12-05-2010
What did I do to deserve this life? What did I do to deserve the people in it? Every now and then I wonder this. Five years ago I had a terrible accident, and since then I have been treated differently, in a bad way. I feel like I can't do anything right anymore. I feel like a prisoner trapped in my own body. Is that normal? Normal, what exactly is normal? Everything I say is never good enough. This life isn't good enough. People always second guess me, talk to me like I'm slow and treat me like a child. They want me to be the same, but if they look hard enough I am still here, I am still me. I didn't go anywhere; I am just mourning my own loss. It'll take time and I want everyone to realize that. I will write more later. Thank you for your time.