Olivia was having a good day, she was able to push Fitz to the back of her mind. Cyrus, Mellie, Jake and her own father ruined her and Fitz. They planted so much doubt in her and Fitz head about their relationship that they were uncomfortable around each other. They used the kids on both of them the ones who they thought supported them when they finally did find out about their relationship. She stopped speaking to Jake, he tried desperately to continue to be part of her life but she cut him out for good. She called the police at least three times before she got a restraining order against him. She continued to be Ella godmother when she visited she ignored Cyrus and his pleas for her forgiveness, he lost James when James figured out what Cyrus did to her and Fitz She remembered it like it was yesterday even though it was a month ago.

James gave her Ella "I'm going to go and check on Cyrus."

He got up and went up stairs. Ella had finally went to sleep when Olivia heard James yell "YOU DID WHAT?!" She then heard a set of foot steps seconds later she she heard another set come down the stairs. When she looked up James was staring at her

She gave him a weak smile "Guess you know now?"

James looked at her with such sadness when he asked a question that brought sadness to her own eyes "Did you love him?"

"I did...I do" She her face betrayed her as tears slid down her face her brown eyes darkened "Very much." A tear fell onto Ella's cheek. Olivia wiped it off.

"Cyrus I...I thought you loved her as your daughter him as your son." James was looking at him like he might attack him at any moment.

She remembered begging him "James please don't worry about us don't fight about this. I'll be fine." Olivia knew she was nothing close to fine neither would she ever nor will he.

James turned around with such anger he practically yelled at her "What about HIM? Huh?"

She couldn't say anything because she knew he was probably crying right now with her even though he was a five of miles away. Ella woke up and started crying. Cyrus and James started arguing. 30 minutes passed and they were still at it. She had had enough.

"SHUT UP!" She screamed.

They stopped talking she looked at Ella then directly at Cyrus right in the eyes her gaze was so intense he had to step back. "I could have had this with him. A little girl or boy either one would have been fine. I could have had this before you ever found out but I was to busy worrying about Cyrus Beene YOU Cyrus. Me worrying about YOU so much came and bit me in the ass. I can have this in a way that would tear your career apart. I could ask Fitz to resign from being president right now and he would but I won't because no matter how much you hurt me I just can't not just because it might hurt Fitz in a long run but because I once thought of you as a father who loved me but I was wrong VERY wrong and I won't make that mistake again. I PROMISE. I will never trust you again your out of chances from me." It took a few minutes to process what she said. She looked at James with sad eyes "I know what's going through your head but she needs both of you." She handed Ella to him wiping her tears as they finally stopped. "I should go." She left without another word.

Abby pulled her out her thoughts "Liv, Olivia, Liv are you ok?"

"I'm fine." Olivia said looking forward at nothing in particular.

"Why are you crying?" Abby asked watching her facial expression.

"I'm not-" She stopped when she touched her cheek and realized she was. "Sad memory that's all. I'm fine Abby see you tomorrow." Olivia quickly left. Everyone at OPA realized Olivia has been off for a month now they were getting worried. Olivia showered laying in bed when she was little her mom died trying to keep Olivia from getting shot at least that's what her father said. He said her mother ex-boyfriend got angry when he found out about Olivia. Olivia laid in bed alone as she drifted off to sleep her phone ringed not really caring who it was because she knew it wasn't Fitz she answered

"What?"

"Ms. Pope it's Tom-" Olivia cut him off.

"Me and the president is ."

"He's in the hospital!" Tom said louder than he expected.

"What! Why? What happened?!"

"I'm out the door waiting for you. I believe you and the children can save him and also if he doesn't make it we have to talk about his will which only you and his children are in."

Olivia was already out the door when he finished. They drove and Tom talked while Olivia worried. Olivia took off running into the hospital with Tom following. She ran up to the two people that she never ever wanted to see again and screamed at them not caring who heard or saw her "YOU DID THIS!" The two people tried to comfort her but was to scared to touch her eyes seemed go from caramel brown to dark chocolate. She just stood there staring at them. Tom tried to get her to sit down but she wouldn't move. He was getting nervous they were either going to have to get someone a room in the hospital and he was sure it wasn't going to Olivia then they would have to deal with Olivia AND the president or when the president woke they would have to tell him about his loss then arrest Olivia AND deal with the president.