Summery: Depression hits Bosco hard, will his friends be able to help him before things go spiraling out of control?
Disclaimer: So this means I don't own it, sucks huh, so much I could do with Bosco (sigh) but we all know that won't be happening so yeah, yeah I don't own nothing so don't sue, all you get is a computer that bites people in the ass!
Category: Angst/Drama
Rating: G for normal people, R for the most sensitive ones. (PG-13 real rating)
Thank You: To many to name this time, you know who you are and from the bottom of my heart I thank you!
Author Note: So some of you wondered why Twister took SOOOOOO LONG to update, besides another one in the works, this story has been in the works for a MONTH! So, that is the excuse for why Twister took so long, is because of this little stinker. Do hope you enjoy it ;)
Parts (1/6)
PART 1
You ever have one of those days where it seems nothing is going right? It feels as though you just woke up and everything that could go wrong does and no matter how hard you try and push to make it better it won't go right and you feel everything around you can't get any worse and then the bottom falls out?
Nervous breakdowns you never think it can happen to you. But it's there waiting to at least get you once. I been through so much shit in my life, even had PTSD, if your wondering "Post Traumatic Stress Disorder" you know when you have panic attacks. Thing about nervous breakdowns is, it builds up and then boom you get it and you don't even have any touch on your own reality you can't stop it and you sure is hell don't care anymore; you just want it to end. I'm not going to sit here and tell you I tried to commit suicide, I hate the idea, I think it's selfish and a cowards way out. Have I ever thought about it, sure, everybody has thought about it once or twice, you know when you're feeling your lowest point and nothing could get worse and hell it does. Now if you ask me did I come close; well let's just say when you have a nervous breakdown even the most unlikely people will try anything.
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Two officers walked out of the 55 Precinct, one being female has a stern yet calm look about her, ready mentally and physically for the job ahead while the other, male with a smirk that doesn't have a care in the world and sees it as another day.
"It's a good day Faith, nothing can beat this day."
Faith looked over. Her partner perky, that was scary. It had to do with a woman; he must have gotten some last night, that was the usual case with him.
"No I didn't have sex last night for your information Yokas, it's a sunny day I got here early and worked out, it's going to be a good shift."
As the two got into the RMP and waved to a couple officers getting into their own and taking off to go and protect the city of New York, not aware that soon Bosco would be haunted by those last words.
(Unknown Location)
"So that's all man, that's all I have to do?"
"That's it, you'll be one of us in no time."
The kid looked at the older gang leader.
"Why don't I just kill the stupid pig instead of just shooting at them and running away like a pansy ass?"
"Because you shoot one and they die they are like damn bee's they'll have you so fast, and you ain't going to live after shooting and killing one of their own I can tell you that much."
"Okay, hey can I bring my kid brother along?"
"Yeah, be good experience for him."
"Then its set, here," handing him a black 9mm "have fun."
The kid took the weapon, holding it out he looked at it and then smiled back.
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Faith was just finishing her sentence with a laugh when the cellphone went off. Picking into her pocket she pulled it out and answered it.
"Hello....Fred what.....what do you mean he's not in school....no I'll look for him...okay...love you to," Faith hung up. "Dammit."
"Charlie ditching?"
"Yes the principal called, Charlie wasn't in class."
"Kids will do that."
Looking over at her partner.
"Bosco, he's only ten years old, at least he could have waited for High School."
"Dumb stupid kids." murmurs Bosco.
"What?"
"Look we'll find him, he probably got dared or something, I'm sure it's a misunderstanding."
"Charlie Robert Yokas is going to have a lot of explaining to do," watching the street Faith then looked over at Bosco "turn here."
"Why?"
"Because, I have a good idea where my dumb stupid kid is." Quoting Bosco. At Faith's request Bosco turned the car.
As the two rode in silence Faith grabbed her head, not of in pain but a thought occurring that she had overlooked. Noticing this Bosco looked at her and then back at the street.
"You okay?"
"No, I bet I'll find Ryan with him."
"Ryan who the hell is Ryan?"
"This kid that Charlie been hanging with, he's not good news in trouble a whole lot and bad influence."
