Back Chapter 1, a glee fanfic

After the spring hollydays were over, I keep on cheering McKinley Titans, people sees me as the popular cherrio who is also a winner in regionals. I saw Ryder dating Celeste (the cherrio with the neckbone), they went to Breaksticks, and everywhere we went, he said after he found out who Katie was we could hang out, it seems he forgot it.

"Kitty, glee club meeting now!" Sam said dragging me to the choir room.

"What is going on?" I asked on the way.

"We need more people on the Glee Club."

"You mean Ryder back? I already prepare something."

Glee club was pretty empty when I arrived.

"Where is everyone?" Marley asked reading my mind.

" Ryder left us, Artie went to tour his new College, Brittany is explaining the Brittany code and Tina is sick." Blaine answered.

" Come guys! Now we are on our way to become Nationals winners!" Sam cheered.

"We need Ryder back..." Unique said. I left the auditorium, I couldn't stay there without wishing to punch Unique, if only she never catfished him... I ran to the football field, there he was, with his georgeous dance moves. "Kitty, focus" I said to myself. He came to me, my heart beat accelarate, but I just slapped him.

"What was that for?" he asked annoyed. I didn't get it, why did I slap him? why was I there any way? Oh yeah, he left me, I mean, the Glee Club.

"You left, remember?"

"I announced that at Regionals."

"Come on Ryder, we need you, because of you we won..."

"You'll be fine, they still got you." Wait, was he flirting with me?

"Leave the flirting for yourself and come to the choir room to see a number I prepared for you."

"You won't convince me to return."

"Bet on it..." she said leaving him behind on her way back.

"Kitty, are you okay?" Blaine asked.

"I went for my guest..." she said as Ryder followed her.

"You convinced Ryder to...!" Unique and Jake were cheering.

"Not yet. Have a sit Ry, I promise I won't bite."

Me: Hey, boy you never had much game
so I needed to upgrade
so I went and walked away way way
now, I see you've been hanging out
with that other girl in town
looking like a pair of clowns clowns clowns
Remember all the things that you and I did first?
and now you're doing them with her
remember all the things that you and i did first?
you got me, got me like this
and now you're taking her to every restaurant
and everywhere we went, come on!
and now you're taking her to every restaurant
you got me, got me like this
Boy you can say anything you want
I don't give a shh, no one else can have ya
I want you back
I want you back
wa-want you, want you back
I broke it off thinking you'd be cryin'
now I feel like shh looking at you flyin'
I want you back
I want you back
wa-want you, want you back

Please, this ain't even jealousy
she ain't got a thing on me
tryin' to rock them ugly jeans jeans jeans
you clearly didn't think this through
if what I've been told is true
you'll be crawling back like boo hoo hoo

Remember all the things that you and I did first?
and now you're doing them with her
remember all the things that you and I did first?
you got me, got me like this
and now you're taking her to every restaurant
and everywhere we went, come on!
and now you're taking her to every restaurant
you got me, got me like this

Boy you can say anything you want
I don't give a shh, no one else can have ya
I want you back
I want you back
wa-want you, want you back
I broke it off thinking you'd be cryin'
now i feel like shh looking at you flyin'
I want you back
I want you back
wa-want you, want you back

ohhh, I thought you'd still be mine
when I kissed you goodbye uh oh uh oh
ohhh, and you might be with her
but I still had you first uh oh uh oh

Remember all the things that you and I did first?
and now you're doing them with her
remember all the things that you and I did first?
you got me, got me like this!

Boy you can say anything you want
I don't give a shh, no one else can have ya
I want you back
I want you back
wa-want you, want you back
I broke it off thinking you'd be cryin'
now i feel like shh looking at you flyin'
I want you back
I want you back
wa-want you, want you back
ohhh, I want you back
I want you back
wa-want you, want you back
ohhh, I want you back
I want you back
wa-want you, want you back

"Kitty, I..."

"Just come back bro." Jake interrupted.

"Okay." he grinned at me and after the rehearsal, Sam pushed me against the lockers.

"I've told you I was going to make him come back."

"Did you mean all the song?"

"What do you mean? Yes, I want him back at glee club..."

"And the other girl is Celeste?"

"Why are you making so many questions?" I asked as he came closer, I was about to have a heart attack, I want Ryder, what was Sam doing?" Well, yes, I meant all the song..."I confessed. "That means I like Ryder though that is not of your business."

"Who was there when he was dating Celeste?"

"Come on, we barely speak to each other."

"I'm a man of more than words."

"Didn't you sang that to your girlfriend who turned out to be lesbian? Ah, no, it was for her creepy fat cat."

"I'm trying to tell you that you did a great performance, you show all your talents."

"I thought everyone appreciated Tina, Brittany, Blaine, Jake, Marley, anyone else instead of me."

"Well, let me be the first one to tell you that we are very lucky to have you in the team."

"Ryder already did that."

"Kitty? Sam? What are you doing?" Ryder asked.

"Just talking dude." Sam answered walking away.

"Are you okay?"

"Yes, thanks."

"I've been thinking, would you like to hang out?"

"What about Celeste?"

"We are friends, why?"

"I thought she was your girlfriend..."

"She is dating Rick."

"Oh, she lied." I thought disappointed, I thought we were friends.

"Are you free on Friday after the game?"

"Yes, sure, I'll be there cheering for you."

Thursday arrived, Sam send me a text for another glee club meeting at the auditorium, but I was shock to find that he was the only one there.

"Where is everyone?"

"I lied, I roomed the auditorium for us, to have some privacy."

"why?"

"Don't you see it?"

"You are being creepy."

"Tell me you are not going on a date with Ryder tomorrow."

"I told you it is not of your business. Hey, why are you laughing at me?"

"I'm looking for a way to tell you something."

"Well try to use more than words..." I laughed.

"Somehow I knew you were going to say that." he said showing me his guitar. "Please be comforable..." he said pointing at the pillows and blanket on the stage.

"Are you going to sing a lullaby?"

"Not really, but if you faint I won't be able to grab you."

"Faint?"

Sam: I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here

I found myself crying, he just told me he loves me, but, how? when?

"Please say something." he begged.

"I..." I was dizzy, I loved Ryder, or that is what I believe, but Sam wasn't a bad candidate. Somehow I finished kissing him, and he kissed me back, OMG, I'm suppose to be dating Ryder, what is on my mind? If I tell Ryder I kissed Sam, I will lose him forever and he would leave glee club again! So many thoughts were on my mind when I felt the blackout.

I woke up on the nurse, Ryder was grabbing my hand. Wait, Ryder? Where was Sam? How did I reach the nurse? What did Sam tell Ryder?

"Are you mad at me?" I asked.

"No, why would I be mad." I sighed, he didn't know.

"I..."

"Sam told me, you were practicing your cheerios routine so hard to impress me that you fainted, is that true?"

"Yes."

"Well in that case, yes I'm mad, you don't need to impress me, you are already my girlfriend."

"Wait, what? when?"

"I thought that since we are dating we are a couple, aren't we?"

"Oh, yeah, yes, I'd love that."