Why she'd go back

A/N Well I'm in a writers slump and decided to do something quick to get my mind on something new, this is how I beat writers block when it's really bad, start something new. I hope you enjoy this is my first M rated story but I garentee it won't have any sex just very strong sexual references, and odd fetishes but none actually shown in a scene I swear. Just read the first chapter and you'll get an idea and if you don't feel comfortable reading then just stop I won't be angry, it not everybody's thing and doing this was hard for my own mind anyway to do. Like when I paired the two together I knew this was how they spent their nights doing since at the tie Cynder was corrupted and Demodius is just… well you know if you've read my other stuff. But if you guys feel that it's not quite up to M level I will lower it but for now it's rated M to be safe. Send reviews or Messages if you want to tell me your opinion LIKE SERIOUSLY I NEED TO KNOW!

Ok so this story is about Cynder and her reasoning for going back to Concurrent skies way before she leaves in the second game. So hopefully this will leave something for everyone to think about, thank you.

It had only been a few days since Cynder had come to the Dragon Temple after Spyro had freed her from her mental prison and she was overlooking the forest around the temple leaning on a railing standing on her hind legs.

The Guardians and Spyro had shown her great respect despite what she had done and the Guardians had apologized on several occasions for not being able to defend her the night of the raid.

The only person who hadn't shown her any kind of respect was Sparx and even though everyone defended her, especially Spyro, and she constantly spoke back embarrassing him she knew he was right. Despite all the crap that escaped his tiny mouth he was the only one who spoke truth and she hated yet respected him for being the only one with enough guts to say what had to be said.

She hated when someone said something like "It wasn't your fault" or "She was never in control" it made her feel even worse as it made her sound weak and was unable to stop herself. In reality she always had control it's just the corruption never allowed her to think positively very much and good slowly turned to bad and vice versa in her eyes. During that time she almost didn't think about it, it was so natural to rip a dragon to shreds and laugh while doing.

The screams rang in her head still but she couldn't care less, she had voices in her even before she was free from the corruption but they just said different things, she easily blocked them out. It was the people who were still alive who got to her, she could only imagine what others would say if they saw her or learned who she was. The anger, sadness and vengeful thoughts would rise so quickly she'd be dead in moments.

There was only one place she knew where she was even remotely wanted and that was back at the place she was saved from, Concurrent Skies, and the one man who loved her for who she was, Demodius.

The memories of him made her smile, they always had the most vicious but amazing nights together and this made her whole body shiver. She remembered the cries of both of them and their pain and pleasure filled nights. Those were the nights she felt almost normal, despite what they did, for most it would be some of the oddest things to think about but for her it made her body tingle make her wings flutter slightly.

The ideas even made her slowly reach down to touch herself but suddenly she stopped as she heard "Cynder?"

She turned her head around with her paw midway down her stomach barely holding back a blush as the rest of her body hid that and saw Spyro.

Luckily for once he wasn't accompanied by Sparx, probably sleeping since it was getting late and he was a lazy fly. She smiled at him slowly lifting her paw so she wouldn't be suspicious and asked "Spyro? Why are you here?"

He walked over to her and also stood on his hind legs to look at the view, luckily by then her paw was on the railing again and she waited for his answer.

He took a minute just appreciating the view and finally said after sighing happily "I wasn't really sleepy and I never heard you pass by my door or hear your door open, you know it has that creak when it opens, but I never heard and assumed you haven't gone to sleep yet"

Cynder didn't understand why Spyro was so worried about her all the time, he hid it well like how he innocently made all his actions revolving around her have another reason, like for example right there he mentioned not being sleepy. Or when they ate he always brought a drink for her but also handed everyone else drinks, but hers was either handed out first or was different. She could never understand why he worried for her even after she nearly killed his entire before he even learned anything about them.

She always felt guilty around him and sometimes she'd tell him but to her surprise he always kindly say something comforting and remind her for the hundredth time that 'it wasn't her doing it'. To her he was too kind in a way, probably because she had never been shown any kindness and it felt odd but it still felt over the top even when she tried to use her innocent mind to think about it.

"Well I just like the night air and decided to enjoy it a bit before bed" she said, it was her original reason but it changed and it became a moment for her to think over what to do.

Spyro nodded and took a deep breath smiled "Cynder I'm glad you're here" he suddenly said and smiled to her.

Cynder looked to him surprised and slightly creeped out and said "Ummm ya?"

Spyro realized how stupid that sounded and said "Oh no! I mean…. I mean I'm glad you're here at the temple!" he stumbled on his words and to correct himself and looked down embarrassed now.

