I could feel him slamming into me, screaming my name as he climaxed, I began to reach my end when someone nudged my shoulder, making me realised none of that was real, just my imagination. I look up and realise that everyone is starring at me. I turn and look at Sam when Mr Singer, my history teacher says,
"You can't ask for help Castiel, I asked you only!" Sam shifted nervously, this was the third class I'd drifted off in today, I know he's beginning to wondering what I'm thinking about it I can't tell him because its not right to think about your mates older brother the way I do. Mr Singer clears his throat, "Penny for your thoughts?" I stammer and reply,
"I don't know the answer Mr Singer..." Sam gasps, now he knows something's wrong because this is my favourite class.
The bell rang about 10 minutes after I didn't answer the question. Mr Singer asked me to stay behind after class. He gave me the whole "You're a great student don't lose focus now!" speech, but I barely paid attention because I needed to figured out what to tell Sam because I know he wants an explanation, thats why he's outside the classroom. Once I left the door way Sam was on my case.
"What happened back there Cas? You pretty much blacked out."
"I don't think I'm ready to tell you yet Sam. It's complicated." I replied, arriving at my locker. Sam jumped in front of me as I was about to open the locker.
"Too bad Castiel! You've been like this since Saturday when you met my brother Dean. Did something happen between you guys?" He asked with a demanding tone.
"No Sam, nothing happened." I mutter in reply. Thinking to myself "only now I'm dreaming about your brother and I sleeping together." I don't think the pool was the best place to meet Dean with his sparkly green eyes and toned body. Sam sighed pulling me out of my daze.
"Nothing happened Sam! I'll tell you when I'm ready." I snap as I push him off my locker.
"Fine! Dean's picking me up, did you want a lift home?" Sam asked leaning on another locker. I thought about the offer, if i said No Sam would know something's going on, but if I say Yes Sam will be fine, but Dean will be there. I decided it was easier to say yes.
"Sure Sam. Where should i meet you after class?"
"The office, that's where Dean's meeting me. I got to go Cas, see you after school and try to stay focused in class." Same replied, raising his fist for a fist bump.
"Alright, see you then." I reply, raising my own fist before collecting the stuff for my next class.
After class I made my way to the office and found out Sam wasn't there yet. I heard my name being called, I turned to find out who it was who called me.
"Hello Dean." I said, my voice seeming deeper then usual.
"How are you Cas?" He asked, my name sounding amazing as it's released from his lips.
"I'm alright. Sam said you guys could give me a lift?" I reply as my heart pounds, the tight fitting black shirt looks so sexy on Dean it's hard to stay focused.
"Sure, that will be alright, Sam did say he was going to ask you."
"Dean, Cas." We turned to see Sam arrive, which was a blessing in disguise. "Ready?" Sam asked us, looking at me funny.
"What Sam?" I ask, looking nervously at my feet.
"Nothing, you'll tell me when you're ready." Sam replied, as if he knew what was going on already.
The drive home was uneventful but I spent the rest of the night worrying about how I was going to tell Sam I was gay, and that I was falling for his brother. Then around 2 am I decided Love is Love, why put a label on it. I fell asleep thinking of what Sam's reaction would be at school.
AN: Thank you SO much to those of you who have liked and followed my story so far! it means a lot. I'll try and get chapter 2 up soon.