Chapter 1
In this story Ritsuka and Soubi have been together for five years now. Soubi is Ritsuka's protector and he is his fighter. Seimei is not dead (just like in the manga) but Ritsuka and Soubi still don't know that. Also they are in the same college and in the same class. Everything seems to go well but fate has other plans for the couple. (also this is going to be a m-preg so if you don't like it than don't read it.)
The sun was shining on my face when I woke up. Soubi was still sleeping. 'He probably worked most of the night yesterday to finish his part of our assignment.' I thought as I watched him sleep so peacefully. That made me think about the night he took my ears.
Flashback
"Soubi what would you like to do today. I mean it is our fifth anniversary today?" I asked him when we were both dressed. It was Saturday so we didn't have school today and we both slept in. Normally I wouldn't because of the homework I need to do but it was already finished so I allowed myself a day's rest.
"I don't know. What does Ritsuka want to do?" Soubi answered directing the question back at me. He watched as I shrugged my shoulders and waited. I had been thinking about today allot actually. It is five years today that we are together. We haven't done anything beside some kissing seeing as I was too young and not ready to take the next step. But now that it is five years I think I am ready for the next step. The only problem is that I don't know how to tell him. I can't just say I want to have sex.
"Well what about going for some diner later tonight and then watching a movie?" I asked a little hesitatingly.
"Alright I know the perfect place to get diner." He said nodding, then he got his phone out and dialed a number. I listened as he made a reservation for tonight. When he was done he closed his phone and looked back at me.
"So what do you want to do in the meantime. I mean we still have a couple hours." Soubi said. He sat back down on our bed where I was sitting. Not knowing what I wanted to do I shrugged my shoulders.
"Oh I know. Let's go to the mall." Soubi said jumping from the bed and pulling me to my feet. I immediately started laughing and nodded. So we went to the mall until it was time for our diner. Soubi had made a reservation at a very expensive restaurant. I was overwhelmed by the architecture of the place and immediately started wondering who would have made all this. Soubi noticed I was really distracted so he got my coat off and handed it to the woman behind the counter. Another woman brought us to our table. I noticed they both almost drooled over my very handsome boyfriend and I shot the latter a glare as if saying 'mine'. The woman didn't seem faced by it and handed Soubi the menu and some of her charms. My menu was quickly placed on the table in front of me. It irritated me she was trying to steal my boyfriend even if he didn't even notice her.
"What can I bring you?" She asked only looking at Soubi. I wanted to answer but Soubi was faster.
"We just want a bottle of water and some privacy if you don't mind. That is all for now." Soubi said not even looking at her, his gaze was only on my face. I tried to keep the smile from my face but failed miserably. The waitress nodded getting the message and disappearing.
"What are you so happy about?" Soubi asked me a small smile on his lips.
"Nothing." I responded but my smile grew even bigger if that was even possible. We talked until the waitress came back and took our orders. Then we fell silent neither of us wanting to break the silence. I fumbled with my napkin avoiding eye contact with Soubi. I hoped the food would arrive soon so I can focus on something else.
"You seem nervous Ritsuka. Is something the matter?" Soubi asked worried. My head shot up and I quickly shook it.
"No-nothing's wrong. It is just I've never eaten in such a place." I answered. My voice trembled betraying my real feelings. I inwardly scolded myself and tried to calm myself down. The food arrived and we enjoyed the meal making small talk as he ate. When we were done Soubi paid the bill and we went to the movie theatre. I let Soubi pick out the movie because I really wasn't paying attention. It seemed Soubi understood I just needed time so he picked one and we went to get popcorn and some potato chips. Soubi let me to the correct room and to the right seat.
"Ritsuka are you sure you're alright. It seems you are very nervous." Soubi said when he also sat down in the seat beside me. I nodded again not trusting my voice to be steady. 'Why does he need to be so observant today.' I thought as I turned my head to the screen. They were only playing some commercials but they were suddenly very interesting. Soubi stayed silent until the movie started playing.
