AN: Deidara's finale, sort of. It's from his POV, and later he's telling someone else what it's like or something... My brain hurts! I swear I didn't force out any of these rhymes. They all correspond in one way or another. I whipped this up in bits at the most random times ever, so... Love it. Hate it. Digest it. Berate it. And please review. I appreciate it, really!
Embrace of the Inevitable
It was like a passive tone
Until I opened my eyes and finally saw
How this life of mine in all its thrills was really nothing at all
Who had been touched?
Who had felt the caress of brilliance brush their skin?
Burn through it?
Macabre scenes dance through my mind
Beautiful beyond compare to the insightful eye
Be open or you'll never close
Have detail or fall into repose
I'm tired of conforming to your mood
Sick of your standards
Understood?
Let go of the little things and feel the glory
Erstwhile days… I've left the sanctimony
Inspiration was my deprivation
From all familiarity
Like a gift from above
Shunned beyond giving love
And when you feel like all hope has left you
Your bones ache with the weight of years
And time has borne the brunt of your fears
Left not was I for the stagnation
Nothing here, no contemplation
Shying from complacency
Stay uneasy
The less important I make it, the less it can hurt me
The more I know, the more you desert me
When that wellspring of life has run dry
And it really is your moment to die
Will you rot within a worldly tomb?
Fester in a mausoleum?
Does that loom?
Are you afraid?
Or
Will you taste the black light that seeps through your soul?
Step into the heat that swallows you whole
The warmth then the cold
As every fibre of your being broken down
Becomes, oh, so serene
One with the beauty
One with the light
And when it's all over
One with the night
BANG
Stream through the blood of the earth
Float with the currents of the sky
Don't you know?
You've died
Regret all you've lost but wanted to keep
Forget about your past, 'cause you're in too deep
Here we go down into the omnipresent abyss
Let go
Hold that which is intangible
You grasp fate itself
Don't keep it manageable
You've killed yourself
