Don't hate me this is kinda my first story, I hope you guys like it.

And i kinda wrote this part straight from the top of my head when i was board and thought i could make it into something, so please review! I'll also except ideas but go easy on me, this chap is LONG by the way.

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-June 25,207 4:32 pm -
"I'm the one lying? "Her voice had been so crisp it ripped into the boys hardened face that started to give into her anger. Her fist were slowly clentching in her pockets."dont do this! "A voice she had infamously known picked up in her head in a convincing tone. "Just leave me alone! Go away! "She knew her screams were useless. She screamed one last time at the top of her lungs gripping her long wavy hair in anger pulling her own locks of hair out in her hands. She threw her back against the bathroom wall in frustration. She could look at the messy figure in the reflection of the damp mirror. She slowly slid her back down the wall trapped in her own daze of confusion. The voice was too empowering it once again had the 8 year old trapped in her own nightmare.
"Don't just sit there Demitry, do something! "Even the 4 year old bad felt the pain in her screaming voice. He still stood in the doorway of the bathroom with nothing but a confused look upon his face. The tears flowed down his carmel colored cheeks.
The girl had seemingly cried as well. She sat her face in her lap and freely cried in frustration."why can't I JUST hear myself! "She cried.

-5 years later-
I quickly opened my eyes. Like that, the eerie feeling drained from my body.

Ok. I guess they find it cunning to label me as cruel and heartless and especially crazy. Crazy is when you actually believe your life is perfect. The suitcase I had slept on that was still warm from where my head was shifted as my aunt Leah drove over a speed bump.
Who the fuck am I kidding? I am crazy. Or car sick. Maybe it was the pills I had overdosed one to many times.
My friends mom had perscibed them to me about two months before I was plaugued with the news of me moving. Ever since them I take about 2 or three every three days.
"Oh honey your going to love it here ..."I had long tuned the women in the driver seat out ever since we left the graffitti splattered parking space that belonged to my old house in hell. I only stuck my skull candy headphones, my only going away present from Kylie with the braids, deeper into my already radio sick ears. I turned the up beat Beyonce ballad louder in my ears. I watched peacefully with the same blank and monotonous eyes as the darkened, rain filled clouds suddenly changed into rays of sunlight and green grass.
"10 miles until Chicago'' I heard her happily announce the promising green highway sign on the left like she did since we headed into Paris, Texas. Slowly my eyes drifted together. One heavy sigh realsed most of my "moving away "syndrome stress. The damn drive had to be so long. That was the problem. I had been itching so bad to escape Texas, my nightmare stained past. I felt the whole way heading north, my life would never be same. I had long wanted to change myself. I needed to regain my life back. And me moving in with my cousin Jasmine was the perfect opportunity.
I had only seen her once, and I was 5. Nine and a half years later I found myself going to be living with her. Great. I realsed a sigh again opening my eyes.
10 miles was hella fast. I hope she forgives me for trying to tell her about life.
She started driving in the streets of the city. The town was full of skyscrapers. Not a surprise. But a gigantic white, tile sign read Woodcrest was a surprise.
"You never told me she lived in Woodcrest "I yanked the cord to the headphones, quickly pulling them out my ears. My aunt just sucked her teeth reminding me only more of Texas."Girl does it matter? "She said.
It mattered to me! I'm sure it mattered to Ed Wunclear as well, that corrupt idiot. I sat back in my seat as she drove us down the street. I ignored most the town. "Timid deer lane "the stupid sign read. What a faggot name.
She parked infront of gigantic mansion like house."fuck, "I mumbled in a low tone hoping she didn't hear me.
"I know right! Theys rich! "She said.
And I thought she was just lying. One thing I can confirm that's true, it is infact to go from poverty to wealthy in one day.
I flipped my hair back as I eagerly grabbed the car door, jumping out. It felt good to stand up again. The air was so crisp and sweet. The suburbs was even better than it was on tv. I just hope they people weren't like it. I instantly hated it.
"Tom, Sarah "my aunt had spun around and began walking towards them with open arms.
They were exzactly as I pictured, black on white. Then out from behind them pops carrot top. We did not get along to well.
"Oh shes such a sweety! Infact there she go "my aunt directed the crowds attention towards me. A smile had taken over my face but another pit of anxeity had opened up begins my lips.

-Across the street-
"Aw shit! Its another nigga! "Riley loud and high pitched tone could be heard all through out the house as it bounced off the walls causing me to nearly drop the green titleless book I was by now nearly finished with.I flinched with anger and sighed in disgust.
"Boy watch ya mouth!" Then, WHAM! "But there is look! "Obviously there was more than I expected going on downstairs. I set the book down on the bed and trailed down the stairs. "What are you talking about? "I asked my brother who seemed to eager looking out the blinds to even turn around."its something with the Dubois, look grandad "riley said. I shook my head. And? More importantly, so? The only thing possibly interesting about the gramcracker family was they had a half and half daughter and that tom was so white all he needed was to bleach his skin. Everything else was plain annoying. And I dont know how the hell I can sit through another Sunday dinner tonight with them."Boy get out the blinds "grandad commanded shutting them before he got another look. I quickly headed upstairs, back into our room, quickly opening the shutter blinds. I knealt down to see if Riley was seeing things. Surely he wasn't.