"Great, the plot thickens."
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"My mom going to find out about this."
"Relax Charlie I've done this before the worse thing is you get grounded and a scolding."
"Yeah but you don't know my parents especially my mother."
Ryan then pulled out a pack of cigarettes and lit one up.
"What are you doing?"
"What does it look like I'm doing you numb nuts, want one?"
Charlie declined. Just as Ryan took a couple more puffs off his cigarette Charlie heard the worst thing, his mother.
"CHARLIE ROBERT YOKAS YOU GET YOUR BUTT DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW!"
Looking out the window there stood his mother with arms crossed ready to kill and her partner Bosco standing behind not saying a word.
"Oh great."
Ryan looked.
"That's your mother?"
"Yes."
"Why the hell didn't you tell me you had a cop for a mother?"
"I don't know it's not something you bring up usually."
Ditching the cigarette both began to climb down.
"Nice treehouse."
Faith slightly moved to look at her partner.
"Charlie, who the hell do you think you are?" Saying this as both of the kids jumped down only when this happened Ryan dropped the pack that was neatly tucked in one of his pockets.
"Well look at the time gotta go." Ryan said this realizing his mistake he then tried to take off but as Faith took on her son Bosco reached over and grabbed him by the arm.
"Oh it doesn't work that way." While holding on to the kid's arm he picked up the pack.
"This stuff will kill yeah." gesturing towards the pack of cigarettes
"Man let go of me." Protested Ryan trying to move his arm but Bosco had a firm grip around the kid's arm.
"No can do my little trouble maker." Bosco then turned him and began walking him towards the squad while Faith stood and talked to Charlie.
"Is there even an ounce of intelligent thought going on in your little brain Charlie, I know we had to given you something you could of used." asked Faith who was deeply upset with her son. She did not have kids so they would end up being screw ups and making more problems. There were already plenty in today's world.
"I'm going to take you home and we are going to discuss this when I get home, you hear me." Faith never even raised her voice; calm as can be while Charlie just kept his head down in shame. He hated when his mother was mad at him. Unlike Emily who was more Daddy's girl, Charlie tended to be Momma's Boy and therefore hated when his mother was disgusted with him.
"I'm sorry."
"Sorry doesn't even cover it young man."
Looking the kid up and down.
"You got a staring problem or something?" Ryan snapping at Bosco.
"No just admiring the Real Slim Shady."
"What?"
"Oh come on you never heard of Eminem I'm sure you have."
"Of course man."
"Thought so, white kid, white T-shirt with pants falling down to your ass and that bleached blond hair, yep you're a Eminem wannabe. So what's next on your agenda Slim Shady, gonna do weed when you get the chance?" Tormenting the kid Ryan then near the squad. Bosco then looked to see if Faith and Charlie was in hearing distance when he realized he was in safe Bosco than leaned in.
"I'm going to make this clear, you stay clear of Charlie."
"You can't tell me what to do."
"Want to bet? See this," pointing to his gun then back to his badge "this tells me I can, now you leave him alone because I know where you're headed and I'll be damn if you take him down with you."
The kid just stared up at Bosco angrily. Even though Bosco was the type to like kids and could understand them, when it came to Emily and Charlie he became over protective and ready to defend them and made sure they were nothing but safe.
"Now you get out of here before I decide to show you what it's like to be locked up."
Looking as though the kid was going to say something he let it go and began to walk away but turned back around.
"Do I at least get my cig's back?"
Bosco looked at him with a blank stare and held out his hand.
"Sure."
Not believing this the kid hesitated but then reached for them only when he did this Bosco reached with his other hand and slapped him upside the head. Nursing where Bosco slapped him Ryan looked at Bosco a bit shocked.
"You think I'm that stupid, get out of here."
"Shit head pig." Spinning and running away the kid yelled this but Bosco got the last comment.
"Yeah well I've heard worse name calling!"
By then Charlie and Faith had walked up, seeing them come Bosco opened the back door and Charlie climbed in shutting the door he looked at Faith who was steaming.
"He wasn't smoking was he?"
Faith had failed to see the pack and gave Bosco a questioning glance.
