I Don't Care
Chapter1: The Decision
By: Akira006
Disclaimer: I do not own CCS!
Akira006: So here I am writing my second fan fic. Hey ppls thanks for all the support you all rock!!!!!
Syaoran: I hate when you get so dramatic.
Akira006: Shut up, loser!
Sakura: Syaoran's just mad he has to be in this one too.
Eriol: Hey, I like my character in this one!
:everyone sweatdrops:
Tomoyo: I bought a lot of tapes so I can get this all down.
Akira006: God, Tomoyo . . .
Tomoyo: What?!
:everyone sweatdrops:
Akira006: Never mind . . .
~*~*~*~Prologue~*~*~*~
"Hey everybody. Uh, this is the first time our band has preformed on this tour. We really appreciate all the support
our family, friends, and fans have given us to get us this far. Anyways, I suppose I won't stall so here's our first song
it's called 'She Loves Me Not'."(A/N: It's really by Papa Roach! It's also more than just the lyrics so read it!!)
When I see her eyes look into my eyes
Then I realize that she could see inside my head
So I close my eyes thinking that I could hide
Disassociate so I don't have to lose my head
This situation is to adjatation if she cut me off
Would this be an amputation?
I remember how I usually would have hated every thing about this band and type of music, but that was before he came
along.
I don't know if I care
I'm the jerk, life's not fair
Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not!
Do you realize I won't compromise
She loves me not, loves me not!
I would have looked down upon them as though they were lower than dirt, but I learned that I was actually.
Over the past five years I have shed my tears
I have drank my beers and watch my fingers fly away
Then until this day she still swings my way
But it's sad to say sometimes she says she loves me not
But I hesitate to tell her I hate
This relationship I wanted to date this over
They were the kind of people your parents told you to stay away from. That their hormones were racing all the time
etc.
I don't know if I care
I'm the jerk, life's not fair
Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not!
Do you realize I won't compromise
She loves me not!
Life's not fair, I'm the jerk
He showed me that there was a lot more to them than meets the eye.
Line for line, rhyme for rhyme
Sometimes I be writin' all the God damn time
It's makin' me sick
Relationship is gettin' ill
This your stupid man
On the lil, could you feel
What I feel, what's the deal girl
We're tearin' up each others world
We should be in harmony boy and girl
That is a promise we made
Back in the day
You told me that things wouldn't be this way
I think we should work this out
'Cause all I didn't mean is to scream and shout
I realized that they were the truth that people wanted to shut out because they were different.
I don't know if I care
I'm the jerk, life's not fair
Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not!
Do you realize I won't compromise
She loves me not, loves me not!
They were pushed out because they didn't want to pretend the world was perfect and it was okay with them that it
wasn't.
Life's not fair!
Life's not fair!
Life's not fair!
I'm the jerk!
Life's not fair!
She loves me not!
Loves me not!
This is my story:
Sakura walked through the hall with her future clique. The popular group were just about to accept her as one of
their own. She was laughing when the others laughed and gasping when the others gasped or whatever. She was now a Sophomore
in highschool. She thought you were always supposed to want to be popular though she felt disgusted with some of their
"ways." She knew she was different from them. She felt like throwing this all away, but it was like she was waiting for
something before she could or would. Sakura noticed the others gasp and stick their heads up. She followed their gaze and
was met with amber eyes. It was Syaoran one of the outcasts of this school. He was part of a group that was labeled punks.
Sakura couldn't look away and a part of her didn't want to. She made herself look away but felt his eyes watching her. As
Sakura hoped, they turned the corner and she was free of his intense eyes. She sighed to herself.
"What do you think Sakura?" Sakura was awakened from her daydreaming.
"Sorry, I was still getting over that reject in the hall." Sakura apologized with a disgusted look.
"Yes, well, honey, you'll eventually be able not to puke at the sight of them." Michelle said.
"Actually, I feel kinda sorry for them." Sally commented. "I mean how could they possibly have gotten such bad taste
for fashion? They must be screwed in the
head or something."
Sakura laughed with the others girls even though inside she felt miserable. 'A part of me wants to be like Syaoran.'
Sakura quickly dismissed the thought from her head.
"See you girls tomorrow." Sakura called out to them as she went her way towards home. She was usually alone on her
way home so it didn't surprise her when she was the only one on the sidewalks. Sakura sighed and continued to walk. 'It's so
dreary today.' Suddenly, a strong arm grabbed her from behind. Sakura screamed before a hand covered her mouth.
"Be quiet or I'll be forced to hurt you." A ruff voice said from behind.
Sakura stopped screaming, but her mind was too panicked to think clearly. The hand was slowly removed. She felt it
begin to slid down her back and into her skirt.