"I know you are nervous. I just don't get why just try to enjoy the movie. I think you like it." Soubi said suddenly. Before I could answer to him he had turned and made it clear he wasn't going to answer. I sighed heavily and then tried to focus on the movie. Soubi had been right, it was a very good movie and it helped to get my mind at ease. When the movie ended I got up to put my coat on but Soubi didn't stand. He just watched the screen until most of the people had already left. Suddenly Soubi got up and hugged me close. The motion startled me and made me tremble.
"What is wrong with you Ritsuka. You make me worry so much. I just don't know what I have to do." Soubi said in my ear and then he let me go. I smiled at him knowing he cared so much for me. That made me make a decision and I took his hand.
"Don't worry about me Soubi. I really am fine, come on let's go home." I said pulling him towards the entrance. Soubi chuckled behind me and then he walked beside me.
"It seems you are eager to get home. Why the hurry?" He asked. I shrugged my shoulders and continued my way home. Soubi didn't say anything until we were standing before our door.
"Alright we are home. Would you tell me what you are planning?" Soubi asked stepping inside. I just shook my head and walked after him. I quickly walked to the bathroom and closed the door before Soubi could follow after me. I was shaking and with deep breaths tried to calm myself down. A knock on the door made me jump then I heard Soubi.
"Ritsuka! Open this door right now. What is wrong did I do something?" Soubi shouted angry and then he sounded confused. I took a deep breath. 'it was now or never.' I thought. Then I threw open the door and jumped Soubi who was standing in front of the door. I took his head between my hands and started kissing him. At first he didn't respond but after I bit his lip he let me in and started kissing back. He soon took control and invaded my mouth. he pulled away when we were both in need of oxygen.
"What was that Ritsuka. First you don't want to touch me and now you start kissing me all of a sudden. I just don't get it." Soubi said a little out of breath. I just couldn't bring myself to saying what I wanted so I took his hand and lead him to our bedroom. All the while Soubi just looked confused, not knowing what I was doing. Once we were in the bedroom I pushed Soubi onto the bed and crawled on him. I straddled him waist and started kissing him again. Soubi didn't seem to mind, he went along whit what I did. I gathered my courage and pulled away then I took the bottom of his shirt and started sliding it up so his toned abs were becoming visible. Slowly Soubi caught on to what I was doing and he stopped me.
"Wow Ritsuka, are you sure?" He asked as he took my hand in his. I just nodded, not trusting my voice. Soubi sat up and looked me deep in the eye as if searching for something.
"You don't need to do this because I want too alright. I said I wanted to wait until you were ready so I will wait." Soubi said gently lifting me up and placing me beside him. I started feeling foolish because I was acting this way but I really wanted to do this.
"Soubi," I whispered his name to get his attention, "I really want to. I have been thinking about it for a while now and I decided I'm ready for this." I said still barely audible. Soubi quickly turned to me and took my hand.
"You have to be sure you want this. When you go through with this I don't want you to regret your choice." Soubi said looking very serious. I sighed, then looked him in the eye and nodded. This seemed enough encouragement because Soubi quickly pushed me further on the bed and crawled on top of me. He started nipping at my neck where he knew I had a weak spot. I moaned grabbing Soubi's upper arms.
"I have been looking forward to this Ritsuka. I'm glad you choose for me." Soubi whispered against my skin.
"Aah…who else… would I choose." I said between pants. This feeling was so new to me. Soubi had been kissing me a lot but this was so different. Soubi chuckled and kissed me invading my mouth with his tongue. I kissed back enjoying the taste of Soubi. He slowly let his hands glide down to the bottom of my shirt and pulled it off me. I shivered in cheer anticipation. Soubi threw my shirt over his shoulder and then he kissed me again. He left a trail of kisses from my jaw line to my bellybutton. When he dipped his tongue in it I yelped. I watched as Soubi trailed his tongue over my abdomen back up and over my nipple. I moaned as he took it in his mouth and sucked while he pinched the other with his hand.
"Oh god Soubi." I moaned as I let my head fall back on the pillow. Soubi sucked a little more before he kissed his way down to the waistband of my pants. He carefully opened him and pulled my pants down. I tried to cover myself up but Soubi smiled and took my hands.
