note- i will update my other story in a day or two. but i had to do this! this song is so good!
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-natalie
It's been a month
A month since
The last time
Blair and I talked
It's been one shitty month
The only good thing that has happened
Is that I moved back in the
Lily, Serena and Eric
(and occasionally Rufus)
Nate and I have talked a little
But he's more focused on him and Vanessa
Then anything else
Blair used to the be the friend I always have
But now it seems like that she is actually gone
I woke up on the one-month anniversary
Of our little elevator debacle
I got out of bed
"Shit"
I tripped on my shoes
Great, it's going to a perfect day!
I stumbled into shower
My feet are killing me
After bathing myself
And getting dressed
I walked downstairs
"Chuck, Good Morning!"
Lily said
"Good morning Lily."
I said while rubbing my eyes
"Chuck"
Serena said while walking down the stairs
"Serena."
I returned to her
While plopping on top of the chair
"Mom, I'm going to Dan's! Ill see u later! Bye Chuck!"
"Bye Serena."
I said in a no enthused tone
Serena nodded and walked out the door
"Charles, are you okay? You haven't seen like yourself for a while."
"I'm fine, Lily"
"No, you aren't Charles, is this about your father and the whole Jack drama?"
"No Lily, I am over that, I have to go!"
I said while getting off my chair
"Charles wait…"
I already walked upstairs back to my room
God she keeps sounding like a worried mother
She is so nosy, just like Bla…
"Stop it Chuck"
I said while hitting my arms
I fell onto my bed
And rubbing my eyes
I leaned over and tapped the radio on
"This song goes out to the lovers in the UES, and remember the heart never lies"
The radio announcer said
I rolled my eyes
But kept on listening
Some People Laugh
I love it when Blair laughs
It's like perfection
Some People Cry
I hated seeing Blair cry
I hated it more when it was my fault she was crying
Some People Live
I have had so many moments when I feel like nothing matters
And I feel like dying
Blair is always the one to made me happy again
Some People Die
People die just like my mom and dad
But some people leave
And stop caring
And Some People Run
Right into the Fire
I always leave Blair
I always run away from my problems
Instead of facing them
And Some People Hide
Their Every Desire
I always hide my feelings
It has happened several times with Blair
Damn why didn't I tell her that I love her
God I regret that everyday
But We Are The Lovers
If You Don't Believe Me
Then Just Look Into My Eyes
Cause The Heart Never Lies
Blair and I inevitable
She doesn't believe it anymore
But I need to make her believe
Again
Love conquers all
Some People Fight
I would fight through anything or anyone
To get to the one I love
Some People Fall
I will always have Blair's back
I will watch her fall
Just to see her rise back up again
Others Pretend
They Don't Care At All
When I see Blair now
She acts like she doesn't care about me or love me at all
But I know her
She can't get over us that quickly
If You Wanna Fight
I'll Stand Right Beside You
The Day That You Fall
I'll Be Right Behind You
Blair always stood through with me
Through all my hardships
She cared
When I thought no one did
To Pick Up The Pieces
If You Don't Believe Me
Just Look Into My Eyes
Cause The Heart Never Lies
I need to fix this
I love her
I need to prove to her that
I believe in me
and most importantly
Us
-I looked at my phone and saw there a picture of her, smiling
She was so radiant; it was from my dad's wedding
Everything was perfect then, before I screwed it all up,
But I'm done screwing up; I'm done hurting Blair
I'm done with being " Chuck Bass" UES lothario, I'm done with it all, all I want to is to be with Blair, if changing myself is what it takes, then I will-
Woahhh Woahhh………
I grabbed my coat
And sprinted downstairs
"Charles, where are you going?"
"To tell the women I love, how I feel"
I responded
"Ok, tell Blair I say hi!"
Lily said
" Ok"
I said back while chuckling
I sprinted downstairs
I ran through the lobby
To my limo
"Arthur, Miss Waldorf's house as fast as you can!"
I told him
And he responded with a nod
The same song was playing the car
It got me thinking again
Another Year Over
And Were Still Together
It's been a year since the first time I really broke Blair's heart
And I swear to never do that again
If all goes well
I hope next year this time
I will be writing my vows
It's Not Always Easy
But I'm here Forever
This hasn't been the easiest time
Between Blair and I
But I plan to change it
I'm through with messing everything up
I need to prove to her I'm worthy
"Mr. Bass, we are here!"
"Ok, thank you Arthur"
I ran out my limo and go into the elevator
They same one where
Exactly one month ago
When and where
Blair and I "broke up"
I could hear the song coming from her house
Yeah We Are The Lovers
I Know You Believe Me
"Dorota, who's on the elevator?"
"I don't know miss. Blair? Maybe you should go and check, me busy now."
I heard footsteps
And then I heard the ding
When You Look Into My Eyes
There she was
She looked mad/ surprised
But still beautiful as always
Cause The Heart Never Lies
Cause The Heart Never Lies
" Chuck."
"Blair."
"Bass, what are you doing here?"
"I'm here too see you and to tell you something"
"And this something is… I don't have all day here"
"Ok then Blair, so if you don't know today is one month since, you threw those flowers at me. I have been depressed since, it also hasn't been better moving back in with Serena, cause I see you more. Its hard everyday seeing you and I think how big of a jackass I am for giving us up. You make me laugh and cry, I would die for you and live to be around you, I'm sick of running. I fight for you and I will catch you when you fall. It has been a year since I have hurt you in that bar and I have been hurting you ever since. But I'm done! I'm done with messing up, giving up, sleeping around and I'm done not believing in my self and most importantly us. But I will never be done with you. I think that I'm trying to say is- that I love you. I want to be with when you cry, laugh, fall and fight. I want to live the rest of my life with you until we die. I'm done with screwing up. Blair I love you and I am truly with all my heart sorry."
She looked in awe
I'm not sure if it was a bad awe or a good awe
" Chuck"
I looked up
And looked her in the eyes
"I accept your apology. But on one condition."
She got up all close to me
And kissed my neck in between everything she said
"We have to go to the movies~ hold hands~ go on romantic dates~ display an enormous amount of public display of affection~ and love~ and never cheat~ on each other~ for as long~ as we both ~ live~."
The last kiss was on the lips
It was amazing
I haven't kissed her since
Last year
It has been way long
"I love you Blair"
She smiled
And I smirked
"Love you too Bass"
I grabbed her hand and lead her toward the bedroom
"Oooo Chuck and Blair holding Hands… Check!"
She giggled
And we made our way into the bedroom
Cause The Heart Never Lies