Trigger warning, be fore warned
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You should have been there.
You were supposed to protect her.
How could you have been so stupid? So careless?
You promised her everything would be okay.
You promised she would be fine.
You shouldn't have let her do it.
You stare at the little blue box on the table in front of you.
You idiot!
You should have secured the warehouse!
You never should have let her do it.
You slam your hands against your head.
STUPID! STUPID! STUPID!
She's gone.
Your future together is out the window.
Maura is gone, and she's never coming back.
You've been sitting there with your finger on the trigger for an hour now.
The phone rings, but you ignore it.
They wouldn't understand.
It has to be this way.
Stop being such a coward.
Your hand is shaking as you press the barrel firmly to your temple.
You see her face, as her eyes slowly close for the last time.
You did this.
This is your fault.
Tears run down your cheek.
You take a deep breath.
Do it, DO it. DO IT!
BANG!
It's quite now.
Peaceful.
Over.
You're free.
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