The light streamed through Emily´s window. Emily shifted and felt the warm body pressed against her chest. Her legs were tangled with the other girl´s. She took a moment just to look at her. She smiled God, she is beautiful. Emily knew the girl was awake too, even though Paige had her eyes closed, Emily knew her too well, she was probably just trying to believe that last night had been real.
"Paige?" Emily whispered to the girl who lied in her arms.
"Yeah?" the girl answered with her eyes closed and her head resting on her lover´s chest after she had given herself completely to Emily Fields.
"I love you." Emily said firmly before placing a soft kiss over Paige´s head and closing her eyes, taking the other girl´s scent in.
Paige took a deep breathe, analyzing the words she had just heard. She sighed loudly, reluctant to open her eyes; Emily Fields had just told her that she loved her, but Paige couldn´t believe it; she had always felt that every time she was with Emily, every time she touched her, every time she felt her breathe on her skin, every time Emily just stared at her, every time Emily smiled because of something that she had said, all those little things made her feel like she was going to wake up on her bed, three months earlier without Emily; but now… this is real, she thought, this is actually happening. Paige wrapped her right arm around Emily´s waist and rested her head on Emily´s shoulder- the one resting on the pillow.
Emily smiled knowing what the other girl could be thinking. She hugged the girl tighter and got closer to the other girl´s face. "Paige?" She said again, both of them opened their eyes and looked at each other "Yeah?" said Paige.
"I love you." Emily said again, caressing Paige´s cheek, Paige closing her eyes at the contact.
But in moments like this one, when everything seemed to be perfect, they were dragged out of that dream they were sharing. This is wrong, Paige kept hearing inside her head, I shouldn´t have done this.
I´m Going to hell, Emily thought, I have always had that passage that is going to send me straight to hell. But, God I love her; I´m so in love with her.
Being in love is so different from loving, but some people don´t get that. You can love your parents, your friends, your can´t be in love with two people at the same time. When you fall in love you could do anything for that person if that´s what will keep their soul and heart safe, even if to do it, you will have to let them go. And Emily was in love with Paige, but she was scared, scared that if she came out, she would make Paige suffer. She was terrified of losing her, and terrified of hurting her.
So... what do you guys think? Should I continue?