"Found this on smart mouth," waving this in front of Faith "kid thought I was going to actually give them back, what is this world coming to Yokas?"
Faith just shook her head and looked at Charlie who was listening to them. He looked away quickly, before Faith walked around to the passenger side to get in Bosco called over the top.
"He's a good kid Faith just has bad taste in friends."
Not saying anything back Faith got in. Bosco just stared at the spot Faith had just been standing and shaking his own head he got in.
(Ryan's Apartment)
Walking into the apartment Ryan slammed the door then proceeded to storm into the living room and land heavily on the couch. His brother had heard the door and walked out.
"What's with you?"
"Nothin."
"Come on Ryan what's bugging you?"
"Just this stupid cop, took my cigarettes and everything."
"Wanna get back at am?"
"How, I mean, what's the point?"
Looking over his side to hear his mother still in the kitchen his brother leaned in and then lifted his shirt up. Ryan's face went wide seeing the concealed weapon.
"Where, how...what?"
"Before you start playing the damn question game, I'll explain on the way there."
The two then walked out of the apartment not even saying a word to their mother.
Both brothers got into the car, the oldest in the passenger seat and Ryan in the back while the driver took off being the one to witness making sure it went down.
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(Yokas Apartment)
"Get in there, we will talk about this."
Charlie went into his room and shut the door.
"Where's Bosco?" Asking Fred realizing that usually her partner was always around when they where in uniform.
"He decided to stay in the car."
Fred nodded and went to the kitchen.
"You want something to eat?"
Faith waved her hand.
"No I really should get back out on the streets I'll get something." Turning around to walk out she then stopped and walked back to her husband.
"Its not your fault, kids are kids." She smiled, he knew her so well.
"Thanks."
"Love you." Faith walked out saying love you back and Fred just stood in the kitchen debating on whether or not to talk to Charlie or just wait, he decided to wait. Better both of them talking to him then at once then getting two separate talks.
(55-David)
Bosco was standing on the sidewalk back up against the car arms crossed with one leg over the other and just relaxing until his partner came out.
"How did it go?"
"Charlie is in his room where he should be and we're going to have a big long talk."
Nodding his head. "Good, can't wait to hear about that one."
Faith then moved around to get into the driver side.
"What are you doing?"
Turning his head ever so slowly, watching her make her way around the car.
"I'm driving because I'm not going to wait till you get hungry and decided when we eat, so come on let's go get something."
Not sure what to really make of it Bosco just slid into the passenger side.
"55-David is 10-63."
"Copy that 55-David."
"I did not say that."
"Yes you did Bosco you said 'Who's in control now bitch."
"Nope."
"You are in denial."
Faith and Bosco were enjoying their conversation. They hadn't been on good speaking terms but it was like everything was back to semi-normal and now chowing down on some Taco Bell they talked about some old cases.
"Okay Miss Perfect what about wheelchair guy that was following you around for some time?"
"Wheelchair?" Asked Faith obviously not remembering.
"Yeah remember me calling him wheels, you finally threatened to break his neck and make him quadriplegic if he asked you out one more time."
Faith shook her head.
"Now who is in the denial river."
Looking at Bosco for a second her lips were up in a smirk then it busted into a smile and then before she could stop herself she snorted and broke into a fit of laughter. All the while Bosco staring at her with a blank stare not realizing what was so funny. Pointing weakly she was still laughing trying to breathe out
"Your face...so serious....oh my.." continuing to laugh. Faith's head rested on the stirring wheel till she could get composure enough to look at Bosco.
"What?" Still not understanding.
Acting as though she was wiping a fake tear Faith then looked into the rear view mirror to make sure she didn't look to bad after that fit of laughter but something caught her eye. The smile that had been plastered on her features slowly disappeared. Bosco was too busy to notice her change to busy eating a supreme hard taco. Goose bumps rose up and down her spin as they got closer and as they passed the back end of their car she saw it but by then it was too late. A 9mm gun came out of the window and before she could even yell out a warning, gunshots went off.
TBC....
Tag Note- What can I say, couldn't resist this one, I rarely do this so hey had to do it, you want more oh well you know what you can do to get it from me.
