A Letter of Regret and Pain:
Dear Sirius,
You don't know the pain you've caused me, all these years. I've seen you with all those girls, week after week, year after year. Did you even think of how I'd feel? No, of course not, I'm lowly, lower than scum. But even if I wasn't you wouldn't notice, because you play with emotions you've never felt. I suppose you don't realize it though, because I don't think you could be so cruel. But, none the less, you *do* do it. I could think of a million things to do to you, not one of them good. You would deserve every one of them. But I can't do them to you, not even one of them. Know why? Because I love you! There it is, out in the open. I feel better now, just saying those three little words. I love you Sirius Black and nothing can ever change that. Not that it will ever matter to you. You've never noticed me once, not once. And you probably never will. Afterall, it *is* me we're talking about. I bet you wouldn't notice if I dropped dead right now. That's all I wanted to say.
All my love,
The scum of the earth
PS. Please don't try and contact me, it's better this way.
Dear Sirius,
You don't know the pain you've caused me, all these years. I've seen you with all those girls, week after week, year after year. Did you even think of how I'd feel? No, of course not, I'm lowly, lower than scum. But even if I wasn't you wouldn't notice, because you play with emotions you've never felt. I suppose you don't realize it though, because I don't think you could be so cruel. But, none the less, you *do* do it. I could think of a million things to do to you, not one of them good. You would deserve every one of them. But I can't do them to you, not even one of them. Know why? Because I love you! There it is, out in the open. I feel better now, just saying those three little words. I love you Sirius Black and nothing can ever change that. Not that it will ever matter to you. You've never noticed me once, not once. And you probably never will. Afterall, it *is* me we're talking about. I bet you wouldn't notice if I dropped dead right now. That's all I wanted to say.
All my love,
The scum of the earth
PS. Please don't try and contact me, it's better this way.