The depressed world of Roxas Strife

by daota1

AU, where the government allows people to commit suicide, A therapist deems them to have no hope for recovery. But what happens when Roxas comes into Axel's office to die? What if his attraction to the boy is clouding his judgement... Axel is hell-bent on saving him even if Roxas doesn't want to be saved. The story will contain self-harm, Yaoi, and depression. Rated M Aukroku

Author Note: It's been a while since I've uploaded, I wanted to test this out and see if this is a good idea or not, Please leave a review to help me... :D Also if you are beta and see potential in the story message me and we can work out something, Note you will of course get full credit as beta. It's a tough job though you have to help motivate me, Have a nice day and tell me what you think :D

Roxas POV

I walked into the small waiting room with only the small brunet receptionist behind the counter. walking up to the window she looks up with a cheery smile,

"Welcome to Lea and son therapy, May I ask your name?" I roll my eyes knowing how she will react, "Roxas Strife," She hums as she types it into her computer. "Hmmm, Okay Roxas it seems you have an appointment with doctor Axel For..." She goes quite for a few moments before continuing her words. "For 12:30, Please have a seat and wait for him to call for you,"

She gives me a warm smile as I take a seat in a nearby chair picking up a newspaper.

10 minutes pass before Axel calls me back into his office, "Hello Roxas please take a seat." I just plop onto the chair in front of the Red-haired man, His Vivid green eyes catching my eyes.

"So it seems you have applied for a request to end your own life, And as you know it's required by law for therapy before you can be accepted or denied." He gives me a soft smile before continuing. "So, What makes you want to end your life?"

Axel POV,

The boy fidgets under my question, just staring at me his blue eyes staring into my eyes and his blonde hair distracting me. "Well, Mr. Lea I just don't feel like living anymore, Nothing makes me happy." I just nod writing it down onto a pad looking at him, "Continue" I said with a smile, "Even the things that I used to enjoy, are all boring now." He said with a small sigh,

"Like last week my brother Sora wanted me to go bowling with him and his friends and while I was there it felt as if I was a 5th wheel." I nod and he continues, "Roxas, if you did go through with it, aren't you concerned with how your brother would feel?" He takes a sharp intake of breath, "Not really, I don't care about anything or anyone anymore." I nod writing it down.

"Roxas has anything tragic happened to you lately?" He shakes his head, And I write that down.

"I want to be happy, and I try to be but I just can't pretend anymore and I want to end the pain." I nod... His eyes are filled with pain and I want to help him... But I don't know if can,"

"Well Roxas, From this I can tell you need help, and I am not sure how... I want you to come back next week for another sit-down to discuss things, but until then can you promise me that you will keep a journal on your feelings until then?" He shrugs "I guess" I smile, "Good here you go." I hand him a small black notebook and a pen. "And Roxas I'm here to help you," Roxas shrugs getting out of his chair and walks off...