Cynder relaxed upon hearing that and said "Ya, I guess" she actually felt like she didn't belong.

Spyro said "Ya I kinda need a friend right now… I mean another friend besides Sparx… a dragon friend" he said.

She honestly did feel a bit for him, his situation was funny but also sad, he was picked on all those years he lived in the swamp and when he learned who he actually was he had no friends to relate to "Maybe that's why he does nice things for me" she thought .

She said "Ya, know it's not that bad hanging out with you I guess, even when your dumb brother is around" she joked.

Spyro smiled at her joking, for him it was a sign she was getting better and they stood in silence for a while enjoying the scene. Spyro looked to Cynder worried when she suddenly sighed and asked "What, are you ok?"

"You know before you showed up I was thinking about my past and…" Cynder started to confess when Spyro interrupted.

"Cynder, please don't think about that stuff, it wasn't…" he said when Cynder interrupted him back.

She said angrily "Stop saying that!"

Spyro was confused by what she said and replied "But"

"NO, I hate it when people keep saying that, sure the first few times it was comforting but now all it makes me feel like is weak and it sure as hell doesn't help my conscience!" She said

Spyro said "I'm sorry I didn't mean to…I just wanted to help" he lowered his head pathetically.

Cynder said sarcastically "Well you you're doing a great job at it Spyro… just leave me alone"

Spyro was a bit surprised and whimpered a bit and said "Sorry…" he started walking away and right before he left he weakly said "Good night"

She ignored him and her mind started thinking back to Concurrent Skies again and remembered she had respect there, nobody said anything bad to her and if they did they died. That was the life, she missed it, but most of all she missed her beloved Demodius and she could only imagine what was going on in his head now that she was gone.

She thought for a few minutes and finally after letting the event with Spyro she realized that it would be way better to live at Concurrent Skies despite everything that she hated like the killing and torture. Although to her it was worth it for all the respect.

She looked out along the landscape and smiled realizing what she had to do. She looked back in case someone was watching and took off to go back home. Right now it didn't feel like much of a hard choice but she knew that it feel worse later. She had to admit living there had a good atmosphere around it and she always saw friendly faces, even if it was Sparx's face. She also realized that there nobody was afraid her, when she asked anything it was treated like a command in Concurrent Skies and all her servants and minions feared her. She had no real friends besides Demodius there but that was the one good thing and to her it shown everything the Temple had to offer.

Hours later…

Cynder was getting tired of flying but nothing was going to stop her from seeing her beloved Demodius again, not even herself. She had to return fast before he got worried and did something stupid and the thought of that doubled her effort.

Within half an hour the sun was rising and she was utterly exhausted bit Concurrent Skies was just ahead and she flew into one of the windows near Demodius room.

She ran for his door and luckily there were no apes on duty yet that she'd have to explain to about her size and knocked on the door.

She waited for a moment before the door opened to reveal Demodius who was obviously surprised.

"Cynder!?" he said in disbelief "Gual said you were defeated and taken prisoner?"

Cynder said "Did you really believe the ape that wants me gone more than anything?"

"Not really but why are you in your child body?" he said. He knew of her younger body since when they had their nights together she used a spell to shrink herself down to his size.

"When Spyro beat me he was able to free me of our master's corruption" she explained.

Demodius eyed her a moment and said "Here, come inside. I doubt the apes will listen to a tiny Cynder"

She nodded and walked inside to see his room. It was dark and the paint was black like his scales. There were demented pictures of dying or dead dragons and other species and even a few portraits of him torturing or killing someone. Skulls of the ones he had tortured and gave him good fights lined his walls all with either scratches on their faces or in pain from the look of their face. The furniture was normal though besides all of it being made of dark wood.

He led her deeper into his room to a bedroom and said "Here, lay down we can talk"

She smiled at his kindness and laid down on the bed facing away from him and asked "So what's happened since I…"

She was knocked out and when she woke again her limbs were tied to the bed posts. She gasped and tugged on them but then saw Demodius and purred "Oh so you really missed me didn't you, but you didn't have to hit me over the head" she complained.

Demodius scowled at her and said "No, this is not what it looks like. I'm gonna teach you to betray our master"

Cynder was confused, his tone was dead serious and her heart started to poundin fright but had a hope this was just him playing with her.

Unfortunately he only got angrier and revealed his snake fangs and Cynder went wide eyed, when those came out he meant business. Before he started hurting her she thought "Maybe I shouldn't have done this"

Hey hope you enjoyed reading this, I'm gonnsa continue this if anyone is interested.

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