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Mihael Keehl

There are times where i think i shouldn't even be alive. Like the time i flicked on the radio, wondering what had happened to Matt. And you know what I hear? I hear he's dead. It was hard. Really Hard. Especially when i decided to let the girl go. What was her name? Oh yeah. Takada Kiyomi. I'm happy i threw her off on the side of the road too, her crying bugged the crap out of me. After I eventually made it back to the Mafia's headquarters, i swear to you i didn't come out of my room for a week. I had lost my best friend, and it took me all this time to figure it out, even though i treated him like dirt.I would just sit in my room, eating chocolate and listening to some music as loud as i could without getting yelled at. I finally mustered enough emotional strength to stand doing so, I merely picked up my dignity and acted like nothing even happened, being more colder than usual. I couldn't stand being in the dingy headquarters. That's when it hit me. I Mello, am the only person i can ever trust. I don't need this place at all, I'm better than the low life scum that hung out around here, dealing drugs and everything. The only home i knew was gone, which basically was Wammy's it still didn't matter thought, because i hate Wammy's almost as much as i hated the one i competed with every singe day, Near. I slammed the door behind me and i didn't look back, thinking to myself i had finally made the right decision. That was until i finally figured out that Kira was out to get me. I was afraid, I'll admit it. It's not everyday that you think the next day could be your last. But that's what happened, for about a week. Before I finally decided to give up. I mean why even try if you're gonna die? I don't even have a place to call my own, I just travel, trying to think of ways to out beat or overthrow him. And when he does need my help? He makes someone call me, because he's such a coward he couldn't talk to me. Do i get any recognition? No. That's why I'm plotting my revenge. Ever since I found this Death Note, I finally became satisfied. I can get anything I want to know, even kill Near. But why kill him? He could be my personal slave. Grinning Evilly, Mello sat down in the once familiar Leather couch, knowing he was and is power. And that's all I'll ever need. He thought, glaring ahead. "Forget those Losers, It's time to forget Matt to." Mello said out loud, I don't ever want to forget my Best friend, but it's time I moved on.