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Deidara's P.O.V.

Its been two whole freaking months since I last seen my supposed boyfriend Sasori. After that little incident with that other vampire he just completely erased himself from my life.

Not that I care but it would of helped if he talked to me and told me he was leaving, it would of saved a whole lot of tears.

Summer vacation started and I'm stuck here in the house with nothing to do at all. My so called 'brothers' all go out with each other and it pains me to see them together without a care in the world. Ignoring them is the hardest thing to do for me.

Now I'm back to step one. That is being alone. Huh but I guess that really wasn't love for me then if he just upped and left me. It wouldn't surprise me if he left me for one of those skanky girls that stood outside of his club.

I got up to stretched my arms. Can't sit in my room and sulk for ever huh? Cant have that. I ran down the stairs and saw my foster mother sitting on the couch watching tv eating popcorn. "Hey Ma, un." I said as I plopped down next to her.

"Hey hun. Are you okay?"

I thought to myself. no I am not okay woman! "Oh I'm just peachy, yeah?"

She nodded her head slowly like she was unsure if I was lying or not. I sat there with her for a couple of minutes. She was watching some soap opera. It was confusing so I went back up into my room to grab some fire crackers. "Hey Konan! I'm going out back, yeah!"

"To do what?" she yelled not looking up from the tv.

"Nothing." I lied to her again.

Walking out into the back yard and took out the package of the little red dynamites. My thumb caressing them and my eyes looking for something to put them under. The widened as I found a white pickle bucket to put them under. As I set up my little experiment tears started to fall down my face.

I missed him so much that it hurt. I lit the little patch of fire crackers and hurried and placed the pickle bucket over them. Taking a few giant steps back I watched the bucket get shot up a couple of feet in the air.

It didn't make me happy at all since I was still crying cause of the stupid vampire.

Going to recover the bucket I noticed that I left black smear marks on the inside of it. I repeated the process over and over again until I had none left. My heart was broken because of him and I bet he doesn't even care.

I kicked the bucket across the yard and went back in the house. When Konan saw me she was going to say something but I held up a hand and went into my room. I just wanted to be alone.

That didn't happen though cause Itachi caught me by the arm. "Deidara, Hidan and I are going out tonight. Would you like to come with us?"

I sniffled and nodded my head. "Sure, un." His pale hand wiped the tears away and he kissed my forehead.

"Don't worry it will only be you, me and Hidan." I know it pained everyone to see me like this.

The raven let go of me and I went into my room and slammed the door. I didn't even bother taking off my shoes. Jumping on my bed I closed my eyes. Sleep was the next best thing for me.

I slept for about a couple of hours. I was awaken by Hidan. He jumped on me and started to tickle me until I was fully awake. "Okay Hidan, yeah!" I choked out. "Get off of me, un!"

The albino teen hopped up and yanked me up with him. "Come on Blondie! Time to go!"

I whined a little but shuffled into my bathroom. I could hear him going through my closet and pulling out a outfit for me or himself. Either one I really didn't care. "Where exactly are we going, yeah?"

"A club."

My heart stopped. I hope it wasn't going to be Sasori's club. I think I would have a nervous break down if I did. "Um which club is it?"

"Oh don't fucking worry Blondie! Its not the one you are thinking about okay?" Once I was done getting freshened up I walked out to see one of my 'nice' out fits on my bed. "Now come the hell on! We don't have all fucking night!"

Okay I know what you guys are thinking….don't kill me….this was rushed big time okay. Gentle on reviews. Swear the next chappie will be better.