Disclaimer: So this means I don't own it, sucks huh, so much I could do with Bosco (sigh) but we all know that won't be happening so yeah, yeah I don't own nothing so don't sue, all you get is a computer that bites people in the ass!
Category: Angst/Drama
Rating: G for normal people, R for the most sensitive ones. (PG-13 real rating)
Thank You: To many to name this time, you know who you are and from the bottom of my heart I thank you!
Author Note: So some of you wondered why Twister took SOOOOOO LONG to update, besides another one in the works, this story has been in the works for a MONTH! So, that is the excuse for why Twister took so long, is because of this little stinker. Do hope you enjoy it ;)
Parts (1/6)
PART 1
You ever have one of those days where it seems nothing is going right? It feels as though you just woke up and everything that could go wrong does and no matter how hard you try and push to make it better it won't go right and you feel everything around you can't get any worse and then the bottom falls out?
Nervous breakdowns you never think it can happen to you. But it's there waiting to at least get you once. I been through so much shit in my life, even had PTSD, if your wondering "Post Traumatic Stress Disorder" you know when you have panic attacks. Thing about nervous breakdowns is, it builds up and then boom you get it and you don't even have any touch on your own reality you can't stop it and you sure is hell don't care anymore; you just want it to end. I'm not going to sit here and tell you I tried to commit suicide, I hate the idea, I think it's selfish and a cowards way out. Have I ever thought about it, sure, everybody has thought about it once or twice, you know when you're feeling your lowest point and nothing could get worse and hell it does. Now if you ask me did I come close; well let's just say when you have a nervous breakdown even the most unlikely people will try anything.
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Two officers walked out of the 55 Precinct, one being female has a stern yet calm look about her, ready mentally and physically for the job ahead while the other, male with a smirk that doesn't have a care in the world and sees it as another day.
"It's a good day Faith, nothing can beat this day."
Faith looked over. Her partner perky, that was scary. It had to do with a woman; he must have gotten some last night, that was the usual case with him.
"No I didn't have sex last night for your information Yokas, it's a sunny day I got here early and worked out, it's going to be a good shift."
As the two got into the RMP and waved to a couple officers getting into their own and taking off to go and protect the city of New York, not aware that soon Bosco would be haunted by those last words.
(Unknown Location)
"So that's all man, that's all I have to do?"
"That's it, you'll be one of us in no time."
The kid looked at the older gang leader.
"Why don't I just kill the stupid pig instead of just shooting at them and running away like a pansy ass?"
"Because you shoot one and they die they are like damn bee's they'll have you so fast, and you ain't going to live after shooting and killing one of their own I can tell you that much."
"Okay, hey can I bring my kid brother along?"
"Yeah, be good experience for him."
"Then its set, here," handing him a black 9mm "have fun."
The kid took the weapon, holding it out he looked at it and then smiled back.
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Faith was just finishing her sentence with a laugh when the cellphone went off. Picking into her pocket she pulled it out and answered it.
"Hello....Fred what.....what do you mean he's not in school....no I'll look for him...okay...love you to," Faith hung up. "Dammit."
"Charlie ditching?"
"Yes the principal called, Charlie wasn't in class."
"Kids will do that."
Looking over at her partner.
"Bosco, he's only ten years old, at least he could have waited for High School."
"Dumb stupid kids." murmurs Bosco.
"What?"
"Look we'll find him, he probably got dared or something, I'm sure it's a misunderstanding."
"Charlie Robert Yokas is going to have a lot of explaining to do," watching the street Faith then looked over at Bosco "turn here."
"Why?"
"Because, I have a good idea where my dumb stupid kid is." Quoting Bosco. At Faith's request Bosco turned the car.
As the two rode in silence Faith grabbed her head, not of in pain but a thought occurring that she had overlooked. Noticing this Bosco looked at her and then back at the street.
"You okay?"
"No, I bet I'll find Ryan with him."
"Ryan who the hell is Ryan?"
"This kid that Charlie been hanging with, he's not good news in trouble a whole lot and bad influence."
"Great, the plot thickens."
