Nothing. Elena felt nothing in my heart, soul, or mind. It had been 5 years since she'd seen Damon and she feel nothing for him since the night he kicked her out and said that from all the stuff they'd been though- from high school to the very second didn't matter anymore. Through all the bad times, they'd find their way back to each other and continue the love that they'd shared for all those years. There was many obstacle that they faced, but all together. Elena wondered how that one little mistake from both accounts end a relationship that was whole and unbreakable. But it did and there is nothing that can mix it.
She do think how life could be if he'd asked her to marry him and the beautiful children they could have had- with his ocean blue eyes and her chocolate hair. If a boy, he'd act just like Damon with those eyes pouring into your soul. The girl would be split image of Elena with her chocolate eyes and smile that would light up anyone's world. She has always thought about it, but what about Damon. Damon crossed her mind mostly everyday and wondered what he was doing in life. She was sure he had found a wife- or at least a girlfriend and was in stable relationship. Was the girl short or tall or blond or brunette? For someone who didn't care anymore, why was she caring so much about him? Maybe because she was lying to herself about her feelings about Damon and that she misses him everyday that she's been away from the love of her life and who God had send her to spend eternity with.
For Damon, his life was nothing like what Elena expected it to be. He had no special person in his life, no one he could cuddle with and cry his problems away, or just to love. The night he kicked Elena, his whole world stop right before his eyes and would never be the same. It has been 5 years, but it feels like 20 years. Elena was his reason for life- for breathing and that night was the most horrible day of his life. Slamming that door meant that he was closing that chapter in his life and hoping for another to open, but it didn't. He'd also tried to open his heart to someone else, but it belonged to Elena. All the shit that they'd been through made them stronger but very fragile and with every argument it drained more and more from them. He missed the little way she rub his back after a long day and sing in a horrible just to make him angry.
Their relationship was based off of small things, but their love was huge. It was passionate, but simple. Just two people who were crazy for each other! They'd been separated from each other and lied to themselves about their feelings, but both knew deep down that their love was still there in full force, just waiting to be connected. Both knew that when reunited again and staring eye-to-eye, all of their memories would flood into their brain and they would once again be together and never separated.
