Cas
by facemygeneration
Author's Note: I was having a lot of feels. This is what my feels look like when written down. Apologies in advance.
Cas.
A mysterious figure in the shadows.
Cas.
My savior.
Cas.
My protector.
Cas.
The angel torn between heaven and earth.
Cas.
The only one who chose to be with me.
Cas.
My only friend.
Cas.
My best friend.
Cas.
He can be trusted.
Cas.
Every moment of every day.
Cas.
He is hope.
Cas.
I couldn't remember life before him.
Cas.
I laughed for the first time in years.
Cas.
I didn't feel alone.
Cas.
Maybe this life was worth it.
Cas.
Suddenly he was gone.
Cas.
There was a cold, dark hole where the warmth used to be.
Cas.
I was numb.
Cas.
My green eyes were bloodshot and glossy.
Cas.
The alcohol burned my throat.
Cas.
He came back.
Cas.
There's something wrong.
Cas.
There's always something wrong.
Cas.
Sam needs help.
Cas.
He's not what he used to be.
Cas.
It's finally my swan song.
Cas.
You're not here.
Cas.
I need your help.
Cas.
I'll always need you.
Cas.
He'll always be there.
Cas.
My guardian angel.
Cas.
The only one left.
Cas.
Gone quicker than he arrived.
Cas.
Returned to the shadows.
Cas.
Saved his friends and disappeared.
Cas.
Emerge from the night.
Cas.
He's betrayed us again.
Cas.
I didn't believe it.
Cas.
I couldn't believe it.
Cas.
There's no trust left.
Cas.
I have no one.
Cas.
This is how it's always going to end, isn't it?
Cas.
I'm sorry.