"Damn it!! I'm going to be late for school!"

Amu yelled as she ran out of the house. Amu lived by herself now that she was 18 years old. Ran, Miki, and Suu had gone back into her heart when she turned 14, which is when they defeated Easter. She still missed them terribly. Amu growled as she ran faster. She could not be late. Today was the last day of school for Seiyo High. Amu was a senior and her graduation was in two months.

"Amu!" The pinkette looked up and smiled as she saw her friends Rima and Nagehiko. Those two had gotten together in freshmen year, Amu was happy for them but felt a little jealous that she didn't have anybody. Even Yaya had somebody. Though she was happy for her and Kairi, too. Yeah, after Easter had been defeated, Kairi had come back. Tadase had someone too. After Ran had left and she couldn't transform into Amulet Heart anymore, Tadase gave up on her and started going out with Saaya.((A/N Had too!! XD))

Amu had been very depressed at the time but soon got over it. She realized that he was just a childhood crush and that there would be others. And she was right. Though the person she finally admitted to loving was gone. Yeah, that's right. Amu had admitted that she was in love with Ikuto. She never got to tell him though. Ikuto had left when Easter was gone. That was 4 years ago. Amu had not seen him since the battle and she missed him terribly. "Amu?" She snapped out of her thoughts and looked at her friends. She noticed they had concerned looks on their faces and she smiled slightly.

"I'm fine guys, really." she said trying to reassure them. But Rima wouldn't have it. "It's him again, right?" she asked looking sadly at her best friend. Rima and Nagehiko were the only ones who knew how Amu felt and they had been there for her when she cried for him.

"O-Of course not." Amu said looking away.

"Amu-chan, you're a really bad liar…" Nagehiko said worriedly.

"I'm fine. It's been 4 years, he's free. I know he's not coming back. I realized that already." she said sadly, walking past them so she wouldn't be late for class.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------((After School))

Amu sighed as she walked in her house and ran up the stairs to her room. School had been terrible today. She could not concentrate in any of her classes because she could not stop thinking of Ikuto. When he had left, he hadn't even said goodbye. Utau had told her, saying that he was just fulfilling his wish of being free. 'I guess that meant being free from me, too. I knew he didn't care about me. I was just a toy to him…' she thought to herself sadly. She buried her face in her pillow and started to cry, wishing he was here. That night, she had cried herself to sleep, ignoring the calls from her worried friends.

((Next Day))

Amu chose to stay in bed that morning. Again, she was thinking about Ikuto. "I wonder what he's doing now?" she asked herself. Was he okay? Was he having a good life? Did he have a girlfriend? Amu decided to stop herself from thinking that and sighed. "I wish I could see him again.." she whispered.

"See who, Amu?" a voice spoke form behind her leaving Amu frozen.

Hi everybody. My name's AmutoForever151 You can just call me Rini!

This is my first story so please don't be too mean. I will accept help though!

Disclaimer: I don't own Shugo Chara Peach-Pit does. If I did, Amu and Ikuto would have been together from the beginning XD

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