Well my new story is here . I'm deleting some of my older ones because there not getting any reviews or visits .

So read this story NOW ! Lol !

Rated M for abuse and language

chapter 1 – I hate this part – pussy cat dolls .

' FINALLY !' I yelled as I climbed off the plane , into sunny old Forks , as the locals use to call it . I hoped my dad , Charlie would be waiting for me in the airport . I missed him so much . I hadn't seen him since I was 5 , because my mother won custody over me .

I didn't understand why though . I mean she didn't really care for me or anything . All the attention went to my younger sister , Karen .

Karen was the average , slutty 16 year old . While me , the plain , boring 17 , nearly 18 year old girl .

While all the attention , love and care went to Karen , I would stand around doing nothing , felling nothing or anything . At Christmas I was lucky I got a decent present . Not like I wanted it . I didn't know were the money had came from . My mom had the habit of getting paid for doing the dirty . You know what im talking about . Couple of times during the week she would sneak out in the dead of night and climb into a random persons car .

The reason she didn't care for me was because she blamed me for my parents split up . I was only bloody 5 , I didn't understand and still got the blame . In a way attention did get put on me . But it was unwanted attention .

My mom and sister would hit me . Yes my sister . The last hitting drove me over the top .

~ flash back ~

' Isabella , can you come down here now !?!' Renee yelled. Yep ! She was drunk . I clambered down the stairs .

' First Renee , my name is Bella . B-E-L-L-A , and want do you want me to do , wipe your ass .' that wasn't meant to come out.

' you little bitch , treat your mother with more respect !!!' she screamed and slapped me over the face . Ouch !?! it stung . I placed my hand up to my face rubbing it .

She picked up her glass bottle and smashed it in half . Then she pointed at me . I glared at her , freaked out way .

' oh , and all your money on your bank card is run out , Karen and me needed to by our boy friends a prezzie . ' Renee slurred . ' I guess you wouldn't need the money coz your a fugly slut , who can't get anyone to love .'

tears streamed down my face . I walked over to the counter and grabbed my bank card .

' give that to my slut !' she screamed , and threw the half smashed glass at my head . I screamed . The glass ripped into my forehead . Blood trickled down my face . Wow , I felt like I was going to faint .

' NOOO! ' I screamed back . Renee then ran for me . I darted as fast as I could to the corner of the room , next to a vase . I picked it up .

She ran right for me , but before she reached me , I smashed the vase over her head , knocking her flat out on the floor .

' OH SHIT ! ' I screamed . Placing my hand over my head . I hurried up stairs and grabbed 2 bags out of the closet and pulled stuff into them .

I then walked over to were my phone was charging . I pulled the charger out of the wall , packed it along with my apple mac book , ipod and my electric guitar . All brought thanks to my generous father who sent me 200 dollars a month since my mother took charge .I scrolled down the numbers on my phone with tears streaming down my face . I pressed call on Charlies name .

Ring ring

( underline Bella , italics Charlie during phone call )

Hey d-d-dad?

Bella , honey is that you , are you okay ?

N-n-not-t-t really , c-c-can I come live w-w-with you ?

Bella , you know your mother has custody over you , but if you so much want so , fine with me.

Thanks dad . A smile crept on my face

well , okay honey when are you coming ?

Im leaving now !

What ! I need to sort your room out and everything with the school , if you don't mind sleeping on the sofa for a day then fine .

Okay ? Well would you be able to meet me at the airport ?

Sure , i'll see you tomorrow . Bye .

Bye !

I quickly threw my clothes into my other bag , and put on a purple hoody . I wanted to get out of the house before Karen came back after her latest fucking , I guess .

I hurried out , looked at my mother who was knocked out on the floor . I walked out of the door and climbed into my Audi TT .

~ end of flash back ~

I ran frantically through the airport with my hood up . If charlie noticed the cut , he would fume .

I finally noticed a man dressed in a police suit with a beard . Yes that was my dad , looking the same as he had done 13 years ago .

I waved at him and he looked shocked . I ran up to him .

' Well , you've certainly changed ?' he said .

' dad , don't forget , it has been 13 years .'

he smiled and we walked out towards the police car . The drive to forks its self was pretty boring . I looked out of the window , and all I could see was green this green that . Wow ! The colour green was already pissing me off . Then Charlie spoke .

' oh , Bella i've already erolled you in Forks high , you will be starting tomorrow , if your up to it . ' I nodded in agreement . This was probibably going to be like what happened in my old school , everyone hate me , thinking im a Emo . Well you could say I was like one , I didn't were much make – up and liked wearing dark coloured clothes like purple , black navy blue .

I smiled at him , as we pulled down the road into the drive which was well out of the way .of the local houses , well except 1 . There were 2 houses next to each other . My dad's and the neighbours .

' wow ! Dad , I didn't know you owned a house like this , fucking hell ! ' i yelled .

' OI ! Bella watch the language , and thank you . ' his lips were playing into a smile .

' go take a look around , pick which bedroom we want . ' I quickly climbed out of the car , and grabbed my electric guitar out of the back .

I ran towards the house nearly tripping over and making my cut of my face even worse . Lucky dad hadn't asked about , he knew how clumsy I was , even though Renee had threw a bottle at my head .

I wondered around the house for the bit , and then found the perfect room . It had a balcony , and a closet , not like I would need it . I wondered over towards the bed and collapsed onto it , gripping tightly onto my guitar . I soon drifted off into a dead slumber .

well what do you think . Yes if your wondering were the Cullens are , you meet them next so don't worry . Do you reckon I put some Tanya , Jessica and Lauren bitch fights in there . And a pervy Jacob / Mr Banner.

Well review your thoughts . It would be nice if I got 10 or 20 reviews !thanks for reading .

Next chapter coming soon .