Alexa: Hello! I have decided to do a love triangle, but it's still got Shishi in it like my other story!
Hoho: Which you haven't finished.
Alexa: I wanted to try something different, this story is a journal story not a songfic, and Ritchie is one of the main characters!
Gary: Ritchie?
Ash: Ritchie!
Ritchie: Hi Firefly!
Gary: Firefly?
Alexa: Your not suppose to use that name yet!
Gary: That's cooler then what you make me call Ash.
Ash: You don't love me Gar-Bear? (puppy eyes)
Gary: Of course Ashy-Boy.
Ritchie: What?
Hoho: Let's just move on with the author's note. Those people, who actually read it probably, don't care about your little love problems.
Alexa: But the Disclaimer!
Hoho, Ritchie, Ash, and Gary: YOU DON'T OWN POKEMON!
Alexa: Thank you. (cowers behind the lawyers)
Okay, probably got that this is Yaoi so if ya don't like it, LEAVE NOW. It's also Shishi3, which stands for Ash, Gary, and Ritchie, or Satoshi, Shigeru, and Hiroshi, so get ready for a Gary/Ash/Ritchie triangle, and probably a one-sided Ash/OC. Ohhh, angst… Ohhh! The first two paragraphs in Ash's journal are copied; I got them of a Google search so, I do not own the first to paragraphs of my story.
WARNINGS: Like I said earlier, Yaoi, love triangles, and everything else in an R rated Humor/Angst story. Also, a warning for you reviewers, you flame my story, my charizard flames you. Hehehe, I've always wanted to say that, but please, no flames, please.
Ash's journal
Regular talking
""Ash and pikachu""
OC and Ash
Love, Lust, and Lose
Chapter 1: Diary Days
August 5, 2010
Things haunt us, taunt us, and mock us, as we lay silent in the dark. Only we know why we cry when we're alone, why we cry when we have no reason to other than the lack of life. Perhaps we're crying because a memory resurfaced that we wished would just go away, to just disappear. Or maybe a secret revealed itself. Then there's the possibility that we just needed to cry, and nothing else beyond that. The smallest things set off a waterfall of tears, a dame bursting suddenly and without warning. It happens to the happiest people, and isn't always because the mask finally broke.
As we cry alone in our corners, closets, rooms, pillows, and confined spaces, thoughts haunt you far worse than some people. While at times you can escape those people, you can never escape yourself. For this reason, people have searched endlessly to find a way to wipe their memory clean of whatever haunts them. To find a cure for their misery, and to be eternally happy. It's a silly dream, but it does give people something to live for. The world is a dark place, and the only time it ever has the light is when you choose to see it or make it. Reality can leave scars deeper than those left by a sharp object, however dreams can heal them. Whether it's a dream to find the right person, or a dream to protect all of humanity. Whether you're dream can be achieved, or whether it's improbable… it's still a dream. And to let go of something so precious, is like losing your memories. You never realize until after their gone just how important they really were.
I don't want to lose my dreams. Though they hurt me as well as give me a reason to move on. I want to be the world's greatest pokemon master. I've connected with Pikachu and can talk to him psychically. I've caught 257 pokemon, including three legendaries: articuno, entai, and mew. I'm not sure though if I should go on. Three days from now are the Grand Championships, in Indigo. You have to be invited to go. A helicopter is going to pick me up and take me there tonight. Did I mention Ritchie and Gary are getting on at the same time? Yep their both invited and their both the reason I'm not sure if I can go. I think I'm in love with both. Yes I'm gay, I learned that when I turned down Misty's constant flirting. I don't know if I can battle the guys I love. I don't even know which one I like more…
Hold on journal, Pikachu wants something.
Ashe looked down at the yellow rat at his feet. "What is it Pikachu?"
"Pi pika pika chu, pikapi." She (1) said before switching to telepathy. ""I think someone is outside in the backyard, Ash.""
Ash sighed and looked at his little friend, ""For someone at level 189, your sure are stupid Pikachu. Who'd be in our backyard at 3:00 am?""
Pikachu "huffed" and jumped up on Ash's journal. ""Fine, don't believe me. But I warn you, anymore stupid comments and I thundershock you all the way to Fushia.""
Ash simply laughed, ""Pikachu, you've shocked me so many times I absorb the electricity. Besides, I can just as easily burn you. Give it up.""
Pikachu giggled and jumped off the journal, ""Have it your way. But if you have stalker don't bother me about it.""
Ash sighed and continued writing…
Where was I? Oh yeah, I don't know whether to give it a try with Ritchie or Gary. Maybe I should go for Pikachu's invisible stalker. I swear that pokemon is conceited. Plus she keeps running away with Bulbasaur, I wonder what their up to. Oh no! Bad mental images! Bad Ash! Bad, bad, bad Ash! I think I'm gonna retire journal, see ya later buddy.
Ash switched of the light and slipped into his bed. Meanwhile in the Ketchum backyard, a shadow whispered to itself, "Sleep tight my little Fire Flower, it's the last night of sleep you'll get in a while." before disappearing into the shadows.
TBC…
BREAKLINE
So what did you guys think?
Gary: I thought it was terrible!
Ritchie: Yeah!
Gary, Ritchie: (pointing at each other) He's in it!
Ash: I thought it was cool.
Alexa: Thanks Ash.
Drake: At least I was in this chapter.
Alexa: (hides Drake behind a rock) You're still an OC! They can't see you!
Hoho: Okay…Please review.