I don't know how it happened well I do, but we were so careful. We always were, most of the time anyway. There were a few times when me and Daring didn't use a condom, but did that really matter. I know what they say about how it only takes one try, in my case I guess that was how it was supposed to be because at that moment I was sitting on toilet seat with a pregnancy test in hand. I felt hot tears sting the corners of my eyes. What was I even supposed to tell Daring? I'm too much of a screw up to be pregnant. According to Headmaster Grimm I'm supposed to be a mistake and nothing more, I'm a dumb halfa and that's all I'll ever be. Worst of my entire family secret could be exposed because of my stupidity.
I love Daring and I've always had feelings for him whether he liked me or not, but I didn't know whether or not he was ready to be a father. I mean he's Daring Charming, ironically charming jock. The only thing he should be worrying about at this age is looking good not child nurturing. I don't know what to say or how to tell him. Cedar wouldn't be in anytime soon since she went home for Spring Break before me so I threw the test in the trash. I looked over and hesitantly reached out to my Mirror-pod and picked it up before I did something cowardly. I dialed Daring's number quickly and anxiously chewed my finger nail waiting for him to pick up the phone.
"Hello" a somewhat groggy voice answered through the phone.
"Daring... hi" I whispered back.
"Cerise" he breathed into the phone, " Where have you been, I've been looking for you all day".
"Are you okay, you're not talking?"
"I'm fine" I forced out, "could you um...um come to my room, please now".
"Okay" he said as i heard sheets rustling in the background, "I'll be right over".
After those last words he hung up and I groaned what have I gotten myself into. I still don't even know what to say and I feel I've set myself up for failure. I really didn't have time to dwell on these thoughts though, Daring would be coming any minute and I would need to be prepared to face him. I removed the pregnancy test from the trash can and cleaned up any trace of tears on my face so that Daring wouldn't see. I stached the pregnancy test in my pocket sat on my bed and sighed. He would be here any minute now, any minute, I just needed to wait.