The Story of a Girl Who Can't Get Enough
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You know when you wonder what's in life you have never figured out? Well, this is an example of this.
She had a feeling in her throat and in her stomach. She didn't know what it was really. It was a feeling like… she wanted more. But of what? More cloths? A video game? The books she couldn't find? A lover? Maybe that was it. She only was 13 though. She had her first boyfriend in the last school year-seventh grade. It was summer now. No… maybe she missed her friends she hadn't seen since summer stared. She sighed in her head. She had been thinking about Adrian lately. No… she probably just had too much on her mind. I mean, she could close her eyes (leave them open too) and see every mistake she has every made a mentally slap herself for it. Even if it happened years ago. She looked out the car window and just… broke down. Not on the outside-oh no, she kept her feelings inside, so she wouldn't get hurt- but in the inside. Her mind just… broke down. The feeling got worse. Then she found out what it was. That horrible, horrible feeling. It was desire. Now all she had to do is found out what that feeling was to. Was it about not seeing Crayton or Bodee or-heaven above-Sam everyday at school? Was she longing-no desiring- for someone? A friend, someone new, or just someone other than her family? Was she lonely? She sighed again. It was confusing-her thoughts, her mind, her heart. Was it something else? Her life was prefect- she had a house to live, food on the table, all her family(which was middle class to rich, money wise) cloths, great friends- everything a girl could ask for. What was it? What was it? WHAT was it? Maybe it was that boy. The one at Books-A-Million. The one who was cute and read some things she did. No… she thought shaking her head. Could it be she was going to see her cousin - who she hadn't seen in years- next week? She didn't know and she didn't want to dwell on it either. It was probably that see hadn't seen Adrian since school let out- she still kind of liked him. Yeah that was… and the fact she didn't find the books she had been wanted to read for the past few weeks. Yeah those were the reasons. But when she when to bed that night, the feeling was still there, and it would be until she learned that what she had was enough.
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