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"My mom going to find out about this."
"Relax Charlie I've done this before the worse thing is you get grounded and a scolding."
"Yeah but you don't know my parents especially my mother."
Ryan then pulled out a pack of cigarettes and lit one up.
"What are you doing?"
"What does it look like I'm doing you numb nuts, want one?"
Charlie declined. Just as Ryan took a couple more puffs off his cigarette Charlie heard the worst thing, his mother.
"CHARLIE ROBERT YOKAS YOU GET YOUR BUTT DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW!"
Looking out the window there stood his mother with arms crossed ready to kill and her partner Bosco standing behind not saying a word.
"Oh great."
Ryan looked.
"That's your mother?"
"Yes."
"Why the hell didn't you tell me you had a cop for a mother?"
"I don't know it's not something you bring up usually."
Ditching the cigarette both began to climb down.
"Nice treehouse."
Faith slightly moved to look at her partner.
"Charlie, who the hell do you think you are?" Saying this as both of the kids jumped down only when this happened Ryan dropped the pack that was neatly tucked in one of his pockets.
"Well look at the time gotta go." Ryan said this realizing his mistake he then tried to take off but as Faith took on her son Bosco reached over and grabbed him by the arm.
"Oh it doesn't work that way." While holding on to the kid's arm he picked up the pack.
"This stuff will kill yeah." gesturing towards the pack of cigarettes
"Man let go of me." Protested Ryan trying to move his arm but Bosco had a firm grip around the kid's arm.
"No can do my little trouble maker." Bosco then turned him and began walking him towards the squad while Faith stood and talked to Charlie.
"Is there even an ounce of intelligent thought going on in your little brain Charlie, I know we had to given you something you could of used." asked Faith who was deeply upset with her son. She did not have kids so they would end up being screw ups and making more problems. There were already plenty in today's world.
"I'm going to take you home and we are going to discuss this when I get home, you hear me." Faith never even raised her voice; calm as can be while Charlie just kept his head down in shame. He hated when his mother was mad at him. Unlike Emily who was more Daddy's girl, Charlie tended to be Momma's Boy and therefore hated when his mother was disgusted with him.
"I'm sorry."
"Sorry doesn't even cover it young man."
Looking the kid up and down.
"You got a staring problem or something?" Ryan snapping at Bosco.
"No just admiring the Real Slim Shady."
"What?"
"Oh come on you never heard of Eminem I'm sure you have."
"Of course man."
"Thought so, white kid, white T-shirt with pants falling down to your ass and that bleached blond hair, yep you're a Eminem wannabe. So what's next on your agenda Slim Shady, gonna do weed when you get the chance?" Tormenting the kid Ryan then near the squad. Bosco then looked to see if Faith and Charlie was in hearing distance when he realized he was in safe Bosco than leaned in.
"I'm going to make this clear, you stay clear of Charlie."
"You can't tell me what to do."
"Want to bet? See this," pointing to his gun then back to his badge "this tells me I can, now you leave him alone because I know where you're headed and I'll be damn if you take him down with you."
The kid just stared up at Bosco angrily. Even though Bosco was the type to like kids and could understand them, when it came to Emily and Charlie he became over protective and ready to defend them and made sure they were nothing but safe.
"Now you get out of here before I decide to show you what it's like to be locked up."
Looking as though the kid was going to say something he let it go and began to walk away but turned back around.
"Do I at least get my cig's back?"
Bosco looked at him with a blank stare and held out his hand.
"Sure."
Not believing this the kid hesitated but then reached for them only when he did this Bosco reached with his other hand and slapped him upside the head. Nursing where Bosco slapped him Ryan looked at Bosco a bit shocked.
"You think I'm that stupid, get out of here."
"Shit head pig." Spinning and running away the kid yelled this but Bosco got the last comment.
"Yeah well I've heard worse name calling!"
By then Charlie and Faith had walked up, seeing them come Bosco opened the back door and Charlie climbed in shutting the door he looked at Faith who was steaming.
"He wasn't smoking was he?"
Faith had failed to see the pack and gave Bosco a questioning glance.
