I don't own ANYTHING in the vampire diaries. Tragically enough. FINE don't gimme that look. I'll say it I DON'T OWN DAMON SALVATORE. +(. All I own is the weird,dark thoughts in my head.
I'm empty. I would like to feel something, but instead just- NOTHING.
Just numb inside. I'm uninterested by everything around me- The only thing I can feel now is the pain and the suffering. Now it is the only thing I experience. The other one was loss but now it had faded away and gradually become a part of me. Of who I was.
My suffering in silence thing was not doing me any good.
I've tried so hard to JUST LET GO. But it was easier said than done. (no cliché intended) I couldn't deal with any of it.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
UGH! I came here to listen to ROCK music. Not some cheesy country song about love that decided to play in his head whenever it felt like it.
Then the noise drowned out the crap going on in my head. I sighed in relief.
This was one of the reasons I had picked Saving Abel.
They were LOUD. Their music drowned out my thoughts therefore drowning out all the shit going in my head. It helped. Not much but still.
The other reason I picked them was because was because I liked them.
Front seat tickets (or should I say ticket) to Saving Abel seemed like too good a deal to pass up at the time. So I took it. As easy as that.
She had burned me. Her image invaded my memories. It hurt.
Then I saw some girl. In my defence I only saw her back. She had hair.
Long, blonde hair. Like silk. Like Elena.
UGH! I have to stop this obsession.
I shook myself out of it and turned my full, undivided attention to the stage just as the band launched into 'New Tattoo.'
So...(peeks out from behind the table) did you like it? if u did review or subscribe +) New chap coming soon. =)