-Back across the street again-
"I hate the color "it was the first words to leave my mouth as I stepped foot into my new room. I couldn't really complain though, it was nearly 3 times the size of my old one from our last apartment. But I fucking hated soft pink. Infact purple kicked pinks ass every day.
My cousin had stood next to me in the white doorway. The new paint smell was had crossed her arms and was looking around at my suitcases scattered across the floor.
"Well you can always change it "she simply replied.I could tell by the way princess flipper her strawberry blonde curls that she was definatly going to be hard to live with.
One thing did catch my eye, I had a balcony with real glass doors.
"I can? "I asked. She nodded before leaving me lonely in the big empty bedroom. Well I wasn't the only bummed about this.
"Tom, Sarah! "I yelled from the door. Instantly the two rushed in awaiting my question."So you like your new room? "Sarah asked.
No.
"Yes "I responded. They nodded. To cut this conversation short I just jumped to the point.
"Can I say, go for a walk? "I asked. Tom looked to Sarah and shrugged."sure just comeback "they said in jokingly manner. _I quickly walked past them, rushing out the house. I was full of energy after the drive, Infact I wanted to stand up and walk. Plus I had to preview this Booshy ass city.

They stupid sunny sky, annoying bird chirping only seemed to mock me more by the second. I pulled the sleeve of the baggy dark purple hoodie on my shoulder up again. I had the slightest idea where the hell I was walking but I still continued my journey down the neighbor hood. I was only a few blocks away when I started to head into town, passing multiple shops and building all entitled to wunclear.
I had to actually look up to see the top of city hall as I walked.
BOOM!
I felt my shoulder hit another.
"Aye bitch, watch where you goin! " it couldn't have came out her mouth. She was white. And from what I saw she had blond hair but she didn't turn around to show ne her face. Instantly, Texas came back.
"The fuck talking to? "I growled in a low tone. She suddenly spun. "The fuck you think, the big booty hoe that bumped into me "she fought back. My fist started to clentch in my pockets."oh I guess I could kick your ass, but I'm all about leaving Britney alone "I replied continuing my journey now in anger down the street. Suddenly her voice blew up into laughter.I spun around giving my sane hard look if anger."what. The hell "I said. She had to hold her stomach."I was just messing with you girl! "She said. Instantly the anger drained. I looked to her again. She could have just did it to mean. But I looked at her again.
She didn't look nearly as smart enough to do that. I'm assuming this was an act of making friends. "I'm Cindy "she said regaining her balance."Tyra "I said back."I see you on my level "she responded. I nodded."I'm from Texas "I said back."oohhh I can tell ill see you around "and she started walking off in the direction she was when ran into each other. I shrugged and continued walking.

-about 10 minutes of walking-
I could tell I was gonna like this place. And not woodcrest but this gigantic oak i found mydself at the top of woodcrest on this tall grassy hill right now. The way the breeze blew, making all the trees sway in that direction. For me finding something peaceful for once was a big accomplishment. I slowly had leaned my back down the tree, sliding down it until I sat hugging my knees on the grass.
"Damnit! I'm so stupid! " it was a smooth and velvet voice that yelled. I looked to he right and left.
"Was that you? "I asked myself quietly."do I sound like a nigga "that stupid voice had picked up and said. I shook my head.
"How could I let this happen! "I knew it was boy that yelled. And im assuming he was as fucked up as me right now.
But the problem was I didn't know who it was behind the tree. I considrring just quickly running down the hill before i found out he was gonna kill me. He sounded angry. Or confused. Stupid.

I quietly crawled and peaked around the corner of the tree bark.

Oh hell.

"Whoa! "Was all I could sum up for his appearance. He suddenly looked over to me and backed up.
The boy had a huge afro thing going on. I think he had more hair than me.
But his crimson orbs were burning holes into brown irises. "Hey some people like peace and quiet "I firmly said. His eyes seemed to broaden."oh, I thought I was, I didn't see you "his voice was smooth but hardened. His pants were baggy khakis and his shirt was light light off white button down but open with a black undershirt. But maybe he liked what he saw because he couldn't stop starring at me.
I shifted uncomfortably. "Did I interrupt something? "I said my voice tender with sarcasm. His eyes instantly frowned his lip came out.
Those damn eyes.
"Damn "I mumbled so lightly to myself.
I slowly went back around towards where I was sitting my eyes never laving him. Ok. Now I was scared."Aren't you hot? "His voice made me jolt with shock. He was now sitting right next me and he had tugged at the sleeve. I quickly swatted his hand off."no,"I quickly said the anxious feeling had jumped quickly setting in. "Uh, I mean, "I began scooting over.
DAMNIT! He could ... I felt those damn eyes beaming on my every movement.
"I gotta go -" I quickly rose up, quickly rushing down the hilltop with only a little amount of my dignity left.

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