tools became more "advanced." He said if you don't bleed you don't learn. Kagome was starting to doubt him and just figured he liked seeing her in pain, after all, he wasn't even her real father, and they were not related by anything except by marriage.

Sometime during the beating Kagome had passed out and she awoke to an excruciating pain from her back and her legs. She stared at the dried blood that adorned her pale body and mustered a small whimper. She got up only to fall back down from the pain; she shuddered when she hit the cold floor. She cried helplessly, why had this happened to her? Did God not love her? Was she cursed because she was a love child? Why? Why?! She wanted someone to answer her questions, but all she heard was silence. She tried getting up again, slowly this time, doing her best to ignore the burning of her wounds slowly opening once more.

Kagome limped out of 'the room' and walked into her bathroom, she did not want to go in the bath house for fear of other women seeing her, plus she wouldn't want to interrupt anything just in case her father had business with another woman—that would surely give her another beating. She got into the shower, the hot water stinging, but mending to her cuts as the dried blood from her body washed down the drain. 'Just a little more, mama. I promise I'll get us both out of here,'—this thought was the only thing keeping her alive. Kagome limped into her bedroom after applying ointment to her skin, and walked over to her journal. She flipped through passages of the book, she remembered when she first got this journal, her mother gave it to her before she fell ill, but Kagome never used it until her calligraphy was legible. She opened the last page, and at the top was written: K List. It was called the K list because of her name Kagome and the English word Kill. She never really thought of killing them literally, just mentally.

1. Kurana, Satsuhi – January 4th, 1997 – Kurana Inn *

2. Dyoko, Raito – January 4th, 1997 – Rai Candy Shop *

3. Han, You – March 18th, 1998 – Hensu Corporation

4. Fu, Shin – February 6th, 1999 – Fu Shin Bakery

5. Bell, Carl – June 30th, 2000 – Katzu Hospital *

6. Oniri, Jayu – April 3rd, 2001 – Kaido Corporation

7. Danuril, Hine – May 5th, 2002 – Jin Corporation

8. Jin, Kai – August 1st, 2003 – Jin Corporation *

These were the men that violated her. Of course, if Kagome had to list everyone who had ever harassed her, the list would've been too long, so she decided that the ones that went on the list were people who have truly hurt her physically, mentally, and emotionally. She remembered each one of these men's names and what they do and what they looked like; they were all engraved in her mind. She saw their faces every time she closed her eyes. Her hatred would grow more and more as each day passed and her heart grew a little colder every day. She stared at Jin Kai's name and glared at it, she rewrote the name over and over until the paper almost ripped from the forceful pressure of the pen. She flipped back to the front of the book skipping through the written pages and began writing:

I will never forget his face. The man who raped me, I wish I could do something to them. I wish I was strong enough to kill them...but I'm not. There is only one fact I know, men are pigs and nothing else. I can't get the feeling of him touching me out of my head. I feel so dirty even though I've already showered and scrubbed myself clean 5 times. Why was I cursed this way? I can't hold back the tears and all I want to do is disappear! I wish I had a different life, I wish my mother never married him! That disgusting man that doesn't care about me or my mama one bit! I hate him! I hate them! I HATE MEN!

THEY ARE WORTHLESS.

She stopped writing as she noticed the colors of her knuckles were turning white. She put the journal away and slowly got into bed trying not to reopen her wounds.

Year: 2008

Kagome examined at herself in the mirror; her wavy-raven-colored hair has grown down to her waist. Her breast finally stopped growing at the ripe size of 36C and her tiny waist curved in daintily. On her, very curvaceous hips, the word 'justice' adorned her pale skin in kanji. She stood at about 5'6 and many would comment on her "coke-bottle" like physique. Many of the women that saw her sneered with jealousy; a body sculpted and gifted by God himself, they would whisper. Although, to Kagome, it was more of a curse from God, rather than a gift. How many men have tried to caress her and take her to their rooms (forcefully) and try to bed her? How many times had she pleaded and screamed (for those who succeeded) to let her go? How many times have perverted men of all ages and shape ogled her? She was disgusted. Men were all pigs, cold and heartless, but even then men being called pigs were an insult to pigs everywhere. They were animals that seek meat and when they find it, stop at nothing to have it. Kagome did her best to hide her growing body when she was younger but rumors among men have spread, "Check out the Kurana Inn's daughter," they would whisper to each other. It made her sick to her stomach. She wanted so bad to have a "non-perfect body" that she went as far as to taped her breasts down to stop them from growing, but it never worked. She tried not eating for a week, but grow they did. It seemed no matter what she did, she was cursed to have this so-called "God-given" body. She laughed at the people who believed in the word "perfect body," they didn't even know the consequences of having it.

