~So this is sort of the first chapter, its only a few paragraphs because I want to hear what you think before I write anymore, and if you like it I will add more to this chapter. So review, favorite if you like it, follow and yeah ... all that. :) ~
I let him go. I let him slip into what now seems like a distant memory. Those summers we spent together were amazing. We played. We fought. We laughed. We cried. We made memories. But now he was gone. I was left. The pain and the constant guilt of letting him fade away that easily started to eat away at me piece by piece.
The days passed slowly, and the months that followed carried despair and loneliness that I never thought would leave me. It felt like part of me had slowly changed into something ugly. It had become discoloured and then shrivelled up and died like the leaves that fall in the autumn and disappear by the winter.
Life was different now, but he was never forgotten. Not by me, not ever. I truly loved that boy. He was the night to my day, the thunder to my lightning, the left to my right, the sun to my moon. But most of all he was the love of my life and not even I could change that.
We were in love, more than most young couples usually are. I was devoted to him and he to me. But they say life is never easy and you are never given something you can't handle. I disagree. I believe that when you are given something it is worse than what was given before, yet is better than what shall be given. I believe we are given situations to see how far it will take us and how much we can deal with before it becomes too much. In Liam's case, disease was his point to which he could deal no more. He was the strongest and bravest person I have ever and shall ever know, yet he was the one that was taken.
I shall always be his Katy, and he shall always be my Liam. Never pushed aside. Never forgotten.
The years we spent together where unforgettable but remembering those times, now, only brings disappointment because his life never really started, he had so much he could have done, so much to accomplish; yet he never got to do it.
Through our time together I always kept a diary hoping to one day be able to read it to our children about all of the adventures their farther and I had been on. That dream has all changed into dust now and blown away in the wind. I kept the diary though. I made a vow that I would never forget Liam and all our memories.
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