After all the major emotion I felt after I read about Itachi's life in the manga(poor baby!), I felt compelled to write this. This is my first angsty fanfic, to add to the many angsty ItaSasu fics on this site already. It will most likely have yaoi and it actually goes along with the storyline of the show(SURPRISE! SURPRISE!)
Warning: Incest, Uchihacest(it's the same thing dumbbutts!) yaoi in later chapters, NOT AU!,whatever else…
Disclaimer: I agree with (insert name of that girl's deviant art pic I looked at) about how Masashi's been reading some ItaSasu yaoi fanfics…And people wonder why I pair them together! It's shit like that!! Oh and when he said he had a girlfriend I was likw 'WTF? Itachi's not straight!' and 'Isn't that incest since they're in the same clan...O.O..' but I guess its ok since she's dead(his fangirls would kill and/or hate her if she was alive)
No One Knows the Pain I Feel
To have a purpose, a meaning for living is every man's desire. To feel useless and to lack a purpose in life is one of the greatest pains to endure. Feeling unwanted and hated by the people you care about, the people you protect most is an even worse one.
Itachi had been nothing but a pawn all his life. Just a sacrificial piece to be played and toyed with by his family, his village. He wanted to live a shinobi's life but not in such a dishonorable and secretive way. His fate was inescapable though. That horrible decision he had to make so many years ago. He wanted to prevent war and keep the lives of his fellow clansmen but that seemed impossible. He chose the wisest, yet most heart wrenching, choice. Though through the death of his emotions, he still couldn't bring himself to kill his little brother the only person he really cared about.
Through the years he felt himself slowly sink into depression and despair. After sacrificing so much for a village that shunned him and a little brother that hated him, he felt a flaw in his plan. The return of these emotions had never been contemplated and now he was paying the price. He had lost all hope in his miserable life, the only thing keeping him going was the prospect of finding the Bijuu. But even that pursuit seemed empty. He had lost his purpose in life.
He needed a reason to live, someone who cared for him, needed him. Someone who would be lost without him. That's when he came to the conclusion to bring back his light, his love. He was going to get Sasuke.
Just a short beginning. I won't continue if people don't like it. R&R Pwetty Pwease!!