"Kagome! How about you serve us some more sake, huh?" a drunken man hollered. Kagome walked over to the bar counter and poured the men more sake. The man grabbed her wrist, "how about you join me tonight huh?" he said, his breath reeking of alcohol.

Kagome jerked her wrist away from the man and continued to serve them.

"What's wrong? Aren't you a little whore anyway?" he said, gulping down his drink, "I know you've slept with other men who've come here, why won't you sleep with me?" the other men ignored him, either they were too drunk to care or they were too afraid; judging by the look of things, the man speaking nonsense was their boss.

"What, do I gotta pay ya?" he asked, he brought out a bunch of cash and slammed it on the table, "this is all I have on me." The man had about 118,590 in yen, which, in U.S. currency is about $1,500. Kagome ignored him and walked over to the table that a couple was sitting at and asked them if they needed anything.

"We're fine, but could you get my lady your finest desert please?" the man asked. Kagome nodded and inwardly glared at the man who ordered, he was obviously checking her out, and in front of his girlfriend nonetheless! 'Men truly are pigs.' She thought.

"Don't turn your back on me you little whore!" the drunken man yelled.

"Hey Tachi, boss, I think she's had enough…" chimed one of the men sitting next to him. Kagome and the young man stared at the pissed off Tachi, Kagome was surprised, to say the least, that a man actually defended her. Tachi fumed and glared at him, "don't fucking tell me what to do. I want this piece of ass and I'm going to get it." He got up and grabbed Kagome's arm.

The man sitting at the other table grabbed his shoulder, "hey man, the lady is just trying to do her job."

"Don't fucking touch me!" he yelled and punched the man—his girlfriend screamed as she ran to him. Kagome looked at the scene in horror, "you're coming with me, bitch."

Kagome pushed him away and began running to her room, her only safe place. Tachi ran after her tackling her and holding onto her feet.

"Boss!" Tachi looked over at his colleague, "Kiren, you either help me or I fire you." Kagome looked over at the man, Kiren, her eyes pleading for him to help her, they widened when he began walking over to her, and Kagome struggled, trying to fight them off.

"Let go of me!" she yelled. 'So money is more important than doing the right thing? I hate men! I absolutely hate them!' she thought as she struggled to get away from Tachi and Kiren.

Tachi slapped her and they brought her into a random room. "Leave," said Tachi. Kiren bowed his head and closed the door. The man began taking off his shirt and pants and Kagome struggled under him, "Let me go you bastard."

"Do you kiss your mother with that mouth young lady?" Kagome spit in his face and he smacked her harshly knocking her unconscious.

Kagome woke up to the sun hitting her face and she looked down at herself. She cried when she was found herself naked under the blanket. She looked at the money lying on the floor and a card: Thank you for last night, it would've have been better if you were conscious, but I had fun. Tachi Hyun. Kagome ripped the card into tiny pieces and stared at the money. She put on her kimono and grabbed the wad of cash. She ran to her room hoping her father wouldn't catch her, knowing him he probably wouldn't have. He was probably too drunk or fucking some bimbo to notice what she does anymore.

"Number 13," Kagome said writing in her journal:

13. Hyun, Tachi – July 9th, 2008 – Hyun Corporation *

She stared at her list and rubbed her finger against the names feeling the indents of the pen, she would've had hundreds of names by now, but not all of them are worth mentioning, "one day," she said to no one in particular. "One day I will get my revenge."

Year: 2010

"Kagome! Kagome get your ass in here!" yelled Satsuhi. The now 17-year-old Kagome hurriedly entered her parent's bedroom and her eyes saddened as she caught a glimpse of her mother, "stop staring at her and come do your job." He said as he threw his kimono in the basket of dirty clothes. Kagome shuddered seeing her father only in his boxers. He walked over to his closest and threw on another kimono. "When you're done with that, go wash the bathhouse, it's pretty dirty," he snickered. Kagome felt nauseous at the thought of what could've possibly happened in the bathhouse.

Kagome nodded her head and watched him leave the room to go tend to the customers. She hurriedly packed the clothes securely into the basket and ran over to her mother, "Mama, are you okay?" her mother turned to her with heavy dark bags under her eyes, she looked so frail and she was so skinny you could practically see every bone in her body. Her eyes had lost it's luster and she looked so defenseless.

"One day I will get you out of here mama. Once I turn 18 I promise I'm going to get us both out of here." She promised giving her mother a kiss and heading off to the laundry room.

I can't wait to hear what you guys think! I wrote this and had the idea quite a few years ago and looking back it now, I'm also wondering where this story will go, but I do hope you enjoyed reading it!

I'd appreciate a review, but no pressure ;)

~ A.F.O.D.