AN - Hey guys! Here I am with my first fic...^^
Basically it's something that I've been thinking for a while now, how did Tina feel and everything.
Anyway, please review after reading, it's really important to me! As it's my first fic all the comments you have (negative or positive) will really help me with my next fics :) Anything else you want to know feel free to pm me! :D
Enjoy (hopefully) ^^

I don't own Glee or any of its characters (i wish tho xD).

Great, it was just great! Here she was, crying over something she can't change. Why do things have to always suck to her? Why can't she just be happy?

She was supposed to be "The New Rachel", the new female star of New Directions…Rachel herself had expressed her wishes on that matter. But no! Blaine wins the competition! But fine, he's a guy so they would still need a female soloist right? Yeah, but who takes her place? Marley and she had just entered Glee! She's a freaking sophomore for god's sake! And to add to all that injustice, Santana stole her part on Grease (technically it was Unique's part but she had to give it up) and she's not even in McKinley High anymore!

This all sucks and it shouldn't be this way on her senior year but whatever, that's the least. She's not crying over all the injustices that are happening to her at school, she's crying over something impossible, something stupid that her useless mind created and now she can't release herself from it.
She has a crush (more than a crush if you ask her) on a guy that could never love her back. She has a crush on one Blaine Devon Anderson.

It just kind of happened.
This year, her plus Sam, Blaine, Britanny and Artie became closer as they're the only senior members on Glee Club (well besides Joe and Sugar but they don't really count as they're not very sociable). So consequently she started hanging out more with Blaine. They quickly became best friends as they had a lot in common. And when Kurt broke up with Blaine, she was there to comfort him and tell him that everything was going to turn out right.
When he had that crazy idea of going back to Dalton she was really mad, she didn't want to lose him! That's why she kind of freaked out in the choir room and said that to Finn, before he announced that Blaine was transferring back to Dalton. She immediately felt bad about it and went looking for Blaine.
She couldn't find him anywhere but gladly Sam could and together they changed Blaine's mind about transferring.

New Directions lost Sectionals and everything kind of fell in front of her eyes. She couldn't believe that she wouldn't even go to Regionals on her senior year! She blamed Marley and Finn for that and her bitterness dangerously increased.
And then Blaine, with his oh-so-calm-self told her that they needed to move on and had the idea of both of them joining the Cheerios. She desperately needed to do something on her senior year or she would get insane so she gladly accepted the idea and they both joined the Cheerios.
She wasn't even bothered with Sue's constantly mad attacks, she was doing something where she can possibly (almost for sure) win a competition. It ends up only lasting for a day as Finn and Marley find a solution for Glee Club to continue.

Then Christmas comes and she is left all alone.
Blaine is at New York surprising Kurt, and Sam and Brittany are all busy with the Mayan Apocalypse. That gives her time to think about everything and she finds herself wondering how it would be if she could have Mike back. They briefly talked about it when he came to help them on Grease and she just knows that they can't work anymore. They really weren't made for each other after all.
But she really wanted to have a boyfriend, someone who cared about her and who could take her out of this loneliness. She starts thinking about possible guys but she always ends up thinking about Blaine.
'Silly Tina, what are you thinking about? He's 100% gay, he said that himself numerous times before.' But she just couldn't forget it, all the time they've been spending together, how he treats her like a princess every time they hang out…She just wishes he was straight so she could have him. Even when she was with Mike he would never treat her as well as Blaine treats her now and she's just his friend.
He always pays for her when they go to the cinema or when they go have dinner somewhere, he takes her home…he even offered her his jacket once, when they were on the park and she got a little cold. She remembers his exact words 'Tay-Tay it's a bit cold and you're only in a tank top! Do you want my jacket?' he asked, with this cute concerned voice. 'There's no need for it Blaine, you'll get cold without it.' 'Oh, don't be silly! Here, take it.' He said, handing her the jacket.
Thinking back, she guesses that that was the moment where she started to fall for him. 'Damn it Blaine, why do you have to be so charming and such a gentleman?' That's all she thinks about.
In class, she can't keep herself from staring at him while he's on the board or when he does something funny, like that time at the cafeteria where she couldn't keep herself from laughing harder than she would have if she wasn't so attracted to him.

AN - Thanks for reading, next chapter should be up soon! :)