"Found this on smart mouth," waving this in front of Faith "kid thought I was going to actually give them back, what is this world coming to Yokas?"
Faith just shook her head and looked at Charlie who was listening to them. He looked away quickly, before Faith walked around to the passenger side to get in Bosco called over the top.
"He's a good kid Faith just has bad taste in friends."
Not saying anything back Faith got in. Bosco just stared at the spot Faith had just been standing and shaking his own head he got in.
(Ryan's Apartment)
Walking into the apartment Ryan slammed the door then proceeded to storm into the living room and land heavily on the couch. His brother had heard the door and walked out.
"What's with you?"
"Nothin."
"Come on Ryan what's bugging you?"
"Just this stupid cop, took my cigarettes and everything."
"Wanna get back at am?"
"How, I mean, what's the point?"
Looking over his side to hear his mother still in the kitchen his brother leaned in and then lifted his shirt up. Ryan's face went wide seeing the concealed weapon.
"Where, how...what?"
"Before you start playing the damn question game, I'll explain on the way there."
The two then walked out of the apartment not even saying a word to their mother.
Both brothers got into the car, the oldest in the passenger seat and Ryan in the back while the driver took off being the one to witness making sure it went down.
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(Yokas Apartment)
"Get in there, we will talk about this."
Charlie went into his room and shut the door.
"Where's Bosco?" Asking Fred realizing that usually her partner was always around when they where in uniform.
"He decided to stay in the car."
Fred nodded and went to the kitchen.
"You want something to eat?"
Faith waved her hand.
"No I really should get back out on the streets I'll get something." Turning around to walk out she then stopped and walked back to her husband.
"Its not your fault, kids are kids." She smiled, he knew her so well.
"Thanks."
"Love you." Faith walked out saying love you back and Fred just stood in the kitchen debating on whether or not to talk to Charlie or just wait, he decided to wait. Better both of them talking to him then at once then getting two separate talks.
(55-David)
Bosco was standing on the sidewalk back up against the car arms crossed with one leg over the other and just relaxing until his partner came out.
"How did it go?"
"Charlie is in his room where he should be and we're going to have a big long talk."
Nodding his head. "Good, can't wait to hear about that one."
Faith then moved around to get into the driver side.
"What are you doing?"
Turning his head ever so slowly, watching her make her way around the car.
"I'm driving because I'm not going to wait till you get hungry and decided when we eat, so come on let's go get something."
Not sure what to really make of it Bosco just slid into the passenger side.
"55-David is 10-63."
"Copy that 55-David."
"I did not say that."
"Yes you did Bosco you said 'Who's in control now bitch."
"Nope."
"You are in denial."
Faith and Bosco were enjoying their conversation. They hadn't been on good speaking terms but it was like everything was back to semi-normal and now chowing down on some Taco Bell they talked about some old cases.
"Okay Miss Perfect what about wheelchair guy that was following you around for some time?"
"Wheelchair?" Asked Faith obviously not remembering.
"Yeah remember me calling him wheels, you finally threatened to break his neck and make him quadriplegic if he asked you out one more time."
Faith shook her head.
"Now who is in the denial river."
Looking at Bosco for a second her lips were up in a smirk then it busted into a smile and then before she could stop herself she snorted and broke into a fit of laughter. All the while Bosco staring at her with a blank stare not realizing what was so funny. Pointing weakly she was still laughing trying to breathe out
"Your face...so serious....oh my.." continuing to laugh. Faith's head rested on the stirring wheel till she could get composure enough to look at Bosco.
"What?" Still not understanding.
Acting as though she was wiping a fake tear Faith then looked into the rear view mirror to make sure she didn't look to bad after that fit of laughter but something caught her eye. The smile that had been plastered on her features slowly disappeared. Bosco was too busy to notice her change to busy eating a supreme hard taco. Goose bumps rose up and down her spin as they got closer and as they passed the back end of their car she saw it but by then it was too late. A 9mm gun came out of the window and before she could even yell out a warning, gunshots went off.
TBC....
Tag Note- What can I say, couldn't resist this one, I rarely do this so hey had to do it, you want more oh well you know what you can do to get it from me.