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R&R.


I sighed as I sat in my apartment, alone, staring at a photograph, it hardly represented his beauty, but it was all I had for now. Even videos never showed his true beauty, and they never would. Nothing but him himself could show the beauty he holds, if that even made sense, somehow, in my mind nothing made sense. He was the only thing that made sense to me for so long. I groaned and set the photograph back in it's rightful place. This place held so many memory's from the past, and they were merely memory's now.

I couldn't believe how much I missed him at the moment, it was like nothing would cure this virus. This virus we would all call Love, as not much people would call it a virus, but it seeped through your body so quickly. Starting at the heart, and working its way to every inch and every empty space in your body, it drives you to do so many silly things.

I cleared my mind quickly as I quietly walked into the kitchen, the glow on the stove read 12:00.

"Midnight." I breathed softly to nothing.

As the alarm clocks glow tinted the room a soft red around it, his face glowed in the light as he sat next to it, his features showing so much beauty. It felt as if I was dreaming at this very moment.
He scanned my face repeatedly as if he was having a glitch, as if he was a computerized device. I smiled slightly as I took in every feature. As he currently was leaning on his arm, the back of his free hand brushed over my right cheek softly.
"You kill me." he breathed softly as his hand stayed in place he stared at me with an intense stare.
"Lets not let that effect this moment, mister." I smirked slightly as a smile appeared on his face. One of those smiles you never saw, and when it appeared, it was just gorgeous. "Miles?" he mummered softly.
"Yeah?" I breathed softly into the air between us. "It's midnight." he grinned into the darkness.
"So I've heard." I mumbled snuggling deeper into the pillow. "And since the alarm is five minutes behind, in a few moments, it will be two thousand nine." he smiled, his face now inches away from mine. "A-and?" I stumbled on my words as they escaped my mouth. "You know who I want to be the first girl I kiss this year?" he growled slightly.
"M-Mikayla?" I breathed slightly causing his face to drop. He always had a thing for Mikayla, I never dare ask why. When I first met her, her first words to me where 'He's going to be mine, so get over your crush and go find some other man to be your whore.'. Although,Jakedid call me laughing his ass off at how dumbfoundedshe was when she heard they all wore Purity rings.
"Mikayla, is a little whore who attacks any man she meets." He said softly, now hovering over my now tensed body. I glanced at the clock for a moment 12:05am. I grabbed his face and desperately kissed his lips, as passion filled as it felt, it wasn't enough. It may have been enough for us to pull away breathing heavily, but it wasn't enough. "You taste lovely." he smirked slightly as my cheeks turned a deep red, right as the lights flickered on. I don't know why I ever hated that battery powered alarm clock...

I smiled at the memory of our first kiss. Even a memory couldn't fill the space in my heart he had always filled, but it was as good as it was getting for now...


I started the second "chapter", it was going to be a twoshot, instead I'm just going to put them into parts. hah.