Unwanted
There's a hole in my heart,
Where a friend used to be.
She was beautiful and kind and nice to me.
She was loyal I... Failed her,
Acting not as her friend.
She cried,
I saw.
I cried,
Though no one saw.
I loved her.
She never knew.
I have to deal with him now,
Perfect Potter.
He is his father,
Arrogant,
Decietiful,
Disrespectful.
I... I almost hate him.
I can't,
Not truly.
He of course is his mother too,
I can see it in his eyes.
Her eyes,
I am in a predicament.
What can I do?
I owe it to her (To Lily),
To protect him.
She deserves it for what I did,
For just being her.
If only he wasn't so much like his father,
James Potter.