"Don't please. You are so handsome Ritsuka. Please don't be shy." Soubi said and kissed my fingers. I nodded my head and tried to get comfortable. Soubi pulled of my shoes and then threw my pants somewhere in the room. I was now only clad in my boxers. My breath was fast and shallow from the anticipation. Soubi pulled of his own shirt and kicked out his pants. We were both only clad in boxers. I looked over Soubi with delight. 'he is all mine and mine alone.' I thought as Soubi crawled back on top of me. He rubbed our erections together making me hiss and gasp in surprise. Soubi dipped his hand beneath my boxer to stroke my member softly. I arched my back of the bed trying to get more of the friction. Soubi complied by stroking me a couple of times. Then he let go of my member and I whined in disappointment. Soubi chuckled then pulled my boxer down. Before I could even say a word he kissed the tip and traced the slid on the top with his tongue. I moaned at the feeling it was so overwhelming.
"Aaah Soubi." I screamed. I didn't know what this all was. The feeling was all so new to me that it frightened me. "Stop!" I screamed but as soon as Soubi did I begged him not to stop.
"If you are going to yell stop at me and then don't stop I think it's a good idea to use a stop word. That way I know when I really need to stop." Soubi said as he lifted his head up to look at me. I couldn't say a word so I just nodded my head.
"Okay if you really want it to stop just say red." Soubi said and after he got a nod he took my member back in his mouth. He traced the head with his tongue, going up and down. He licked my member from top to base and then took it all in his mouth and started deep throathing me. I bucked my hips making the feeling more intense. Soubi bobbed his head and started humming pushing me over the edge. I screamed his name as I came in his mouth. when my mind started to work again I realized what I had done.
"I'm so sorry Soubi." I said hiding my face under my arm. Soubi swallowed and then chuckled. He crawled back up to my face and pulled my arm down.
"No need to say sorry Ritsuka. You taste sweet." Soubi said then he kissed me so I could taste myself. It startled me that I found it erotic and that my member started to feel hard again. Soubi pulled away when we needed air but he didn't wait long. He grabbed something from the nightstand drawer and then pulled his own boxer down. I watched with shocked eyes as his member sprang free. 'It's huge.' I thought and then I swallowed hard. Soubi saw me looking at his member and smiled at me.
"Don't worry. I'll be sure to be gentle." He said. It didn't quiet comfort me but I had promised myself today would be the day so I was not going to back out now. Soubi poured some of the lube on his fingers making sure they were lubricated. Then he sat down between my legs and waited.
"Spread your legs Ritsuka. It'll be easier is you relax." Soubi said. I did what he asked and waited. Suddenly I felt something prodding at my entrance and I froze. Soubi took hold of my member and started pumping it making me focus on the pleasure. When his finger entered me I hissed in pain. This was very uncomfortable and my body tried to get rid of the intrusion. Soubi leant over me and kissed me. He ventured in my mouth tasting and exploring every nook and cranny. In the meantime he insert his second finger. Soubi made a scissor motion stretching me. It hurt but it wasn't unbearable. Soon Soubi insert the last finger and made sure I was prepared for him. He trust his fingers in and out.
"Aaah Soubi." I cried out as he hit something inside me. It made me see stars and it felt heavenly.
"found it." Soubi said as he trust a couple more times. I felt my orgasm closing in but before I found release Soubi pulled his fingers out. I whined at the loss of the feeling but when I looked at Soubi he was lubricating his member. I took a deep breath to calm myself and then lay back down. 'I have to calm down.' I thought as I waited for whatever was coming next. Soubi lifted my legs over his shoulders and prepared himself to enter me. He looked at me asking for permission.
"Are you sure you want this? You can still turn back." Soubi said but I shook my head.
"I'm sure. Just do it." I said. Soubi nodded and slowly entered me. I clenched the bed sheets and grit my teeth. Tears were forming in my eyes but I didn't want to let them spill so I blinked a couple times. Soubi pushed further until he was fully sheathed in me. He waited for me to adjust to his size.
