Alistair,
A lot has happened since the Battle of Denerim, things I can't even believe. My sister Rica has been named ambassador of our people. She told me that the assembly is considering naming me a paragon. Can you believe it? To think I used to be a thug from Dust Town, and yet I've accomplished more than even some nobles have in their entire lives. It's hard to believe, isn't it?
My exile from Orzammar has even been lifted. I could go home if I so choose. After everything that happened, however, I'm not sure I'm ready to go back just yet. Living in the Diamond Quarter seems like such a big change from where I used to live in Dust Town. It'll take some getting used to for sure.
I also earned my place within the warrior caste. Both my sister and my mother were promoted to nobility, and my nephew has been promised a clan of his own when he becomes of age. My mother also sobered up. She was inspired by my heroism to finally be the mother Rica and I deserve. I'm honestly surprised, but also very grateful. Everything is finally turning up for me, but it seems a waste without you here with me.
Queen Anora has named me the Hero of Ferelden. It doesn't seem right. You were the one to kill the Archdemon, not me. Wynne explained to me the need for my new title. She said the people need a hero that they can look up to. I understand this, but it doesn't make me any less uncomfortable. I wish you were here with me to share in the glory. I know you never cared for such things, but you deserve all the credit, not me. For this I promise you I will spread tales of your heroism wherever I go. There won't be a city in Ferelden who doesn't know your name and what you did for us all.
I decided to take some time away from the Grey Wardens and continue my travels. I just need time to process everything that's happened. I don't know what will come after that. I suppose once I'm ready I'll return and help rebuild the Grey Wardens. The blight may be over, but my duty never ends. I love you so much, Alistair, and I miss you every day. I will never forget you, but I must be strong.
With much love,
Natia