A/n: Hello~! And I hope you are ready,darlings~! Today I'm going to take you on a feels trip~! I don't know what it is about this ship but I love to make them like they are off again on again...I don't know... Read and review~!

"Germany?" I whisper across the bed softly. I reach to touch him but he isn't in bed. Where could he be? I get up dressed in one of his big button up shirts and go looking for him.

"Doitsu?" I open the door quietly to his office to see him sitting at his desk doing work.

"DOITSU~!" I rush toward him and hug him. He smells nice. Like beer and cigarettes. "Why weren't you in bed with me,Doitsu?"

"I have work to do." I sigh sadly,he's always working. I let go of him.

"Are you hungry,Doitsu~?" I smile brightly trying to make him smile as well. "I could make you some pasta-"

"No thank you,Italy." I look down at my small hands. He hasn't even looked at me.

"Doitsu? Can I help you~?" I hear him sigh loudly. "Doit-''

"OUT! I have important work to do! And you are annoying me!" I jump at his words. I hold back tears.

"O-okay Doitsu. I-im-a sorry." I walk to the door. "I-im gonna make pasta."

I make my way down to the kitchen. I start making my pasta. "Where is the sauce?" I look around for the pasta sauce but I can't find it. I could ask Germany,but I'd annoy him again.

The pasta finishes and I eat the noodles with a little butter. I don't eat a lot of them because there was no sauce.

I hear heavy footsteps coming down the stairs. I rush to the sink and start washing dishes,making myself useful.

"Ve~ I'm doing the dishes,Germany~!" I turn around to smile at him but he ignores me and walks out the door.

"Wait! Doitsu!" I run to the door and open it calling after my boyfriend. "Germany!"

He turns and looks at me I blush because I only have his shirt on. "What,Italia?" He walks a little closer to me.

"Y-you forgot a goodbye kiss." I look at him expecting him to come and kiss me but he looks over at his friends waiting in their car. He turns away from me.

"Oh. I'll be back,Italy. I won't be long." He walks over to the car and gets in. I watch them drive away. I wave at my Germany but he is talking to his friends.

Germany has been acting different lately. Always going out with his friends and leaving me at home. He hardly ever kisses me anymore or takes me on dates. He promised he would take me out tonight to dinner at a very fancy place.

"He's gonna be better~! He loves me~! And I love him~!" I smile to myself and go back upstairs to get ready for my date with my Doitsu.

I'm wearing my really nice black tux. I straighten my tie. I'm so short compared to Germany. And I look even shorter in this outfit,but I think Doitsu will love it. I giggle to myself tonights going to be so fun!

I go downstairs to see if Germany is back home yet. I see the car pull up and Germany get out. He looks so handsome in his jeans and black tank top. His jacket is thrown over his muscular shoulders.

I wait at the door for him to come in. When he opens the door I smile. "Welcome home,Germany~! I missed you~!" I open my eyes. The tall blonde is just staring at me.

"Why are you wearing that? Are you going on a date?" I giggle,thinking Germany is making a joke. I hit his arm softly.

"Haha,Doitsu,very funny. Remember what you said we would do tonight?"

I look back up at him. I can tell he doesn't remember anything about our date.

"Doitsu? You s-said you would take me to that really fancy restaurant. Remember~?" He looks confused.

"When did I say that?" I look down at my polished black shoes.

"Y-yesterday." What's wrong with him!? He has to remember our date! I am his boyfriend!

"Oh. Well I can't go tonight. I have more work to do." My eyes fill with tears.

"B-but you promised! A-and I'm all d-dressed up!" I sniffle and wipe a tear away with my sleave.

"I'm sorry,Italy. Maybe next week. Okay?" I nod,not wanting to look at him. Is he ashamed of me? Why isn't he loving on me like he used to? Am I unattractive? Am I too short? My mind fills with bad thoughts.

"D-doitsu? Kiss m-me?" He sighs and pats my head. He's not going to kiss me? Did I do something?

He pulls away from me and walks to his study,closing the door behind himself. I go to my room and cry.

Why is Germany acting this way? Did I disappoint him? What did I do? I get some paper to write Germany a letter.

'Dear Doitsu,h-hi. Um...How have you been? I'm okay,just a little lonely because you don't want to spend time with me. Did I do something to make you mad,Doitsu? Am I a disappointment? Am I not tall enough? If I'm not I'm sorry. Cause I can't help that I'm little. Why won't you kiss me? I'm too ugly,right? I'm sorry,Germany. And I'm annoying. I'm the worst boyfriend ever. I can't even make you happy at all. I always try to make you smile but you only smile when you're with your friends. Y-you have to work alot,I know. But I guess I'm not that important anymore. I will leave you alone more,Doitsu. So you can work and have fun with your friends. You won't have to worry about me. I'll stay and leave you alone. But I'll love you from a distance,okay? I love you,Doitsu.

Love,your Feliciano.❤'

I knock softly on Germanys study door. I hear him get up. He opens the door. "Italia? What is it?" I hold out the letter I wrote him and he takes it.

"G-goodnight,Doistu." I bow and shuffle off to the spare room I used to use when I was Ludwig's roommate. Only his roommate and nothing more.