Hi...I'm writing a new story right now because I'm really depressed and this is kind of what's going on in my life right now. I hope you enjoy it. Oh yes, I put the story in Ayame's point of view because this is kind of "her" story.

Disclaimer: Don't own, never will.

Chapter 1: Broken Up

"Hey Ayame, what's Kagome's telephone number?" Kouga asked me as I held the phone to my ear.

"W-What?" I asked, shocked.

"Can you give me Kagome's telephone number please? I know you have her number." He repeated.

"I-I do, but I don't understand, why do you want her number?" I asked, still in shock.

"I want to talk to her." He replied.

"But couldn't you just talk to her at school?" I tried to find my way out of this.

I know he liked her, but he knows I like him a lot too! Why would he ask me, of all people, for Kagome's phone number?

"Please? This is really important." He said, trying to get her phone number out of me.

"What's so important? You can tell me, you know I wouldn't tell anyone. I've been keeping all your secrets since kindergarten, Kouga." I said.

"Come on Ayame, why won't you tell me?" He asked, pleading.

"I'm not giving you it until you tell me what's so important." I said, demanding an explanation from him.

I couldn't understand it. He can talk to her at school, he can talk to her online! But why, why would he want to call her? And of all people, why does he want to ask me for it?

"I'm not telling you! If you aren't going to give it to me, then fine! I'll just ask someone else for it!" Kouga exclaimed as he slammed the phone.

Did-did Kouga just yell at me over Kagome's phone number? Is it really that important to him? I didn't understand. I picked up the phone and dialed my friends, Ginta and Hakkaku. (3-way calling...life is great)

"Ginta, Hakkaku, I have to ask you something really important. Don't mention any of our conversation to Kouga, I mean it." I said.

"Sure Ayame, what is it?" Ginta asked.

"Ask us, go ahead." Hakkaku said.

"Is Kouga in l-love with Kagome?" I asked.

"Why?" Hakkaku asked, curious of my question.

"Why do you need to know?" Ginta added.

"Um, my own reasons, just answer my question please." I stuttered.

"Well, he does tell us things." Ginta replied.

"Like what?" I asked, really needing to know.

"He does have a couple discussions where the only thing he talks about is her..." Hakkaku said.

"But that's not my question, I asked do you think he's in love with her." I said, repeating myself.

"I'm not so sure myself, Kouga doesn't tell us these things." Hakkaku said.

"We can ask around but I doubt he'll tell us everything." Ginta said, trying to help.

"Oh, thanks guys. I do hope you find out. This is really paining the back of my head." I said, thanking them graciously.

"Anytime Ayame." Ginta said.

"See you at school tomorrow." Hakkaku finished as they both hung up.

Well, that was no help.

I sighed.

Could he really be in love with her? I need to know! My heart's really hurting. What if Kagome likes him back? I'll be watching their little love life while I'll always be holding this in my heart. I need to let him know how much he means to me, before he and Kagome fall in love...I don't have the guts to though, and I think he's really mad at me...I really do...I better not let Kagome know that Kouga is interested in her, otherwise, she'll be keeping her eye out for him from now on...

I flopped onto my bed and moaned.

Why does my life have to be so imperfect? Why does everyone else have to have their perfect little love lives while I'm here stressing over one guy I've known since I was born? Life really is too unfair to me...

Well, sorry it's so short, but this is all I'm feeling for now...Please review and no flames please! Thank you!