"No, STOP!" Sakura screamed. She desperately struggled against her captor to break free of his strong grip. "Let go
of me! HELP!" Sakura cried out.
"Let her go!" A voice called out. Sakura and her captor turned to see . . . Syaoran?
"I'll hurt her if you take one step near her." Her captor said as he quickly took out a knife and put it to Sakura's
throat. Sakura began to tremble as she felt the cold metal against her skin.
"Don't make me repeat myself." Syaoran said as he gave the guy a death glare.
"Don't make me slit her throat." Her captor replied.
"Fine, but it was your choice." Syaoran quickly ran towards him and leapt up into the air. Sakura took advantage of
her captors surprise and broke free of his grip. Syaoran kicked the guy across his face so hard that he was unconscious.
Syaoran began to walk away as though it was nothing.
"Syaoran! Wait!" Sakura called out as she jogged up to him.
"What? Now you're calling me Syaoran and not reject?" He asked coldly.
"I-you have to understand that I had to say that!"
"And why is that?! So you could be accepted into some group?!"
"Yea. Doesn't everyone wanna be in the popular group?"
"Notice how they call themselves popular and they're a group of about ten people." Syaoran said as he turned around
and began to walk away.
"Wait!"
"For what? For you to debate wether or not people want to be popular?!"
"No, for me to thank you!" Sakura called out after him but he was too far for him to hear. She walked over and
quickly picked up her backpack and ran towards home. She wanted to be alone. Sakura quickly ran up her stairs and threw
herself on her bed. 'He's right! We're not even popular! Everyone hates us! Everyone hates me . . . and he saved me . . .'
Sakura was confused. Now she wasn't sure who was right? Although in the back of her mind the answer was clear. Syaoran.
'But what am I supposed to do with this new found information? I can leave the popular group and try to be another group.
But they probably won't accept me.' A thought hit Sakura. 'I'll just be a loner.' But was she sure she wanted to do that?
She really wouldn't have another chance being popular again if she does and she really wouldn't have any friends. 'Oh, well,
I won't care what people think about me.' Sakura decided. 'But how am I supposed to become un popular? Just tell them you
don't want to be popular.' Haha! Too simple. Sakura was totally ready for tomorrow as a whole new person!
A/N: I know, a crummy first chapter, but the next will be better. Please, R+R even if you hate my fic! Hope you read the
next chapter!
Chapter1: The Decision
By: Akira006
Disclaimer: I do not own CCS!
Akira006: So here I am writing my second fan fic. Hey ppls thanks for all the support you all rock!!!!!
Syaoran: I hate when you get so dramatic.
Akira006: Shut up, loser!
Sakura: Syaoran's just mad he has to be in this one too.
Eriol: Hey, I like my character in this one!
:everyone sweatdrops:
Tomoyo: I bought a lot of tapes so I can get this all down.
Akira006: God, Tomoyo . . .
Tomoyo: What?!
:everyone sweatdrops:
Akira006: Never mind . . .
~*~*~*~Prologue~*~*~*~
"Hey everybody. Uh, this is the first time our band has preformed on this tour. We really appreciate all the support
our family, friends, and fans have given us to get us this far. Anyways, I suppose I won't stall so here's our first song
it's called 'She Loves Me Not'."(A/N: It's really by Papa Roach! It's also more than just the lyrics so read it!!)
When I see her eyes look into my eyes
Then I realize that she could see inside my head
So I close my eyes thinking that I could hide
Disassociate so I don't have to lose my head
This situation is to adjatation if she cut me off
Would this be an amputation?
I remember how I usually would have hated every thing about this band and type of music, but that was before he came
along.
I don't know if I care
I'm the jerk, life's not fair
Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not!
Do you realize I won't compromise
She loves me not, loves me not!
I would have looked down upon them as though they were lower than dirt, but I learned that I was actually.
Over the past five years I have shed my tears
I have drank my beers and watch my fingers fly away
Then until this day she still swings my way
But it's sad to say sometimes she says she loves me not
But I hesitate to tell her I hate
This relationship I wanted to date this over
They were the kind of people your parents told you to stay away from. That their hormones were racing all the time
etc.
I don't know if I care
I'm the jerk, life's not fair
Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not!
Do you realize I won't compromise
She loves me not!
Life's not fair, I'm the jerk
He showed me that there was a lot more to them than meets the eye.
Line for line, rhyme for rhyme
Sometimes I be writin' all the God damn time
It's makin' me sick
Relationship is gettin' ill
This your stupid man
On the lil, could you feel
What I feel, what's the deal girl
We're tearin' up each others world
We should be in harmony boy and girl
That is a promise we made
Back in the day
You told me that things wouldn't be this way
I think we should work this out
'Cause all I didn't mean is to scream and shout
I realized that they were the truth that people wanted to shut out because they were different.
