disclaimer: i dont own the charracters but i think i may own the plot. if i dont i'm very sorry to whoever does
authors note: ive been in a wierd mood lately and i just started wondering what Petunia woulkd say to Harry if she had the nerve. this takes place after my story "You Die" in which Petunia says good bye to her sister and James. if you want to read it first you can but it's not a nessesity.
summary: Petunia Dursley wants to say good bye
randome quote i found somewhere: "if only i werent so afraid of my pride, i'd tell you that i love you every day of my life", "pride is a silly thing, it makes us do things we dont want to do just to prove we can. it also prevents us from doing things we do want to do in order to save us from the 'pain'"
Pride
What did Aunt Petunia really want to say as she parted ways with her nephew Harry for what may have been the final time?
My son follows my husband out the front door and, as I go to follow as well, I turn around. I want so bad to run back and just pull you into a hug, but I can't. There isnt enough time for silly displays of affection right now.
I look into your eyes, the ones you share with your mother and I lose my very ability to speak. I can see your mother in you so very much, just in your drive to protect us, the only family you've ever known. I'm sorry Harry, I want to say to you, I'm sorry I never loved you like a mother should have, like your mother would have. As much as I wish for it with all my heart, the words will not leave my tongue. I turn back around and walk out the door of my home with out one last look at you, the only thing I have left of the sister who I loved and secretly miss so very much.
I just want you to know that I'm so very proud of you, that your mum would be proud of you too. May God bless you Harry Potter, what ever that horrid world sends your way, may you not be ruined by it like it ruined your parents, like it ruined me.