Apov
SCHOOLS OUT, ITS SUMMER TIME, I KNOW A GIRL AND I WISH SHE WERE MINE
We had been out of school for a while, well not really just a couple of weeks, but it felt like a while because lately I have been having feelings... feelings about a girl that I should not, NEVER in a million years have feelings for.
I THINK ABOUT HER BUT SHES MY BESTFRIENDS GIRL, WHOAA,
Eli walked up to me and asked,
"Doesn't Clare look pretty today?" yeah she did, she was wearing a baby blue dress that came down to her knees and blue flats, her hair was curled to perfection and she was wearing a hint of makeup, not a lot, but enough to bring out her eyes... oh my god... her eyes. If Eli even had an idea of what I was thinking...
HE DOESNT KNOW WHATS ON MY MIND
"Hey Adam, what do you want to do?" Clare asked, we were hanging out tonight, not like a date (even though I so wanted it to be) Clare feels like since her and Eli have been dating she hasn't spent enough time with me, so she asked if I wanted to hang out, I was all for it. I think she likes me too, I mean she has nothing to hide from Eli about this... but Eli doesn't know a thing.
HE DOESNT KNOW SHES WITH ME TONIGHT
"... and then he... he...oh I cant say it!" Clare was trying to tell me what that ass wipe Asher had done but she couldn't get threw it, I know it's wrong but part of this made me feel proud. She'd comfortable around me, she tells me stuff that she DOESNT tell Eli.
SHE TELLS ME EVERYTHING WE GO OUT EVERYWHERE, I KNOW ITS WRONG BUT I DONT CARE
I know I shouldn't be doing this, I mean Clare was Eli's girl. But I want her, when she kissed my cheek after I comforted her after she told me what Asher did, I caught a glimpse into what it was like to be Eli, to get that everyday. I want more of it. Clare was gonna be mine, someway somehow.
CAUSE SHES MY BESTFRIEND GIRL, NOW IM LIVING IN MY BESTFRIEND WORLD, CAUSE SHES THE ONLY ONE FOR ME, THE ONLY GIRL I NEED, AND SHES GONNA BE MINE SOMEHOW
And one day she was comforting me after a bad fight with Drew, she hugged me, when she started to pull away I held her even tighter, I had felt that, I never want to stop feeling her hugs. Eli's mad at me, I think he knows. He wont talk to me and he makes an effort to touch or kiss Clare when I'm around... I'm losing him, for Clare... oh well.
YOU KNOW THAT SHES MY BESTFRIENDS GIRL, CANT STOP LIVIN IN MY BESTFRIENDS WORLD, YOU KNOW SHES THE ONLY ONE FOR ME, THE ONLY GIRL I NEED, IM LOSING MY BESTFRIEND NOW, FOR MY BESTFRIENDS GIRL
"Things between Clare and I are great. Better than ever." he is such a liar last night Clare told me that they fight constantly. He just wants me to think that. Clare tells me that they fight a lot and that's why she's been wanting to hang out so much, when she's with me everything is fine.
HE'S TELLIN ME THAT THINGS ARE FINE, WITH EVERY WORD ITS LIKE IM LOSING MY MIND, SHE SAYS THEY ALWAYS FIGHT, ALL DAY AND EVERY NIGHT, BUT WHEN SHES WITH ME ITS ALL ALRIGHT
"Adam, I don't think I'm meant to be with Eli... I think I'm meant to be with you." I look up and into her eyes... I can't breathe. She's breathtaking.
WHEN SHE LOOKS AT ME, I CAN HARDLY BREATHE, SHE KEEPS TELLIN ME WHERE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER NOW
Summer is over... and now were back in school... and Clare... she's my girl now.
SCHOOLS IN, ITS STUDY TIME, I KNOW A GIRL AND NOW SHE'S MINE, SHES MY BESTFRIENDS GIRL, NOW IM LIVING IN MY BESTFRIENDS WORLD, CAUSE SHES THE ONLY ONE FOR ME, THE ONLY GIRL I NEED, AND SHES FINNALY MINE SOMEHOW
I really wanted to do a Cladam story... the next story I write will be Imogen/Adam (idk their couple name. haha)