I don't know if I care
I'm the jerk, life's not fair
Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not!
Do you realize I won't compromise
She loves me not, loves me not!
They were pushed out because they didn't want to pretend the world was perfect and it was okay with them that it
wasn't.
Life's not fair!
Life's not fair!
Life's not fair!
I'm the jerk!
Life's not fair!
She loves me not!
Loves me not!
This is my story:
Sakura walked through the hall with her future clique. The popular group were just about to accept her as one of
their own. She was laughing when the others laughed and gasping when the others gasped or whatever. She was now a Sophomore
in highschool. She thought you were always supposed to want to be popular though she felt disgusted with some of their
"ways." She knew she was different from them. She felt like throwing this all away, but it was like she was waiting for
something before she could or would. Sakura noticed the others gasp and stick their heads up. She followed their gaze and
was met with amber eyes. It was Syaoran one of the outcasts of this school. He was part of a group that was labeled punks.
Sakura couldn't look away and a part of her didn't want to. She made herself look away but felt his eyes watching her. As
Sakura hoped, they turned the corner and she was free of his intense eyes. She sighed to herself.
"What do you think Sakura?" Sakura was awakened from her daydreaming.
"Sorry, I was still getting over that reject in the hall." Sakura apologized with a disgusted look.
"Yes, well, honey, you'll eventually be able not to puke at the sight of them." Michelle said.
"Actually, I feel kinda sorry for them." Sally commented. "I mean how could they possibly have gotten such bad taste
for fashion? They must be screwed in the
head or something."
Sakura laughed with the others girls even though inside she felt miserable. 'A part of me wants to be like Syaoran.'
Sakura quickly dismissed the thought from her head.
"See you girls tomorrow." Sakura called out to them as she went her way towards home. She was usually alone on her
way home so it didn't surprise her when she was the only one on the sidewalks. Sakura sighed and continued to walk. 'It's so
dreary today.' Suddenly, a strong arm grabbed her from behind. Sakura screamed before a hand covered her mouth.
"Be quiet or I'll be forced to hurt you." A ruff voice said from behind.
Sakura stopped screaming, but her mind was too panicked to think clearly. The hand was slowly removed. She felt it
begin to slid down her back and into her skirt.
"No, STOP!" Sakura screamed. She desperately struggled against her captor to break free of his strong grip. "Let go
of me! HELP!" Sakura cried out.
"Let her go!" A voice called out. Sakura and her captor turned to see . . . Syaoran?
"I'll hurt her if you take one step near her." Her captor said as he quickly took out a knife and put it to Sakura's
throat. Sakura began to tremble as she felt the cold metal against her skin.
"Don't make me repeat myself." Syaoran said as he gave the guy a death glare.
"Don't make me slit her throat." Her captor replied.
"Fine, but it was your choice." Syaoran quickly ran towards him and leapt up into the air. Sakura took advantage of
her captors surprise and broke free of his grip. Syaoran kicked the guy across his face so hard that he was unconscious.
Syaoran began to walk away as though it was nothing.
"Syaoran! Wait!" Sakura called out as she jogged up to him.
"What? Now you're calling me Syaoran and not reject?" He asked coldly.
"I-you have to understand that I had to say that!"
"And why is that?! So you could be accepted into some group?!"
"Yea. Doesn't everyone wanna be in the popular group?"
"Notice how they call themselves popular and they're a group of about ten people." Syaoran said as he turned around
and began to walk away.
"Wait!"
"For what? For you to debate wether or not people want to be popular?!"
"No, for me to thank you!" Sakura called out after him but he was too far for him to hear. She walked over and
quickly picked up her backpack and ran towards home. She wanted to be alone. Sakura quickly ran up her stairs and threw
herself on her bed. 'He's right! We're not even popular! Everyone hates us! Everyone hates me . . . and he saved me . . .'
Sakura was confused. Now she wasn't sure who was right? Although in the back of her mind the answer was clear. Syaoran.
'But what am I supposed to do with this new found information? I can leave the popular group and try to be another group.
But they probably won't accept me.' A thought hit Sakura. 'I'll just be a loner.' But was she sure she wanted to do that?
She really wouldn't have another chance being popular again if she does and she really wouldn't have any friends. 'Oh, well,
I won't care what people think about me.' Sakura decided. 'But how am I supposed to become un popular? Just tell them you
don't want to be popular.' Haha! Too simple. Sakura was totally ready for tomorrow as a whole new person!
A/N: I know, a crummy first chapter, but the next will be better. Please, R+R even if you hate my fic! Hope you read the
next chapter!