"Try to relax your muscles. It will be less painful." He whispered in my ear. After a couple deep breaths I felt the burning lessen.
"Move." Was all I could muster. Soubi complied by pulling almost all the way out and then trusting back in. Then he waited again. I nodded to let him know it was alright so Soubi trusted a couple more times. Each time in another angle until he found the same spot as before. I arched my back from the bed clawing at the sheets beneath me screaming.
"Aaaaah." I moaned and started to buck my hips to match the rhythm of his trusts.
"Soubi faster please!" I begged. Soubi didn't need more encouragement, he started to slam into me each faster and harder than the last. It didn't take long before I felt the coil in my stomach tighten.
"Soubi please I'm almost there." I moaned grabbing old of his upper arms. Soubi nodded and went even faster pushing me over the edge. I screamed as my seed shot all over my chest. The tightening of my muscles pushed Soubi over the edge also. He screamed my name as he poured his essence into me. Soubi fell on my chest breathing heavy. I stroked his hair as I tried to get my breathing back to normal.
"That was amazing Soubi. Is it always this intense?" I asked still a bit out of breath. Soubi smiled, he carefully pulled out of my entrance before answering.
"Well that depends on the mood and if you love the person you are having sex with." He said laying down next to me. I nodded then watched my stomach. Seeing it was dirty I started to sit up bit fell back when pain shot through my lower back side.
"ouch."
"Yes you probably will be sore for a while. Let me get you a towel." Soubi said getting up and walking to the bathroom. He came back with a wash cloth and a towel. As he cleaned my stomach and my bottom he seemed lost in thought.
"Soubi is everything alright?" I asked silently. Soubi's head shot up and then he smiled.
"Yes everything is fine. I just feel a bit guilty about all this. I think I was still too rough with you." He said placing the wash cloth down and started to dry my body. I couldn't argue with that, my body really felt sore and painful but it was a good kind of pain. I took Soubi's hand and pulled him onto the bed. I made him lay down beside me so I could cuddle with him. Hoping it made him feel a little better.
"I love you Ritsuka." He said.
"hmmm." Was my brilliant reply as I was drifting off to sleep. Soubi pulled the covers over us and soon I was asleep.
The next morning I awoke with a start. I watched Soubi sleeping peacefully beside me which made me wonder why I woke up. Deciding it wasn't important I watched Soubi sleep for a while.
I carefully pried his arm from my waist and sat up. Big mistake. I quickly ran to the bathroom throwing up in the toilet. I emptied my stomach and after I dry heaved a couple times because there was nothing to come out anymore I flushed the toilet. I got up shakily and walked over to the sink. Grabbing my toothbrush and some toothpaste I quickly brushed my teeth. The moment I put the toothbrush in my mouth Soubi walked in to the bathroom.
"Are you alright Ritsuka. Thought I heard you throw up again." Soubi said. I nodded since I couldn't speak because of the toothbrush. Soubi also pick up his toothbrush and started to brush his teeth. I quickly finished and rinsed my mouth.
"I think I'm fine. Just the flu or something." I said to him. In my mind I was yelling at him for not noticing I was really not fine. Shrugging my shoulders I walked to the bedroom and got dressed for school. 'I really need to tell him, but how do I tell him something like this. I mean I'm a boy so how was this even possible.' I thought. A hand on my shoulder startled me and made me jump.
"Don't sneak up on me. You know how I hate it when you do that." I snapped at Soubi. He didn't seem faced by my outburst but still smiled apologetically.
"I'm sorry. I just wanted to ask if you have something to do after school." Soubi asked. I looked at him waiting for a explanation but he didn't gave any. I shook my head.
"No why do you ask?" I asked him. Soubi just shrugged his shoulders.
"No reason, just wanted to know if you had to work." He said then he turned around grabbing his clothes and changing into his uniform. I didn't think anything of it until later that day.
Hope you enjoyed the first chapter. This will not be a very long fic. Reviews are appreciated.