Drown
Disclaimer-I don't own Percy Jackson, it's a shame though Nico is yummy.
As he breathes in the sea salt air and feels sand beneath his feet,
He wonders if Annabeth is thinking of him
They broke up last year
When he found her with a half naked Conner Stoll
In the boy's bathroom
She was kissing Conner like she kissed him everyday
Later he found out that she knew he was coming
Purposely she kissed Conner
Trying to get a message across
He felt this emptiness
This pain that he'd never felt before
He felt so Emo, when he was depressed
Even Nico told him he was becoming like that
And Nico was Emo himself
Katie and Travis tried to talk to him
Travis apologized on his brother's behalf
It was ok
He tried to reason
And act like he didn't spend the whole day in
Sweats watching cartoons with ice-cream
He sounds like a brokenhearted teenage girl
Because he is a brokenhearted teenage guy
He does mope for days
Till he gets a dumb message at the door
In a green envelope
It's from Annabeth
With his name written neatly on the front
He tears it open
Way too eager
She's telling him that she's sad about how things happened
And that when summer comes along she'd love to talk to him
But when summer rolls along he finds her and Conner holding hands
The same hand he held months ago
He turns away and throws the letter that he saved purposely
In the trash
She wanted to tell him she was cheating on him for the whole relationship
They had
She's sorry for it
But she just wanted to let him know
She has tears in her eyes as he punches Stoll
And walks away
He deserved it for taking her away from him
Conner was stupid too
Because two months later she was with another guy
Then another guy
And another guy
He thinks they'd realized she was playing them
Just like she played him
He can remember everything
He can remember it all and it hurts
He feels numb and he wants to punch Conner again
But most importantly he wants to feel again
He can't feel sadness
He can't even be mad at Annabeth
He starts to get mad at himself
Like he was the one that made Annabeth do it
He feels insecure and scared
So he goes to the beach
While there he realizes that maybe it wasn't him
Maybe Annabeth was made some way
Like she isn't sure who she wants
Like when you see a whole bunch of candy
You can't choose so you grab
Skittles
M&M's
Hershey's
And sour patches
In the end he thinks
Annabeth will get pushed in same direction
Soon someone will be choosing her and
Skittles
M&M'S
Hershey's
And sour patches
He wants comeuppance
But never acts on it
He doesn't want her to hurt even though he went through
Hell for her
So he sits on the pier the next year
Drawing circles in the sand
Sometimes wishes he could drown
Sink to the bottom of the sea
And never come up
He's tried because that's the only way he wants to go
He always gets saved by
Poseidon
He wants to surrender his soul to the ocean
He wants to become part of it
He wants to be the sea
He can't he really can't
As he thinks about the lives he's saved
And the people who he's seen die
And the people he's seen grieve
He wants to believe if he does he'll be another person to die
His family and friends will be the people grieving
And this way he'll be another person saved
He can save himself
Now As he breathes in the sea salt air and feels sand beneath his feet,
He wonders if Annabeth is thinking of him
They broke up last year
And he's still in his angst-y stage
He wades in the water
And wishes he could drown
Woe I am so full of angst. I don't know where it's coming from. Like I just ate an angst sandwich and this is the effects. Well huzza, huzza. I will make more angsty one shots and let you read them. Say hello to my talking rabbit.
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